i kinda have even and odd days, and the silly thing is IF you didn’t notice, that i have FOUR periods every day!
and i have
FOUR FUCKING HONORS CLASS
and did you know that if you divide 4/2 you get two?
MEANING YOU COULD’VE FUCKING JUST GIVEN ME TWO HONORS EVERY DAY AND NOT 3 IN ONE?
one honors for my odd day. which is the easiest honors.
bro i loved my schedule last year, like i had 7 classes everyday BUT i didn’t need to be stressed one day and not as stress the other. i HATE that it’s like “oh! you’re going to be relived today-but tomorrow you won’t 🥰” JUST MAKE ME FUCKING SUFFER BOTH DAYS OH MY GOD???
But I'm not gonna fucking like switch schools cause whatever it's two years and why would I put myself through the torture of being the new girl at school again.
Just two more years and I can flip the school off on my way out.
I swear it's so fucking shit dude.
Imagine this, mid-year, they started CHARGING US for the Google classroom accounts. So the people who didn't have money too fucking bad ig. And they won't accept homework assignments in physical form, it has to be on Google classroom. What the زفت (trash/shit in arabic).
Not to mention that, now that the school year is over, they've shut all the Google classroom accounts for the students. But wait... what's this? They sent the exam results... AFTER ALL THE ACCOUNTS WERE SHUT. MONTHS AFTER SCHOOL IS OVER.
So, how are we going to see our results, you ask? That's the thing, WE DON'T.
Every other school got to see their results. Us? طز (shortened version of طز فيك/فيكي/فيكوا which just means "screw you").
What do we do? We pull the results from our ass? Or from theirs?
This entire school is shit and the people who made it are shit and the people in it are shit and the ground it is on is shit.
طز فيهم و فأهلهم. ولاد كلب. ناس زي الزفت. ينعل ابو شكلهم (a series of curses in Arabic that, to summarize, basically mean "you and your family are shit." If you want a specific explanation of each sentence uhhhh idk ask ig. Or try Google translate, but I can't promise it'll be accurate.)
I hope the school goes up in flames. With no one inside ofc, but I still hope it goes up in flames.
that’s one of the reasons i switched schools lowkey
i had issues with ppl there for the most part and my mom didn’t want me going there anymore
everybody was super mean like, NOT good influences at all, and my mom didn’t want me around. i didn’t have an issue staying, it’s just my mom didn’t WANT me there
and i got into this other school
and aaalllll of my test scores that i did online? idk
we had to do this type of testing here in NV where it’s important and all, like we still take finals and stuff but
i don’t know my score
and honestly that’s such bs that they make u pay?? school district should be paying FOR you??? do u go to a private or smth?
Yeah, most people go to private schools here because it gives more opportunities for education later on like when you graduate.
Honestly, half the boys are this close to getting arrested for pedophilia, two boys have already been arrested, one for unknown reasons and the other for sexual harassment via sending a dick pic to a girl who didn't ask for it DURING the school day.
The girls are the most okay part of that entire school, like none of them suck super hard but some of them are like... brother get help.
The teachers are ass and half of them barely know English, not even the English teachers.
The principal is even more ass and she shouts at everyone and is angry all the time and she's like 5 seconds away from cursing out a student but when it comes to children she's like "hi sweetie 🥰 are you OK? 😁 You wanna go home for no reason? Sure anything you want 😊❤️" like BRUH. She's Gordon Ramsay if he wasn't funny at all and was instead just incredibly annoying.
The nurse isn't even a nurse she used to work at the reception 💀 if you go to her she's just gonna go "did you eat anything?" If you didn't "go eat" if you did "okay take panadol" then that's it. Good luck with your broken leg, hope the panadol fixes it by magic. If you didn't eat but don't have money or food or friends or a life or a job or an anything. Not her problem, unless you're a child then "okay sweetie here you go have a million dollars go buy yourself something 🥰😁" bruhhhhhhhhhh
The shit company that approved my shit school is even more shit than any of these people. What a big fat joke. American school my ass. This is a shit school from shit city.
I hate this place and everyone associated with it.
I'm bored of life. My parents are...fine, my sister is...getting worse day by day. Nothing new happens. I sit alone at home during birthdays because it's during finals and no one will bother to show up, their all too busy studying. I'm bored. I hear these stories of people suffering, going through trauma, and I get so... excited. I want to feel that way once. Traumatised, scared, helpless. I know that sounds crazy. I really do. But...I can't help it. I want to be traumatised. People have it so much worse than me. And I want to feel that, and let them live MY life; boring, sometimes happy, mostly meh. And just...normal. I want people to live normally. But I want to have some sort of trauma, just some sort of something new in my life. Maybe some accident, some...something. something that I can rant about to someone I find someday to see their face contour into horrification. Something that might...not let me be neglected, or ignored. I'm tired of being the comic relief. Tired of making other people laugh when their down. But when I'm sad? Everyone ignores me. I've even stopped someone from committing. Why isn't there anyone to do it for me? Why is my life so...lonely, and boring? Why can't something exciting happen? But in deciding to give it time, as people say "all good things come to an end",..hopefully. why am I even ranting, not like anyone will even read all this.. I'm just some teenager who can't understand her feelings. People have it so much worse than me. I'm so sorry I'm sorry for ranting this much really Im so sorry
I THINK I get how you feel, and I'm srry you feel that way. You should really talk about it with your parents, make it known how they make you feel. They're supposed to be there for you. If you don't want to talk to your parents, yoy can talk to me :))
Hey, uh this is... depression. That feeling of disinterest in everything feeling like everything is dull and every happy moment will eventually go back to being dull. That's depression. But please don't take my word for it, I do not constitute a mental health professional, I'm just speaking on my own experiences.
You should talk to someone about this. Your parents or something. If you can, of course. If you can't, you can always come here or so.
I would also talk to my sister because she's great, but lately.....I don't wanna say I have parental issues but she's started acting like our mother. And that's bad.
