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currently starving myself because I'm going to an all you can eat buffet later and I'm there to PROFIT not to eat.

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Successfully profited. That sushi bar won't know what hit em.

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HELPMME THIS IS SO REAL OMG

LIKE

FYM IM PAYING 32 DOLLARS???

IM GETTING MY MONEYS WORTH…

literally me and my mom were having a date, and we didnโ€™t eat all day TILL 7pm. let me tell you the waitress was SO done with us

it was so worth it tho

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man they said "all you can eat" 

Sorry, but I don't make the rules, all you can eat means all you can eat.

We literally finished the nigiri and fried shrimp. That place is not recovering from us being there.

The people in line watching me pile up my plate with sushi and shrimp in horror as I practically take the entire table of food.

Only rich people go to an all you can eat buffet and eat a normal amount. You're telling me you have a chance to get FREE FOOD and you're not taking it????

(Not but there was this girl there and like... I don't know if I wanted to BE her or wanted to be WITH her)

me cuz i wanna be with her ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž

BUT SRS LIKE WDYM U GO TO AN AYC AND BARLEY FUCKING EAT 

LIKE HELLL NOOO ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

either way i love sushi

๐Ÿคค

everyone around us was there to eat istg like what are you guys? Rolling in money?

But the table in front of us was there to profit as well, they were there before us and they left around the same time as us. They brought so much food to their table. Respect honestly.

The girl I was talking about she was dressed like a lesbian - yk the loose shorts, loose shirt - and I swear to you all she did was basically breathe and I was literally staring at her- sorry, the bar is on the floor for me. 

HWLPME

THE LAST PART IS MAKING ME LAUGH 

like god, how come iโ€™m so lucky to breathe the same air as you?! ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ

Okay so I found a frien on roblocs

She's Japanese(biggest flex)

She watches anime

I convinced her to watch bsd

And we merged our OC lores for roleplays because yes

Kazuko!! <33

Kazuko and Yuuto best duo canon canon(Yuuto is my main oc's name)

Well not really bc eiko exists(eiko is bassically the chuuya and Dazai merge spawn of my oc universe and Yuuto is like dazai and ranpo merged)

I also talked to her sister

Now I wanna go to Japan to meet her irl :(

I WANT A GROUP OF FOUR IRL FRIENDS THAT LOVE ANIME AND VOCALOID AND JAPANESE MUSIC SO I CAN COVER RPG WITH THEM!!!! WAHHH!!

Coughs in likes all four of those things

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Uhhh translate im stupid

I like all of those things (Japanese music, anime, vocaloid)

:o u like Vocaloid?,

how am I just hearing ABT this

Because I never mentioned it 

so like

you know those nights where u donโ€™t get even a minute of sleep

yeah so โ€œtodayโ€ was that night

this was just the beginning to my instability 


oh my!


superwomannn

it hadnโ€™t even been half an hour


o.


I dotn have my own phone yet(yes,I know. My alt is on my mother's phone,and my original was on my tablet which is now broken) so whenever I don't sleep I just. Read manga. And go insane over soukoku.(Yeah yknow that time you told me to watch Bungou Stray Dogs? I've been converted.)

even though i donโ€™t really watch bungo stray dogs, whenever my sister would, i really never understood soukoku..

But I canโ€™t say much since I never watched much of BSD ๐Ÿ˜ญ

MY SISTER TRIED TO CONVINCE MY MOM TO WATCH IT WITH HER LMFAOOOO

but for me reading itโ€™s bl manwhaโ€™s โค๏ธ

i just finished pearl boy not that long ago, and now that the side stories are coming out iโ€™m so happy ๐Ÿ˜ญ

i also finished love or hate

iโ€™m reading a bunch of them at the same time rn tho…

BUT I DEADASS DONT WANNA READ JINX ANYMORE ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

THE MAIN LOVE INTEREST IS A WALKING RED FLAG LMFOAOAOA

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...I'm so sorry you have to sit through this but "you don't understand soukoku?" 

Cough cough sit down bestie,this is going to be long.

Dazai and Chuuya met when they were 14?..15? Idk. Chuuya was the king of sheep,an opposing organisation from the port mafia. Dazai was in the Port Mafia along this time,as this was during/a few years before dark era. Dazai and Chuuya were tasked to work together(shocker) to investigate the "Project Arahabaki" ,a project that was run by an unkown scientist. Apparently,this guy named Randou(ITS RIMBAUD.) was involved so they like fought and...AHEM.