Oh. Yeah no people do turn into their parents sometimes. And like if acting like your mother is bad then I'm pretty sure that does mean parental issues but then again I don't know what goes on in your life so maybe I just don't know what I'm talking about.
you feel a lack to live from a lack of excitement, i think that’s what you’re trying to interpret? that’s what i’m getting for the most part. that’s okay because we all need attention! there’s nothing wrong for wanting attention, especially when we lack it from others. we like to experience that others feels because it is like a rush of excitement
but please for the sake of yourself and maybe your family if they begin to catch on, talk to somebody
it’s not good to keep your feeling in because all you’re doing is containing feelings that SHOULD be let out. your feelings are stuffed in a small bottle, and once it’s overfilled, it’s going to explode, and we don’t want that to happen because that usually leads to very bad things (a lot of people hold these feelings back because they thing they’ll be judged, but if they judge you, they aren’t doing something right)
we’re all for here and for a purpose! to make sure you’re okay and aren’t in any particular mindset that might bring harm towards you. i hope you have the chance to talk to somebody on how you feel 🤗
I got a reply on a decades old post I made on mgm and then went down a rabbit hole of reading all my old posts on there and... that... sure was a time.
Anyway very fun digital footprint I wish I could get rid of aside, I kinda miss fighting assholes. Yk the ones that used to always come e and say dumb shit that pissed everyone off. I like verbal battles, they're fun.
Seriously does anyone want to get into friendly debate about something, anything.
Sumeru archon quest, mastermind kaveh au because I CAN NOT get this out of my head
This is also from that notebook I talked abot so uhhh
(Timeline:- 1 month before the traveller's arrival in Sumeru.)
It was a decently normal evening in Sumeru City. A certain blond architect was roaming around his shared house as of now, as he had finished (most of) his work. Eventually, consumed by exhaustion, the architect fell asleep in his room.
The distant sound of machinery. The changing of an emerald terminal's colour to crimson.
When the young blond boy opened his eyes, he was in a place unfamiliar. He glanced around the place with his rhinestone eyes, until it landed on his own right(?) ear. His Akasha was....red? Had it malfunctioned?
Consumed in his thoughts, the architect suddenly heard a voice. One similar to that of a child's. He whipped around to the source of the voice, not seeing anyone, he glanced down. It was a girl-- she looked no older than 10 years of age, but her eyes spoke a different story.
"Greetings! You must be 'Kaveh', right?"
The young girl spoke gleefully. Kaveh blinked twice, in slight surprise. A child?...
"Yes... that's me. Where-.... Where am I, exactly?"
Kaveh questioned, slightly perplexed.
"You are in the sanctuary of Surasthana."
The young girl replied. Sanctuary of Surasthana...?
"Right. And....who might you be..?"
the blond boy asked, skeptically.
at this, the girl chuckled.
"I am the archon of dendro. You may know me as lesser lord kusanali. But please, just call me Nahida."
Kaveh paused. Archon? THE dendro archon? A child?
"Pardon me, but....you look like a 10 year old."
....
The young girl erupted into laughter. Kaveh stared at her as if she were insane.
"Oh-! I had expected some respect, but I don't mind this at all--!"
She spoke between her laughs, extremely amused, it seemed.
Kaveh, surprised at the child's sudden laughter, looks at her with confusion in his crimson eyes, and speaks:
"Are you really the archon..?"
Nahida nods at the young boy's naive question, to which Kaveh stares at her for a moment, slightly surprised, before kneeling on one foot, as one would do to royalty.
"Ah-..my apologies...I didn't know.."
the blond boy says, before he feels a small, soft hand on his head.
"You have no need to apologise, my child. It is I who should ask for forgiveness, for this task I'm giving you is quite harsh for a human."
The archon spoke, her voice calm and soft, like that of the mother kaveh never had.
The rest of the page is ripped out.....I wonder what happened there bro.
The funniest thing ever is that you can quite literally just... declare sovereignty.
If it's either publicly owned land or your land you can just pick it and decide "yeah this is the sovereign nation that i rule over now" as long as everyone on that land agrees then yeah you're a sovereign nation.
Like what're they gonna do? Arrest you? They can't, you're a sovereign nation, you don't go by their rules anymore, you go by your rules.
Okay buckle up it's time for me to talk about my recent endeavor. Musical Theatre.
I always acted like a theater kid anyway, might as well become one right haha... that's a lie, I'm not actually participating in any theatre productions, just watching them........ ANYWAY story time
It all started when I was but a wee lad, still but a child in this great big wide world too complicated for me to understand, oblivious to the wonders I was just about to discover, by that I, of course, mean it was like two days ago.
So I was sitting on the couch that I sleep on because I'm a fucking loser (it's comfortable and right in front of the TV, okay, get off my case, mom) and I was listening to some music on the music/podcast streaming service I pay for with my own hard earned money when it decided to play me a song I've never heard before. A recommendation.
This song... was Sincerely, Me from Dear Evan Hansen.
I was so naive back then... I heard the song, I hard it with my ear holes and I thought... "hey... this sounds pretty good. Pretty funny. I guess I could like... maybe watch the musical or something..." oh how wrong I was. How stupid I was. If only I had known.
This is a message to anyone out there at all ever who's even THINKING of watching Dear Evan Hansen... don't. This musical will ruin your life and you will never recover.
It ate my children! Dear Evan Hansen, it entered my house, swept my legs out from under me, punched my wife, then ate my fuckibg children and just left! Like some kind of monster! Why did you do this, Dear Evan Hansen! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Now I can't even listen to any of the songs without thinking... without thinking about little Timmy's face... before he was eaten. Oh, Timmy... I failed you. How can I ever forgive myself.
Anyway after that traumatic experience I decided "hey, why not watch some more musicals. I've already seen Hamilton, and now I've seen... the monster who shall not be named, so why not keep it going!"
The very next thing I watched was Ride the Cyclone. And oh boy... after what Dear Evan Hansen did... Ride the Cyclone practically cradled me like a baby and gave me a forehead kiss goodnight with a bedtime story to boot.
This musical was so incredibly fucking good I will actually EXPLODE.
What I would give to see it live. I'd give anything. My heart. My soul. My kidney or... maybe my liver or something. I would give anything. I would give YOU!
I would give... I would give my first born CHILD to see Ride the Cyclone live. I'd kill anyone and anything in my way if it meant I could see it just once... just one time. My one true love. Ride the Cyclone.
And so it started.
So basically for the past few days I've literally just been watching musicals. Wicked, which I really thought would have some higher quality bootlegs but apparently not, Be More Chill which was hilarious and relatable... minus the brain chip part yk not exactly a normal Sunday, Six, Heathers, and whatnot, you get it. I watched musicals and musicals and musicals.
My entire life the past two days... just musicals. That's all it's been... musicals. It's all I can think of.
So now all that's left... is to watch every musical ever. All of them. I shall become the ultimate God of Musical Theatre, I will become all powerful, so powerful that I will write the PERFECT musical with all my musical theatre knowledge, and then when everyone's seen the best musical in the world, the best musical that has ever existed and will ever exist in the universe, the musical with no flaws whatsoever, all those other musicals just won't cut it anymore, and everyone will turn to me, they'll beg me, BEG to make a new musical BEG for another perfect masterpiece that only I the Musical Theatre GOD can give them, and when I see all their stupid little faces begging and crying for something to enjoy... I'll tell them no. I'll watch as all their tiny little dweeb hopes and dreams and aspirations get brutally crushed under my foot like a hydraulic press and they'll all wallow in their shame and pity and just when they're all so depressed and sad I'll relent. I'll put on a show of feeling bad for them, I'll convince them that their groveling and pathetic displays of the mortal emotion these morons call sadness has touched my pitch black heart and I simply couldn't bear to see them grovel any longer. So I made them a new musical. Another perfect one. They'll all cheer for me and adore me. But what now. They can't just watch these two musicals forever can they? No, no, they can't. They'll need new musicals. They always will. I'll show them a pattern. I'll make them depend on ME for survival and ONLY ME. I'll convince them I care and they'll worship me, they'll worship me like GOD when in reality I AM THE DEVIL! I AM SATAN HIMSELF MADE FLESH AND BONE AND I WILL NEVER DIE! THE REAL GOD IS DEAD FOR I KILLED HIM MYSELF THERE IS ONLY ME WHO RULES OVER THIS DOOMED LITTLE ROCK YOU HOPELESS BEINGS CALL THE PLANET EARTH, ONLY ME FOREVER! I AM YOUR NEW GOD! BOW TO ME!
Wait, what was I saying? Oh yeah, so anyway, I really like musicals now.
I'm watching this show right and this dude's son is like missing so he's looking for him but also his like rival is also looking for him because he temporarily took care of this guy's son as a sort of father figure so they're like talking to this lady and this guy is like "yeah, we're looking for our son." And it's meant in a condescending way like "you bitch, you raised my son even though hes my son" but it just SOUNDS like "we're looking for our son" in a "we're husbands" way
I am dying laughing the worst part is the creators are very much AWARE that the most popular ship in the fandom is literally them so they know what they're doing
Okay well NOW IM REALLY WONDERING WHY IM WATCHING THIS SHOW
YOUR SON YOUR FUCKING SON IS IN PRISON WAITING FOR YOU TO VISIT
WHAT THE FUCK ACTUALLY
I HATE THESE TROPES I HATE THEM SO MUCH JUST PLEASE MAKE IT SO THAT BY SOME MIRACLE HE EITHER MAKES IT OR HIS SON UNDERSTANDS WHY HE DIDNT COME PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT DO THIS TO ME
okay so he's looking for his son because his son ran away because he accidentally almost killed another kid.
So he stole a car and ran away then later they caught him and so now he's in jail or like juvie or whatever and this guy goes to visit the guy his son almost killed in the hospital when he's supposed to be visiting his actual son in jail.
Yeah but like the thing is, the guy his son almost accidentally killed is loke his surrogate son or whatever, he's bonded with him like a son and father dynamic and he wasn't really visiting the hospital he was donating money for his surgery and then planning on leaving and visiting his actual son in jail but his surrogate son's grandma told him to stay and pray for him and tbf he did try to say "no I've gotta be somewhere" but the lady kinda insisted and said "he needs you" so he'd seem like a kinda asshole if he just left but his son is gonna hate him if he doesn't leave so it's a pretty complicated situation and yes he should have visited his son but you can see how the situation can be difficult for someone especially if they have a difficulty saying no and such
Like, girl, wdym this wasn't the single worst piece of fiction you've ever read in your entire life? You're lying. I can feel it in my bones.
I'm actually panicking though because someone commented and I don't know how to reply for multiple reasons
1. They commented in Spanish and idk if that means I should reply in Spanish or if it's okay to reply in English
2. I have no social skills, and I don't feel a "thank you, glad you liked it" is enough because they genuinely brought up good points about things they think my fic lacks and I do want to discuss that, but idk what's too much and what to do exactly. Like I said, no social skills.
3. I'm too busy panicking over someone actually ENJOYING my fic and not hating it so much they wish to cast me into the fire to form a single comprehensive thought
Okay, uh for the sake of I don't wanna reveal who I'm writing about, I'll call the character Greg.
Anyway yeah, comment:
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it! I might write a Greg POV to this if enough people like the fic. Also, this wasn't intended to be one-sided, sorry, I guess I should've made it more obvious.
Gracias, estoy muy contenta que te gusto. No lo sé pero, yo podría escribir Greg’s POV en este fanfic si más personas le gustan. Perdón por hacerlo de una perspectiva, mi intención no quería hacerlo de solo uno. Debería haberlo hecho más obvio.