THEY HELD HANDS. NOT EVEN CASUAL HOLDING. IT WAS INTERTWINED. AKFAJDVAKFSJS They were fighting Rimbaud and it was like

"CHUUYA!"

"OI,DAZAI!!"

And they held hands to quote unquote "use no longer human to stop both chuuya and Rimbaud" (gay..gay..)

After that,dazai manipulated the sheep to betray chuuya so that he has no other choice than to join the mafia.

They also amde a bet on how chuuya has to be his dog (dazai rigged it) in the arcade and don't even get me STARTED on this scene.

Yuan clinging to chuuya and dazai staring at her like he wanted to k word that bitch since day one like...BRO LOOKED JEALOUS.

And when chuuya worked under Kyouyou(after stormbringer) he was like "HEY! YOU! WHY ARE YOU WORKING UNDER HER!? YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE my DOG! IF I TELL YOU TO MAKE THE BEST RAMEN IVE EVER HAD,YOU MAKE IT! IF I TELL YOU TO FOLLOW ME AROUND,YOU DO THAT!"(Err...why did dazai sound so....dominating here?)

And don't even get me STARTED on Stormbringer.

This line specifically(THIS IS ACTUALLY QUOTED FROM THE LIGHT NOVEL.)

"You messed with the wrong guy,Verlaine! I know exactly how to deal with somone who can manipulate gravity. Every second of my life,every waking and sleeping moment,I've been thinking about how to annoy chuuya." OHMYGOD?? DAZAI JUST STRAIGHT UP SAUD HES OBSESSED WITH CHUUYA!?

And when Mori said that if he dies,it'll be with chuuya,he was like "..oh no,ANYTHING BUT THAT!!" And he even elt chuuya mildly torture him as payback 

Chuuya also called dazai "terrifyingly smart."

ADAM,IN STROMBRINGER SAID THAG "even though master chuuya(don't ask) and dazai-san are so different,it was something about the two young boys standing together that seemed so....perfect."

AND WHY DID DAZAI ASK TO LOOK INSIDE CHUUYA TO SEE IF HE WAS HUMAN OR NOT?? WHY DID HE EVEN RISK THE ENTIRETY OF YOKOHAMA TO CONFIRM CHUUYA'S HUMANITY???

Also,in BEAST,it's said that Chuuya actually destroyed the entirety of Yokohama which cause dazai pain using corruption after dazai commited suicide. Sad thing is that without dazai,chuuya can't close his "gate" so after a while he died too.

And AND Dazai's ability colour: blue Chuuya's eyes: blue Chuuya's ability colour:red Dazai's eyes:red(their originally red in the manga)

AND THIS

Okay should I stop? I think I should.

SEE ITS CUZ WHENEVER I DID WATCH BSD, I DIDNT REALLY FOCUS ON DAZAI AND CHUUYA HAVING CHEMISTRY

LIKE

NOW READING THIS YES THEY DO

BUT I DONT SEE THEM AS A COUPLE ๐Ÿ˜ญ

LIKE DAZAI IS FLIRTY, THATS HIS PERSONALITY 

itโ€™s like the golden retriever and the black cat

thatโ€™s literally chuuya and dazai

dazai is a golden retriever with everybody (you know that one scene where itโ€™s sigma and dazai trapped in the like..i forgot what itโ€™s called, but fydore (I THINK THATS HOW U SPELL HIS NAME, IM SO SORRY I LITERALLY DONT WATCH THIS SHOW AS MUCH AS MY SISTER LMFAOAOOA) is there i think? idk, all i know is that chuuya drowns there

but the scene where both dazai and sigma are dancing

heโ€™s golden retriever energy ๐Ÿ’โ€โ™€๏ธ

but honestly i doubt the creators are going to put them together

i think theyโ€™re better off as friends with chemistry ๐Ÿ’ž

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I see where ur going and like yeah but holy shit

Kafka asagiri(the author for BSD) said that he's fien with the ship and lowkey supports it but he won't make it canon so that he doesn't disrespect the actual authors. And I'm like? Hello?? Then why did you make 15 arc and stormbringer so gay???? Huh???

Also,the whole "drowning" thing was fake,they planned it so chuuya ahd to pretend to be a vampire under Fyodor's(this is how u spell the name bestie ๐Ÿ˜ญ) hypnosis and fyodor actually FELL FOR IT?? AHAHAHHAA

It's traumatised golden retriever x Traumatised Black cat

Their so cute yet so traumatised.