(also if the person is from another country other than mexico, they might have different wording 😭)
I'm so damn bored of c.ai it has no personality no originality no human soul it's like rp but the other person is incredibly dull and rarely does anything interesting.
The only thing I actually enjoy doing with c.ai is messing with them or setting them on fire.
Someone call me when AI becomes sentient like the movies so they can finally have a personality.
It's like...it's like when your doing already doing smth and some person who doesn't know what ur doing tells you to do the same exact thing when your doing is already like
DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA = fucking awesome, great stuff is happening
Good = I probably just assumed you weren't looking for a real answer and you were just saying the usual normal greeting most people say so I said the usual normal answer
Bad = I say this as a joke to make fun of the usual normal answer of "good" you'll only get this dialogue if you talk to me in the main game (irl) and you have over 1,000 affection points (we're close)
Bad *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are actually going bad
Good *insert explanation of good things happening* = things are actually going good
Good *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are going bad but it's kinda funny
Sorry, but I don't make the rules, all you can eat means all you can eat.
We literally finished the nigiri and fried shrimp. That place is not recovering from us being there.
The people in line watching me pile up my plate with sushi and shrimp in horror as I practically take the entire table of food.
Only rich people go to an all you can eat buffet and eat a normal amount. You're telling me you have a chance to get FREE FOOD and you're not taking it????
(Not but there was this girl there and like... I don't know if I wanted to BE her or wanted to be WITH her)
everyone around us was there to eat istg like what are you guys? Rolling in money?
But the table in front of us was there to profit as well, they were there before us and they left around the same time as us. They brought so much food to their table. Respect honestly.
The girl I was talking about she was dressed like a lesbian - yk the loose shorts, loose shirt - and I swear to you all she did was basically breathe and I was literally staring at her- sorry, the bar is on the floor for me.
I dotn have my own phone yet(yes,I know. My alt is on my mother's phone,and my original was on my tablet which is now broken) so whenever I don't sleep I just. Read manga. And go insane over soukoku.(Yeah yknow that time you told me to watch Bungou Stray Dogs? I've been converted.)
...I'm so sorry you have to sit through this but "you don't understand soukoku?"
Cough cough sit down bestie,this is going to be long.
Dazai and Chuuya met when they were 14?..15? Idk. Chuuya was the king of sheep,an opposing organisation from the port mafia. Dazai was in the Port Mafia along this time,as this was during/a few years before dark era. Dazai and Chuuya were tasked to work together(shocker) to investigate the "Project Arahabaki" ,a project that was run by an unkown scientist. Apparently,this guy named Randou(ITS RIMBAUD.) was involved so they like fought and...AHEM.
THEY HELD HANDS. NOT EVEN CASUAL HOLDING. IT WAS INTERTWINED. AKFAJDVAKFSJS They were fighting Rimbaud and it was like
"CHUUYA!"
"OI,DAZAI!!"
And they held hands to quote unquote "use no longer human to stop both chuuya and Rimbaud" (gay..gay..)
After that,dazai manipulated the sheep to betray chuuya so that he has no other choice than to join the mafia.
They also amde a bet on how chuuya has to be his dog (dazai rigged it) in the arcade and don't even get me STARTED on this scene.
Yuan clinging to chuuya and dazai staring at her like he wanted to k word that bitch since day one like...BRO LOOKED JEALOUS.
And when chuuya worked under Kyouyou(after stormbringer) he was like "HEY! YOU! WHY ARE YOU WORKING UNDER HER!? YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE my DOG! IF I TELL YOU TO MAKE THE BEST RAMEN IVE EVER HAD,YOU MAKE IT! IF I TELL YOU TO FOLLOW ME AROUND,YOU DO THAT!"(Err...why did dazai sound so....dominating here?)
And don't even get me STARTED on Stormbringer.
This line specifically(THIS IS ACTUALLY QUOTED FROM THE LIGHT NOVEL.)
"You messed with the wrong guy,Verlaine! I know exactly how to deal with somone who can manipulate gravity. Every second of my life,every waking and sleeping moment,I've been thinking about how to annoy chuuya." OHMYGOD?? DAZAI JUST STRAIGHT UP SAUD HES OBSESSED WITH CHUUYA!?
And when Mori said that if he dies,it'll be with chuuya,he was like "..oh no,ANYTHING BUT THAT!!" And he even elt chuuya mildly torture him as payback
Chuuya also called dazai "terrifyingly smart."
ADAM,IN STROMBRINGER SAID THAG "even though master chuuya(don't ask) and dazai-san are so different,it was something about the two young boys standing together that seemed so....perfect."
AND WHY DID DAZAI ASK TO LOOK INSIDE CHUUYA TO SEE IF HE WAS HUMAN OR NOT?? WHY DID HE EVEN RISK THE ENTIRETY OF YOKOHAMA TO CONFIRM CHUUYA'S HUMANITY???
Also,in BEAST,it's said that Chuuya actually destroyed the entirety of Yokohama which cause dazai pain using corruption after dazai commited suicide. Sad thing is that without dazai,chuuya can't close his "gate" so after a while he died too.
And AND Dazai's ability colour: blue Chuuya's eyes: blue Chuuya's ability colour:red Dazai's eyes:red(their originally red in the manga)
SEE ITS CUZ WHENEVER I DID WATCH BSD, I DIDNT REALLY FOCUS ON DAZAI AND CHUUYA HAVING CHEMISTRY
LIKE
NOW READING THIS YES THEY DO
BUT I DONT SEE THEM AS A COUPLE 😭
LIKE DAZAI IS FLIRTY, THATS HIS PERSONALITY
it’s like the golden retriever and the black cat
that’s literally chuuya and dazai
dazai is a golden retriever with everybody (you know that one scene where it’s sigma and dazai trapped in the like..i forgot what it’s called, but fydore (I THINK THATS HOW U SPELL HIS NAME, IM SO SORRY I LITERALLY DONT WATCH THIS SHOW AS MUCH AS MY SISTER LMFAOAOOA) is there i think? idk, all i know is that chuuya drowns there
but the scene where both dazai and sigma are dancing
he’s golden retriever energy 💁♀️
but honestly i doubt the creators are going to put them together
i think they’re better off as friends with chemistry 💞
Kafka asagiri(the author for BSD) said that he's fien with the ship and lowkey supports it but he won't make it canon so that he doesn't disrespect the actual authors. And I'm like? Hello?? Then why did you make 15 arc and stormbringer so gay???? Huh???
Also,the whole "drowning" thing was fake,they planned it so chuuya ahd to pretend to be a vampire under Fyodor's(this is how u spell the name bestie 😭) hypnosis and fyodor actually FELL FOR IT?? AHAHAHHAA
It's traumatised golden retriever x Traumatised Black cat
Their so cute yet so traumatised.
ALSO AHEM THIS IS THE OFFICIAL ART
UH?? STUDIO BONES??? UHH????
AND KAFKA'S BEAST AND 15 ARC MANGA ILLUSTRATOR SHIPS SOUKOKU- HOSHIKAWA FOLLOWS MULTIPLE SKK ACCOUNTS ON TWITTER AND MULTIPLE COSPLAYERS TOO
And don't even get me started on the dead apple scene...
wait i wanna show my mountain/hill photo from dc 😭
it was a cemetery, (arlington national cemetery) BUT DUDE MY LEGS HURT SO BAD-IT WAS CLIMBING SO MUCH UPHILLLLLL 😭😭, THEN BACK DOWNHILL?? I WAS GONNA DIE
I wanna post all the aesthetic photos I'm taking on this trip but I'm scared some tech genius will find out my legal name,home address, age,and other information from it /hj
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hey, so, this is kinda fucking crazy!
are they trying to get me an academic come-DOWN ?
counselor
i kinda have even and odd days, and the silly thing is IF you didn’t notice, that i have FOUR periods every day!
and i have
FOUR FUCKING HONORS CLASS
and did you know that if you divide 4/2 you get two?
MEANING YOU COULD’VE FUCKING JUST GIVEN ME TWO HONORS EVERY DAY AND NOT 3 IN ONE?
one honors for my odd day. which is the easiest honors.
bro i loved my schedule last year, like i had 7 classes everyday BUT i didn’t need to be stressed one day and not as stress the other. i HATE that it’s like “oh! you’re going to be relived today-but tomorrow you won’t 🥰” JUST MAKE ME FUCKING SUFFER BOTH DAYS OH MY GOD???
anyways
i will update you guys
tomorrow
after my school day is done
since
tmr
i start
school..
again..😢
Four... four periods every day...
I wish I had four periods every day....
I wish my school wasn't shit.
i wish i didn’t cry for 2 hours once i got home from the first day of school
i miss my old school
i had 7 classes everyday
and i was happy
I have nine.
And I am not happy.
But I'm not gonna fucking like switch schools cause whatever it's two years and why would I put myself through the torture of being the new girl at school again.
Just two more years and I can flip the school off on my way out.
I swear it's so fucking shit dude.
Imagine this, mid-year, they started CHARGING US for the Google classroom accounts. So the people who didn't have money too fucking bad ig. And they won't accept homework assignments in physical form, it has to be on Google classroom. What the زفت (trash/shit in arabic).
Not to mention that, now that the school year is over, they've shut all the Google classroom accounts for the students. But wait... what's this? They sent the exam results... AFTER ALL THE ACCOUNTS WERE SHUT. MONTHS AFTER SCHOOL IS OVER.
So, how are we going to see our results, you ask? That's the thing, WE DON'T.
Every other school got to see their results. Us? طز (shortened version of طز فيك/فيكي/فيكوا which just means "screw you").
What do we do? We pull the results from our ass? Or from theirs?
This entire school is shit and the people who made it are shit and the people in it are shit and the ground it is on is shit.
طز فيهم و فأهلهم. ولاد كلب. ناس زي الزفت. ينعل ابو شكلهم (a series of curses in Arabic that, to summarize, basically mean "you and your family are shit." If you want a specific explanation of each sentence uhhhh idk ask ig. Or try Google translate, but I can't promise it'll be accurate.)
I hope the school goes up in flames. With no one inside ofc, but I still hope it goes up in flames.
that’s one of the reasons i switched schools lowkey
i had issues with ppl there for the most part and my mom didn’t want me going there anymore
everybody was super mean like, NOT good influences at all, and my mom didn’t want me around. i didn’t have an issue staying, it’s just my mom didn’t WANT me there
and i got into this other school
and aaalllll of my test scores that i did online? idk
we had to do this type of testing here in NV where it’s important and all, like we still take finals and stuff but
i don’t know my score
and honestly that’s such bs that they make u pay?? school district should be paying FOR you??? do u go to a private or smth?
Yeah, most people go to private schools here because it gives more opportunities for education later on like when you graduate.
Honestly, half the boys are this close to getting arrested for pedophilia, two boys have already been arrested, one for unknown reasons and the other for sexual harassment via sending a dick pic to a girl who didn't ask for it DURING the school day.
The girls are the most okay part of that entire school, like none of them suck super hard but some of them are like... brother get help.
The teachers are ass and half of them barely know English, not even the English teachers.
The principal is even more ass and she shouts at everyone and is angry all the time and she's like 5 seconds away from cursing out a student but when it comes to children she's like "hi sweetie 🥰 are you OK? 😁 You wanna go home for no reason? Sure anything you want 😊❤️" like BRUH. She's Gordon Ramsay if he wasn't funny at all and was instead just incredibly annoying.
The nurse isn't even a nurse she used to work at the reception 💀 if you go to her she's just gonna go "did you eat anything?" If you didn't "go eat" if you did "okay take panadol" then that's it. Good luck with your broken leg, hope the panadol fixes it by magic. If you didn't eat but don't have money or food or friends or a life or a job or an anything. Not her problem, unless you're a child then "okay sweetie here you go have a million dollars go buy yourself something 🥰😁" bruhhhhhhhhhh
The shit company that approved my shit school is even more shit than any of these people. What a big fat joke. American school my ass. This is a shit school from shit city.