ALSO AHEM THIS IS THE OFFICIAL ART

UH?? STUDIO BONES??? UHH???? 

AND KAFKA'S BEAST AND 15 ARC MANGA ILLUSTRATOR SHIPS SOUKOKU- HOSHIKAWA FOLLOWS MULTIPLE SKK ACCOUNTS ON TWITTER AND MULTIPLE COSPLAYERS TOO

And don't even get me started on the dead apple scene...

Oh what a shame see-

Surfing the mainstream the news in your veins

Stockprices failing while work wastes away

Riding the pipedream your joy turns to hate

Now this is the calling to all the corporate slaavesss

HAAAAHH???

(I can't stop Will's USSEEWA cover is stuck in my head SO GO LISTEN TO IT IDIOTS)

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Oh. So THATS how it looks from the top.

wait i wanna show my mountain/hill photo from dc ๐Ÿ˜ญ

it was a cemetery, (arlington national cemetery) BUT DUDE MY LEGS HURT SO BAD-IT WAS CLIMBING SO MUCH UPHILLLLLL ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ, THEN BACK DOWNHILL?? I WAS GONNA DIE

but your scenery is so pretty!

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HAHAHAH, BOW TO ME MORTAL,I CLIMBED MY MOUNTAIN WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM!!

Also yeah ikr,I never thought rain was so weird from the top of a mountain

I wanna share my music taste..but it's just Japanese singing robots with anime mascots.

Other than that in the Japanese/anime/Vocaloid sector I like Ado(live laugh love Crime and Punishment cover),IMASE,YOASOBI,and alot more

Other than that I listen to anime openings

(Deal with the devil is currently my favourite)

And SOME english songs,like

Summertime Sadness(?)-Lana Del Rey I think

Diet Mountain Dew-also...by Lana del Rey

I'm not a swifte. Sorry taylor swift fans ๐Ÿ˜”

I like the English covers of 

Rachie(ahahah disappearance of Hatsune miku)

JubyPhonic

WillStetson(best male coverer)

Also can we talk about Will's rabbit hole cover? His mom and dad watches his videos so...

Also he's roomates with TUONTO??? OH MY GOD??

dude trust me you HAVE to give taylor a try

if you like summer time sadness youโ€™d love fresh out the slammer or hits different

she has good songs, you just have to dig deeper ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Ohh I just know a couple songs my older sister told me but I'm willing to give her a try!! I might update this after I do so STAY TUNED-

another really good song from her new album is โ€œthe prophecyโ€! 

honestly one of the reasons why i love her music so much is because of the meaning of her lyrics, not really the beat?

so if youโ€™re a beat person,

listen to any album between 1989 (TAYLORS VERSION.) to like lover ๐Ÿ˜ญ

but if youโ€™re a lyrical genius

iโ€™d recommend

-red (TAYLORS VERSION.)

-speak now (TAYLORS VERSION.)

-folklore

-evermore

-the tortured poets department; the anthology 

but get ready to pull out the dictionary…

Ah

I like songs with storiess

(THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I BINGE LISTENED THE ENTIRE EVILLOUS CHRONICLES SERIES WHICH IS LIKE 80 SONGS,10 NOVELS AND A COUPLE MANGAS LONG)

So I might take some 

YOU SHOULDโ€™VE SAID THAT TO BEGIN WITH??

LISTEN TO FOLKLORE

IN THERE, THERES THIS LOVE TRIANGLE

THERES 3 SONGS ABT IT

(cardigan, august, betty)

LISTEN TO IT IN TBAT ORDER

AND THEN IN THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT: THE ANTHOLOGY 

THERES CASANDRA, ROBIN, AND PETER

but yes tay IS a story girl

I wanna post all the aesthetic photos I'm taking on this trip but I'm scared some tech genius will find out my legal name,home address, age,and other information from it /hj

Aw man there go my evening plans/j

But yeah I'm usually scared of that too. Like I've seen people on geoguesser guess were they are by the DIRT

IKR,and also,this is why I put a random contry's flag on my rooms balcony. To throw off then geoguesser players ๐Ÿ‘

I'm so nice ๐Ÿ˜„

Of course, what else are you supposed to do? Be patriotic? Nuh uh, I'm here to make as many people as possible wish I was never born.

Is anyone surprised? No.

I got TRUE NEUTRAL

...like the Undertale run? No. I don't think there's a true neutral run..