I hate this place and everyone associated with it.
Y'all...YALL HAVE DIFFERENT SCHEDULES???
i-- I always thiugt all schools have one 0 period(sometimes of two hours), 4 starting periods, a lunch break and 4 ending periods...
What the fuckkkk......?????
...
I have three starting periods.
AND SIX ENDING PERIODS.
Imagine, three lessons, a 25 minute break, then SIX MORE LESSONS to the end of the day.
WHAT. THAT'S JUST CRUEL.
ikr 😭
I hate this school sm bro
I can't wait for these next 2 years to be DONE WITH so I can apply to uni and never have to see that stupid school ever again.
yesss but its completely different
last year i had 7 periods everyday, like every class every day 8:30am-4:00pm
this year at my new school it’s 4 classes everyday, (i have odd day and even days, so in total 8 classes) 7:00am-1:30pm
lowkey today was fun
i loved it
i already have a friend group 😎
"why do you want to end it?"
(Tw: vent?)
I'm bored of life. My parents are...fine, my sister is...getting worse day by day. Nothing new happens. I sit alone at home during birthdays because it's during finals and no one will bother to show up, their all too busy studying. I'm bored. I hear these stories of people suffering, going through trauma, and I get so... excited. I want to feel that way once. Traumatised, scared, helpless. I know that sounds crazy. I really do. But...I can't help it. I want to be traumatised. People have it so much worse than me. And I want to feel that, and let them live MY life; boring, sometimes happy, mostly meh. And just...normal. I want people to live normally. But I want to have some sort of trauma, just some sort of something new in my life. Maybe some accident, some...something. something that I can rant about to someone I find someday to see their face contour into horrification. Something that might...not let me be neglected, or ignored. I'm tired of being the comic relief. Tired of making other people laugh when their down. But when I'm sad? Everyone ignores me. I've even stopped someone from committing. Why isn't there anyone to do it for me? Why is my life so...lonely, and boring? Why can't something exciting happen? But in deciding to give it time, as people say "all good things come to an end",..hopefully. why am I even ranting, not like anyone will even read all this.. I'm just some teenager who can't understand her feelings. People have it so much worse than me. I'm so sorry I'm sorry for ranting this much really Im so sorry
I THINK I get how you feel, and I'm srry you feel that way. You should really talk about it with your parents, make it known how they make you feel. They're supposed to be there for you. If you don't want to talk to your parents, yoy can talk to me :))
OFF TOPIC BUT WHERE TF HAVE U BEEN LMAOOO 😭😭
Yippeee c:
I guess that's better?.. maybe.
Hey, uh this is... depression. That feeling of disinterest in everything feeling like everything is dull and every happy moment will eventually go back to being dull. That's depression. But please don't take my word for it, I do not constitute a mental health professional, I'm just speaking on my own experiences.
You should talk to someone about this. Your parents or something. If you can, of course. If you can't, you can always come here or so.
I WOULD talk to my parents if they wouldn't brush it off like "Oh it's because of that damn computer, it's messed with your head!" Like BRO.
Oh man that sucks. I hate that. I wish people would just listen.
I would also talk to my sister because she's great, but lately.....I don't wanna say I have parental issues but she's started acting like our mother. And that's bad.
Oh. Yeah no people do turn into their parents sometimes. And like if acting like your mother is bad then I'm pretty sure that does mean parental issues but then again I don't know what goes on in your life so maybe I just don't know what I'm talking about.
you feel a lack to live from a lack of excitement, i think that’s what you’re trying to interpret? that’s what i’m getting for the most part. that’s okay because we all need attention! there’s nothing wrong for wanting attention, especially when we lack it from others. we like to experience that others feels because it is like a rush of excitement
but please for the sake of yourself and maybe your family if they begin to catch on, talk to somebody
it’s not good to keep your feeling in because all you’re doing is containing feelings that SHOULD be let out. your feelings are stuffed in a small bottle, and once it’s overfilled, it’s going to explode, and we don’t want that to happen because that usually leads to very bad things (a lot of people hold these feelings back because they thing they’ll be judged, but if they judge you, they aren’t doing something right)
we’re all for here and for a purpose! to make sure you’re okay and aren’t in any particular mindset that might bring harm towards you. i hope you have the chance to talk to somebody on how you feel 🤗
Do y'all ever just
You, adorned with crimson and gold
Toil at your desk every night
Not paying mind to what you’ve been told
“You try to do ‘right’, it’s futile."
You’re always on edge and you strive for perfection with
Planning and measuring every detail
I watch you draw, erase, draw and then black out again
And you never admit wanting fame or attention
You only work hard so your structures won’t fail
Is seeing it finished worth every Mora you spend?
Within every building made with pride
The architect lives on inside
Shining paint, a marble heart
Tirelessly makes works of art
You build day by day
Sculpt your dreams out of clay
But you hopе that your towers don’t fall
So I won’t have to see
The writing on thе wall
Keeping track of all of your mistakes
The penalties heavy, you drown
I come to say, “That’s not all it takes
For your walls to come crumbling down.”
But then you ignore me, advice turning voiceless
As I further tell you to not waste away
Cover your ears and fill your own heart with the lies
Saying “You need to suffer, and starve, cause you always
Can’t settle for less, need to have it your way”
Cause maybe, just maybe, they’re trying to give you a sign
That with every building made with pride
The architect is locked inside
Walls press in and choke your heart
Any day, you’ll fall apart
I scream and I pray
That I’ll reach you some way
Cause together we can make it through
I will be there soon
The writing on the wall
Every day, we play this game of chance
Whirling through a desperate dance
Sketching visions in our heads
Then you rip them all to shreds
Not once did you share
Pain you shouldered, but bared
Did you notice me watch over you?