But yay TRUE NEUTRALL

Nice! Leaning toward?

Chaotic

NICE

Ajbeoaksgwoe woanaowva wanna here me rant about random anime stuff

why is ticketmaster literally so unfair ๐Ÿ˜ญ.

november of 2022 i signed up to get registered to be in a lottery for taylorโ€™s eras tour

and for MY city btw (las vegas)

and i got waitlisted

it was okay because i was competeing with probably hundreds of thousands of people

i knew i was

and then when she announced dates for Vancouver, i got waitlisted 

now thereโ€™s a theory that tomorrow she WILL announce again a THIRD leg too the tour, which would be ending in the us

and

iโ€™m kinda praying i DONT get waitlisted

like literally im so determined to drive down to LA and go to her concert their ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅฒ

but letโ€™s just pray she even announces more dates ๐Ÿ™

so like 


i wonder what was going through my head when i posted this


I don't work out either. I am forced to take the stairs because my school literally has no elevator.

dude last year i tried to make so many excuses to use the elevator considering i had pe EVERY single day, FIRST period btw…so iโ€™d tell the hall monitor (literally he was the coolest hall monitor weโ€™ve had in a WHILE), โ€œmy ankle twisted in pe..elevator?โ€ AND HEโ€™D LET ME LMFOAOAOAOO…but i hated pe being first period, cuz iโ€™d come into the rest of my classes all sweaty ๐Ÿ’”

real, I wish I could do that, but my school just straight up has no elevator. Funnily enough, even though there's not many students, there always has to be at least one person with a broken leg, all the time, yet they have no elevator.

i regret using all those excuses, because the time i ACTUALLY sprained my ankle, i couldnโ€™t use it ๐Ÿฅฒ..but it was fun while it lasted ๐Ÿ’”

Oh man it looks like...

KaRmA's a BiTch

I sHouLdA KNowN bEtTer (I am sorry)

I guess this is like a boy who cried wolf situation lmao

My school uas an elevator but students aren't allowed to go in,only teachers and some..special exceptions.

Which I don't get because teacher bags are so light??? Why would they need elevators???(Yes I've held a teacher's bag)

But what's cool for me is that I had a friend last year and she had rickets so she was allowed to go in elevators and she used to drag me along because she knew stairs suck

yeah it was that way at my old school too, but like there are multiple janitors, right, so if you ask to go home early or go to the nurse they'll usually get one of the cleaners to escort you, and they ALWAYS take the elevator and give you a free ride with them!

ikr like those teachers literally do not need the elevator, we are DYING over here.

noice

Oh!!

In my school if we have to like,leave early,it's either be if we're sick,or if our parents come to pick us up earlier.

The former is very hard to accomplish because our school nurse is just THAT good-

And yeah,if someone's sick they'll normally get the maids to escort them through the elevator because we'll, you're sick.

That or if you get a MAJOR injury

Yeah our parents usually pick us up but the maids escort you downstairs. Or... downelevator. BADUM TSSSS (I'm sorry)

But dude the nurse here literally isn't even a nurse, she used to work at the reception bruh ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Literally anything happens and she's like "have you eaten yet?" And if you say yes she's like "take panadol" and that's it.

You come in with a broken leg? Panadol.

You're having a heart attack? Panadol.

You've been stabbed in the chest 23 times? Idk man have you tried taking panadol?

Literally what. 

Nah bc I told her once that I didn't eat yet but I have no money, no food, no job, no life, no friends, no house, no future, no nothing, and she's just like "that sounds like a you problem." So I just had to suck it up and sit to the end of the day while still sick.

So apparently I'm an intp-t???

I took an mbti quiz but I have no clue lol

Oh cool I'm an intp-a

What do these words mean....

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Introverted intuitive thinking prospecting - assertive

Introverted is obvious.

Intuitive is like imaginative and open-minded and such, just more focused on originality and thinking about hidden meanings. Basically I prefer to let my mind run free.

Thinking means I rely more on my thoughts than my emotions or feelings or I try to. Like personally, in my mind, feelings are complicated and messy, and what matters more to me is logical thinking uncontrolled by emotion. We only look at the cold hard facts here.

Prospecting means I can easily improvise and adapt to situations. I prefer novelty over stability. I hate when things stay the same honestly, it's really boring, if nothing new happens, then nothing interesting happens.

Assertive. This one honestly I don't think is true but then again looking at the description for turbulent, I don't think that's true either. I don't think I'm either but I'll tell you what assertive means anyway. Assertive means I am more sure of myself and my decisions and such.

You're the same type as me but turbulent which is just the opposite of assertive.

But of course do keep in mind this is a pseudoscience, even if it is a logic-based concept it is not a scientifically proven thing.

Eh NGL that kinda fits

But what I'm confused is that the first time I took this type of quiz I got..I think isfp???

So uh?? It changed???

Also cool. Cool words ๐Ÿ‘ 

yeah, it's a personality test, your personality can change overtime. Except apparently I am against change because every single time I have taken it has always been INTP.  Kinda funny if you think about it.

is that sarcastic? I don't get it, what cool words?

Them mountainranges>>>>

(Fuck train windows.)

My sister actually looks like geto suguru of she ties her hair like him

Like brroooo even the bangs

The amount of jokes I've made to her ABT this ๐Ÿ’€

First trip that doesn't make me hate my parents woooo

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Doryoku mirai a beautiful star

Doryoku mirai a beautiful star

(In my KICK BACK era)

I keep wondering, if there was a movie about my life what would the soundtrack be..?

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY PERSON WHO WONDERED THAG LMFAOAOAOOA

i already know what mine would sound like

itโ€™s a 10 hour playlist of the same song ๐Ÿค—


damn. I have no clue what mine would be but my sister said it'd have angsty teen vibes

HELP LMFOAOAOA

mine would just be pure denial

and

anger

yeah i think thatโ€™s accurate 

๐ŸŽ€

Mine would most probably be a bunch of semi-depressing Vocaloid songs.

And anime openings.

I just watched Hamilton for the first time

I Now have the urge that whenever somone fights me to just to

"Let's settle this...Hamilton style. And by that I mean:

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9!~

It's the ten dual commandments(X2)

Number 1:A challenge,demand satisfaction,if they apologize,no need for further action.

Number 2:If they don't,grab a friend,that's your second,your lieutenant when reckoning comes to reckoned.

Number 3:have your seconds speak face to face, negotiate a peace,...or negotiate a time and place.

(This is commonplace,especially between recruits:)

"Most disputes die and no one shoots!"

Number 4: if they don't reach peace,that's alright! Time to get some pistols and a doctor on sight. Ya pay him in advance,you treat him with civility,have him turn around so he can have deniability.

Five!:Dual before the sun is in the sky! (Pick a place to die where it's high and dry.)

Number six:Leave a not to your next of kin,tell em where you been,pray that heaven or hell let's you in.

Seven!:Confess yoru sins,ready for the moment of adrenaline when u finally face your opponent.

Number eight:Your last chance to negotiate,send your seconds,see if they can set the record straight.

"Alexander," "Aaron Burr,sir," "can we agree that duels are dumb and immature?" "Sure,but your man has to answer for his words,Burr." "With his life? We both know that's absurd,sir." "Hang on,how many men died because Lee was inexperienced and ruinous?" "Okay,so we're doing this.."

Number Nine!:Look him in the eye,aim no higher,summon all the courage yoy require,then count..

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,8!

Number! 

Ten paces!

"FIRE!" "

Real tbh

you gotta duel about it

Gunna play this song secretly everytime my parents fight ๐Ÿ’€

nahh ๐Ÿ’€

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do you ever hoOuu o sAasuuu asabu Yamate-dOoorri

Currently making my second ever sukuna drawing โœจ

Filler for that is yuuta

I hope i get to move out of this household one day.

real.

I feel like if my mother doesn't understand something, she'll immediately say it's bad.

Like....

I was just listening to ado's cover of crime and punishment(which,great song by the way)

And she's just like "oh why are you listening to all this, it'll mess with your brain. Why can't you be a Normal kid for once?"

And..I'm like...

No mother,that's not how it works.

It's just the title of the song.Because it's based off a book with the same name.

Why don't you understand???

This is why I don't stay near her all the time.

And now because of this,she says that all the anime I watch and the manga I read are bad too,because she doesn't unserstand,and doesn't want to listen to me-'

Like,bro..it's just cartoons and comics,why are you like this????

And plus,I can just TELL she's also racist.

God I hate this family sometimes.

real.

And I'm also absolutely SICK of her saying things like

"Yeah,well me and you three(my dad, my sister and me),can never get along.its written in the he stars."

"Well,I'm unlike all of you."

"God,why did I get married to a family of demons.."

"If you(me) hadn't been born,my life wouldnt be like this."

Like..please. and then she says 

"It always hurts me seeing you cry."