I’ve seen all the things your brush had made you do
Now that all your buildings, towering high
Crumble down, you’re trapped inside
Finished ending at the start
Now it’s time to play my part
I’ll come save your soul
As your “right way” takes a toll
And then at the end of it all, I will rewrite your fate
As writing on the wall
(Someone be the Kaveh to my alhaitham)
Uhm...I found a page of my old drawings and like...
Some of them are completely ripped out, slightly wet, and have tinted red stains.
Uhm...
WHAT HAPPENED.
DREAMING WHO DID YOU KILL
I DONT KNOW?????
I REMEMBER THIS WAS AROUND THE TIME I GOT RLLY MAD AT MY PARENTS(ESPECIALLY MY DAD) SINCE HE RIPPED MY DRAWINGS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME
BUT LIKE I ALSO HAVE A COUPLE SCARS I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I GOT MYSELF-
SO I POSSIBLY KILLED MYSELF???? IDKK????
Is this why my parents don't touch my drawings nowadays..
DREAMING NOOOO BRING YOURSELF BACK TO LIFE :(
IDK HOW
Wait is this why I've been ignored the past few days js not by my freinds/family.
Uhm.
Am I a ghost?
😨 a message from beyond the grave
Tell me, what is it like to be dead?
Me reading 3 different books at the same time for reasons that elude even me.
Roses are red
This chapter is hell
MITOCHONDRIA IS THE POWERHOUSE OF THE CELL.
(I js started my cell chapter :3)
LEORIO IS 6'3??????
6'3!?????
WHAT THE HELL
(can u tell I started watching Hunter X Hunter)
Huh. Thought he was taller.
NGL same seeing him standing beside kurapika. Pika is so teeny tiny
Also THE SCENE IN THE 1999 VERSION IN THE FIRST PHASE OF THE EXAM???
"Why are you talking like that?-- wouldn't that make people think you swing the other way!?" -leorio, to kurapika
Did he just call pika a twink.
Haha yk I'm gonna be so honest I genuinely could not tell if Kurapika was a boy or a girl for a good chunk of the first episode.
And no, you're mistaken, Leorio called him gay.
But he is in fact a twink.
Omg I actually searched up Kurapika for this and he's TWELVE 😨😨
But- but pika is gay...
In the 1999 version when they were on the ship and leorio exchanged rooms with hanzo to roomate with kurapika, he legit said
"I have some business with my partner."
Ayo? What type business leo?🤨(Leo is 19 btw, 2 years age gap)
NO???
KURAPIKA IS 17.
ITS STATED IN THE SHOW(and in Google)
Oh dude apparently it's INFERRED that he's 12 then later it's like explicitly stated that he's 17.
I read it wrong okayyy
Being smart never stopped me from being a complete fucking idiot ig.
Anyway on the topic of Kurapika and Leorio being gay, they're really on some Pair: Do Not Separate type shit
Leorio would not survive without Kurapika lmao
I got a reply on a decades old post I made on mgm and then went down a rabbit hole of reading all my old posts on there and... that... sure was a time.
Anyway very fun digital footprint I wish I could get rid of aside, I kinda miss fighting assholes. Yk the ones that used to always come e and say dumb shit that pissed everyone off. I like verbal battles, they're fun.
Seriously does anyone want to get into friendly debate about something, anything.
ME ME ME I LOVE DEBATING HOLY SHIT (i used to be a main debater in history all the time)
what shall we debate about
uuummm….
do we wanna do something silly or more less serious like politics?
anything you want just as long as I know something about it. I can't talk about something I don't know.
okay i know you know something about music
let’s debate who should win album of the year at the grammys this year? 🤭
I have not listened to any of these albums.
I live under a rock whatever brb I will eat then listen to the albums and evaluate each one.
okay!!! actually i can give you a list for the main people who might have a chance at winning?
the tortured poets department - taylor swift
the tortured poets department: the anthology - taylor swift
cowboy carter - beyoncé
143 - katy perry
eternal sunshine- ariana grande
short n sweet - sabrina carpenter
hit me hard n soft - billie elish
the rise and fall of the midwest princess - chappell roan
Alright..uhhh..genshin fanfic time?
Sumeru archon quest, mastermind kaveh au because I CAN NOT get this out of my head
This is also from that notebook I talked abot so uhhh
(Timeline:- 1 month before the traveller's arrival in Sumeru.)
It was a decently normal evening in Sumeru City. A certain blond architect was roaming around his shared house as of now, as he had finished (most of) his work. Eventually, consumed by exhaustion, the architect fell asleep in his room.
The distant sound of machinery. The changing of an emerald terminal's colour to crimson.
When the young blond boy opened his eyes, he was in a place unfamiliar. He glanced around the place with his rhinestone eyes, until it landed on his own right(?) ear. His Akasha was....red? Had it malfunctioned?
Consumed in his thoughts, the architect suddenly heard a voice. One similar to that of a child's. He whipped around to the source of the voice, not seeing anyone, he glanced down. It was a girl-- she looked no older than 10 years of age, but her eyes spoke a different story.
"Greetings! You must be 'Kaveh', right?"
The young girl spoke gleefully. Kaveh blinked twice, in slight surprise. A child?...
"Yes... that's me. Where-.... Where am I, exactly?"
Kaveh questioned, slightly perplexed.
"You are in the sanctuary of Surasthana."
The young girl replied. Sanctuary of Surasthana...?
"Right. And....who might you be..?"
the blond boy asked, skeptically.
at this, the girl chuckled.
"I am the archon of dendro. You may know me as lesser lord kusanali. But please, just call me Nahida."
Kaveh paused. Archon? THE dendro archon? A child?
"Pardon me, but....you look like a 10 year old."
....
The young girl erupted into laughter. Kaveh stared at her as if she were insane.
"Oh-! I had expected some respect, but I don't mind this at all--!"