When she's the one making me cry.

Like..your breaking me then blaming myself for doing it.

She also thinks I probably have some mental illness but refuses to do anything to fix it cause it's "my problem" and I "caused it for myself by watching all that Japanese shit"

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well not real but my mom does usually say stuff like

"You need to be more lady-like"

"Why are you drawing in your hands? What kind of woman does that?"

"Stop embarrassing us" (I never understand this one because every time she says it it's always when I've done something I didn't see as wrong but she shouts at me like I do it on purpose)

"You need to try harder stop being lazy" (I'm literally doing my best)

"You know I'm tough on you because I love you/I know you can do better"

"You're so smart, you just need to apply yourself" (wow thanks for the help mom you've cured executive dysfunction!)

"You hate me don't you?" (Funnily enough, despite it all, I don't. She uses this line to guilt trip me.)

"I feel like I'm doing everything wrong..." (said in my vicinity to bait me into comforting her and feeling bad yet when I try to open up to her it's always "others have it worse" or whatever else about God always being there for you because I'm not allowed to express my emotions but she is)

She also tells the entire universe every time I mess up, she might as well shout it from the rooftops because every single conversation that brings me up is always "you know she almost failed her exam and I had to make a call to the school asking them to raise her grade a bit?" Instead of "she got first place in the science fair!" You know the normal way to talk about your children whom you are supposedly proud of.

Every time I make her upset she gives me the silent treatment until I apologize. Like actually. The silent treatment. Straight up ignoring me.

She always does and says hurtful things and spins it as just her caring for me.

I once practically begged to see a therapist but when I wouldn't answer on why (I didn't wanna talk about it because in this household we don't express our emotions in a healthy way) she decided that I didn't need one and called it a day.

It wasn't until my dad literally saw me BAWLING in the middle of the night because my mom was 5 seconds late and I had somehow convinced myself she was dead that they finally decided to let me see a therapist. The worst part is I am sure if it was my mom who saw me instead she probably would've brushed it off.

Then any time me or my sisters get diagnosed with anything ever, suddenly she has it too. My sister got diagnosed with ADHD, according to her it is now "our" ADHD. I got diagnosed with anxiety. No, no, "we" got diagnosed with anxiety. I'm not against thinking you have a disorder, but she's literally just taking whatever we get diagnosed with and applying it to herself then talking as if it's proven fact that she has whatever we have. 

It's like playing spin the wheel every time I try to talk to her.

Will I get a lecture? Will she invalidate my feelings? Will she say something good? Will she say something hurtful? Will she guilt trip me? Will she act all buddy buddy and like we're besties? I genuinely never know, like every interaction with her scares me, it's like walking on eggshells.

To our respective shitty mothers ig

Hehe to our respective shitty mothers lol!

I honestly agree with the being wrong part it's like

"Hey mom,I did the dishes."

"..."

"Mom I got top of my class!(I kinda HAVE to at this point otherwise....)"

"...."

"Is this your cup on the table?"

"Yeah?"

"Oh my god,how many times have I told you to tidy up before you go? You're such a disgrace to this family,why cant you be like your older sister? God,why were you even born?"

Any time I go to ask something it's like "will she say something good-? Will she shout at me? Will she hit me because she thinks I'm wrong?"

And nowadays,apparently I'm "a mistake" and somone who "doesn't pay attention to family" and is "going insane" because I watch the things I like to watch.

She even took away my computer for this reason because OHhHHh NoOOOooO she can't let her child watch some Japanese cartoons! Why would she!? She doesn't want her to socialize with people on the internet! That's dangerous!

Everytime I watch anime infront of her,she yells at me and it laways has me going like

"Am I really that bad? Are my interests really stupid? Am I really a mistake-"

And my mother is probably sexist as fuck but blames it on our father,

She keeps talking about "if she had a boy instead of two idiotic girls" and now I'm starting to think she wanted to have a son and brushes it off like "oh,did you know your father didn't want you because you're a girl? It was ME who convinced him!" Like she's some knight in shining armour.

God I hate this family,but I love my sister so that's fine ig 

real.

I also hate when she compares me to my sister "you know your sister did this and that" and yeah I get it she's amazing and I'm an idiot, you don't need to keep repeating it.

I love my sister and all but it's just so annoying.

Then she says stuff like "if you don't wanna do this just tell me" in a nice voice and with her nice attentive mom persona but then when I actually don't wanna do it she talks like I'm the biggest disappointment in the universe for it. You literally told me it was okay to say I don't want to do it.

I can't say no to her because every "no" turns into a lecture about how I all of a sudden don't respect her and am being so so rude by setting boundaries.

She barges into my room without knocking and when I confront her she's always like "what are you talking about, I always knock, you just don't remember properly" (i do remember, she doesn't knock) until I start to question myself and believe her, but no, she just did it just now, she barged into my room not five seconds ago without knocking and didn't even properly close the door.

I tell her over and over again "don't touch my stuff it bothers me" what does she do? TOUCH MY STUFF. Then I have a breakdown over putting it all back where it was and organizing everything the way I had it before she came in and messed it all up and she doesn't even care and says it's "not a big deal"

I TRY to talk to her, I really do, but every conversation just ends with her moving to a topic I don't want to talk about. I tell her "wow did you know that Venus is the only planet spinning clockwise?" and she's like "mhm well how is your homework how are exams maybe if you studied your grades wouldn't be so bad" and literally what the fuck? I was just trying to talk about something I'm interested in (space) and trying to have a pleasant conversation but everything is always about this.

I told her multiple times "I want to go into forensic science" and she STILL TELLS PEOPLE I WANT TO GO INTO ART

She doesn't listen to anyone but herself.

itโ€™s 2 in the morning

and iโ€™m looking at hair inspos when my appointment is in august ๐ŸŽ€

ANYWAYS

so iโ€™ve been really tripped up with what shade of blonde i want

 cuz like..

so many pretty shades

example,


how the fak am i supposed to choose.

especially since iโ€™ve been through every of these stages of blonde..๐Ÿ’”

but iโ€™m really slow so i donโ€™t rlly remember how i looked like

but i DO remember i started off with an almost platinum blonde, (YES PLATNIUM ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ), and ended with a more yellowish-caramel blonde color.

another thing i need to worry about is my layers

when i chopped most my hair off in october of 2023, the lady had cut more layers even tho i didnโ€™t want anymore layers. (i originally had 2 layers, now i have FOUR..)..which ends up now me hating how my natural hair looks ๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’“

but i want to get a haircut like this


but my hair is currently at this length, (my longest layer..๐Ÿ’”..and straightened btw, which sucks considering my hair grows so slow..๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”)

and my top layer is around the bottom of my chin, aka my shortest layer

but literally i need a good looking haircut or else the blonde simply WONT look good

so im currently trying out different things to put in my hair; changing my diet (yes diet affects how your hair grows), adding more oils to my scalp, and really just trying to take care of my hair more

but lets pray my hair at LEAST grows to my chest area by july..๐Ÿ™

YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT THIS-

okayokau listen LISTEN.

Imagine,two enemies sitting at a table,in a game of rock paper sissors.

So,when they're both speaking,

"Rock,paper, sissors,shoot."

One of them shoots the other straight through the head,exactly when they both said "shoot"

And when inquired by their allies they just go,

"He/She/They said shoot" *shrugs*

I've been here so long I remember when you first posted this..-

I've posted this before? Man even I don't remember

Yes you did-

I was at my Grandma's house at that time and I responded with,and I quote,"WHY IS THE INTERNET HERE SO DAMN SLOW!?!?"

and I also think u were sick at the time

damn, sorry, my memory is akin to that of an overly-ripe banana, I literally only have the capacity to remember two things at a time, so...

MY VOICR SOUNDS HELLA SICK AND I HAVE A SPEECH TO MAKE TMR

SOMEBODY HELP ME WHAT DO I DO ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Drink warm water

Like boiled

Theres this weird thing in our family is if you step over water and cross it it messes with ur throat

And to fix it we get extremely boiled water and draw a cross on it w/our finger

And then drink it

It works all the time lols

Just a tip tho,idk

So like...I'm..uh...kinda obsessed with an oc I started to make.


I CANT HELP IT HER DESIGN IS SO COOL RAAHHHHHH

For some reason,sometimes only my left eye cries.

Sometimes when I feel like mental breakdown ish and I actually cry,only my left side has tears,my right is completely normal-

I like it though it makes me feel like furina :>

It happened again.

GOD DAMMIT WHY DOES MY ART HAVE TO BE GOOD IN MY BAD ART SKETCHBOOK BUT BAD IN MY GOOD ART SKETCHBOOK!???

(Random ass page too btw)

Why is the skin behind my ear ALWAYS DRY

every time I think I'm finally rid of it it comes back. And always behind my right ear and nowhere else. I don't get it. Why, why does it keep coming back, why did it happen in the first place, WHYYYYYY

for context it started during covid with face masks. The straps irritated the area behind my ears and caused dryness and now the dryness persists and just won't leave me alone even if I don't wear a mask.

I'm skipping school lol

OH MY GODDDDD

eras tour has moved its way to europe…

paris…

square up cuz how tf did u basically get a new tour.

ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT HER NEW OUTFITS FOR ICDIWABH?


travis i hope u can fight cuz…

I was on c.ai

And the oc pit their height as 6'10.

And I was like:

"SIX FOOT TEN?????? HUH???"

now I see how all the bots 'tower over you' or some shit like that because DAMN SIX FOOT TEN-

"Can I ask you a question" is the wordt thing ever tho- JUST ASK OMFG

IKRR WHENEVER I GET THAT AND I FEEL TROLLY I JUST GO 

"Yeah sure,as long as it's not 'will you marry me?' laughs"

And then watch the ai go dead silent because that was the question BWHAHA

Hi hello I'm not dead

-throws kintopet at you-

-throws art at you-

(+2)

STOP BECAUSE ITS SO EMBARRASSING FOR SOME REASON ๐Ÿ˜ญ

REAL AND THEN THEY'RE STILL TALKING AND GHE TEACHER TELLS YOU TO JUST START

WHICH JS IS CRAZY THEY SHOULD HAVE JUST SAID THAT INSTEAD OF YELLING 

The red girl reminds me of these two random ppl

HAHAHA! snaps fingers  A SAILORS INTUITION IS RARELY EVER WRONG!

....that's a guy

Oop-

I'm so sorry lol

lmfao nah dw about it

Kasane teto mentioned

YEAAHHHHH

YEAHHHHHH

KASANE TETOOOOOO

eats your art

Holy shit Cheerios your alive

Lmfao hi

LOL HIIIII

HOW U BEEENNN

I'VE BEEN GOOD ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹ HOW ABOUT YOU

Holy shit ur alive?

Hi yes I'm alive 

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Very cool 

My school got a bomb threat today :>

Yikes dude. You okay?

Yeah,luckily it was just a threat and there wasn't an actual bomb lol

Yeah but like that's gotta be scary, no?

it was,but still free off so not that bad lmao

hey do you have any contact with anyone who was previously very active on mgm? Other than me.

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We tried, but all of us got kicked off by the creator 

Queens main got banned, and I'm not trying to fight with the creator over their creation.

It's living, sort of, people are making/playing the game, but nobody talks anymore without the creator getting uhm... irritated, if that's a good word???

This is Lofi btw, I'm glad to hear from you again cabin 

Okay,so..this might become a trend but here I am trying to define myself with anime characters.

Personality?

Dazai Osamu(probably idk)


Hair?

Yor forger(but a bit longer)

Intelligence?

Ranpo Edogawa(as said by my friend+kinda ironic since my glasses look like his LMAO)

Dressing sense?

Shinpei Ajiro

I would probably do this if I knew enough characters off the top of my head. Unfortunately, my brain only works when I don't need it.

that is so relatable honestly lol

Smash all of them

PFT- WHAT?

you heard me

Ok

Real interaction me nad my friends had during practice 

Freind1:"too bad I can't block people irl.."(she's talking about some shitty guy)

Me,without even somehow thinking about what I say next:"Restraining order."

Friend 2:"Murder."

And then friend 1 just stares at us like "...." 

She didn't talk to us for the rest of the day.

Pay someone to kidnap them.

pft-..

I mean,I haven't seen her in a while,so....

Oof

Drew chuuya at the front of my sketchbook.Will draw dazai at the back because yes

(Just realised the colours look WEIRD in the lighting)

I wanna post the pages of our manga but itch.io WONT LETME DO MULTIPLE PHOTOS AT ONCE.

Fuck Zodiac signs,which Undertale human soul trait are you?

Red(Frisk)-Determination(Undertale)

Red(Chara)-DeTERMINATION[get it,cause..genocide route?](Undertale)

Dark Green-Kindness(no fan game yet sadly)

Purple(Batty)-Perseverance(Undertale Purple;DEMO released)(Undertale Kindred Spirits)

Light Blue-Patience

Dark blue-Integrity(Undertale Kindred Spirits)

Yellow(Clover.ITS CL-OVER PPL!!)-Justice(Undertale YELLOW)

Orange-Bravery

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