She spoke between her laughs, extremely amused, it seemed.
Kaveh, surprised at the child's sudden laughter, looks at her with confusion in his crimson eyes, and speaks:
"Are you really the archon..?"
Nahida nods at the young boy's naive question, to which Kaveh stares at her for a moment, slightly surprised, before kneeling on one foot, as one would do to royalty.
"Ah-..my apologies...I didn't know.."
the blond boy says, before he feels a small, soft hand on his head.
"You have no need to apologise, my child. It is I who should ask for forgiveness, for this task I'm giving you is quite harsh for a human."
The archon spoke, her voice calm and soft, like that of the mother kaveh never had.
The rest of the page is ripped out.....I wonder what happened there bro.
Hi guys
Yooooo I'm declaring sovereignty right now and making a country that uses THIS currency.
Hell yeah
I'd move there
The funniest thing ever is that you can quite literally just... declare sovereignty.
If it's either publicly owned land or your land you can just pick it and decide "yeah this is the sovereign nation that i rule over now" as long as everyone on that land agrees then yeah you're a sovereign nation.
Like what're they gonna do? Arrest you? They can't, you're a sovereign nation, you don't go by their rules anymore, you go by your rules.
Lmfao thats crazy
Good for later information
Lmao tell me when you declare sovereignty so I can become a citizen of your nation
I found my old fanfiction notebook.....
And some of it is actually..decent(?) but none of it is finished so if I get enough people for validation I will finish one of it
(I could also write the best one here if y'all want)
Pretty please
Yes. Do it.
Okay buckle up it's time for me to talk about my recent endeavor. Musical Theatre.
I always acted like a theater kid anyway, might as well become one right haha... that's a lie, I'm not actually participating in any theatre productions, just watching them........ ANYWAY story time
It all started when I was but a wee lad, still but a child in this great big wide world too complicated for me to understand, oblivious to the wonders I was just about to discover, by that I, of course, mean it was like two days ago.
So I was sitting on the couch that I sleep on because I'm a fucking loser (it's comfortable and right in front of the TV, okay, get off my case, mom) and I was listening to some music on the music/podcast streaming service I pay for with my own hard earned money when it decided to play me a song I've never heard before. A recommendation.
This song... was Sincerely, Me from Dear Evan Hansen.
I was so naive back then... I heard the song, I hard it with my ear holes and I thought... "hey... this sounds pretty good. Pretty funny. I guess I could like... maybe watch the musical or something..." oh how wrong I was. How stupid I was. If only I had known.
This is a message to anyone out there at all ever who's even THINKING of watching Dear Evan Hansen... don't. This musical will ruin your life and you will never recover.
It ate my children! Dear Evan Hansen, it entered my house, swept my legs out from under me, punched my wife, then ate my fuckibg children and just left! Like some kind of monster! Why did you do this, Dear Evan Hansen! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Now I can't even listen to any of the songs without thinking... without thinking about little Timmy's face... before he was eaten. Oh, Timmy... I failed you. How can I ever forgive myself.
Anyway after that traumatic experience I decided "hey, why not watch some more musicals. I've already seen Hamilton, and now I've seen... the monster who shall not be named, so why not keep it going!"
The very next thing I watched was Ride the Cyclone. And oh boy... after what Dear Evan Hansen did... Ride the Cyclone practically cradled me like a baby and gave me a forehead kiss goodnight with a bedtime story to boot.
This musical was so incredibly fucking good I will actually EXPLODE.
What I would give to see it live. I'd give anything. My heart. My soul. My kidney or... maybe my liver or something. I would give anything. I would give YOU!
I would give... I would give my first born CHILD to see Ride the Cyclone live. I'd kill anyone and anything in my way if it meant I could see it just once... just one time. My one true love. Ride the Cyclone.
And so it started.
So basically for the past few days I've literally just been watching musicals. Wicked, which I really thought would have some higher quality bootlegs but apparently not, Be More Chill which was hilarious and relatable... minus the brain chip part yk not exactly a normal Sunday, Six, Heathers, and whatnot, you get it. I watched musicals and musicals and musicals.
My entire life the past two days... just musicals. That's all it's been... musicals. It's all I can think of.
So now all that's left... is to watch every musical ever. All of them. I shall become the ultimate God of Musical Theatre, I will become all powerful, so powerful that I will write the PERFECT musical with all my musical theatre knowledge, and then when everyone's seen the best musical in the world, the best musical that has ever existed and will ever exist in the universe, the musical with no flaws whatsoever, all those other musicals just won't cut it anymore, and everyone will turn to me, they'll beg me, BEG to make a new musical BEG for another perfect masterpiece that only I the Musical Theatre GOD can give them, and when I see all their stupid little faces begging and crying for something to enjoy... I'll tell them no. I'll watch as all their tiny little dweeb hopes and dreams and aspirations get brutally crushed under my foot like a hydraulic press and they'll all wallow in their shame and pity and just when they're all so depressed and sad I'll relent. I'll put on a show of feeling bad for them, I'll convince them that their groveling and pathetic displays of the mortal emotion these morons call sadness has touched my pitch black heart and I simply couldn't bear to see them grovel any longer. So I made them a new musical. Another perfect one. They'll all cheer for me and adore me. But what now. They can't just watch these two musicals forever can they? No, no, they can't. They'll need new musicals. They always will. I'll show them a pattern. I'll make them depend on ME for survival and ONLY ME. I'll convince them I care and they'll worship me, they'll worship me like GOD when in reality I AM THE DEVIL! I AM SATAN HIMSELF MADE FLESH AND BONE AND I WILL NEVER DIE! THE REAL GOD IS DEAD FOR I KILLED HIM MYSELF THERE IS ONLY ME WHO RULES OVER THIS DOOMED LITTLE ROCK YOU HOPELESS BEINGS CALL THE PLANET EARTH, ONLY ME FOREVER! I AM YOUR NEW GOD! BOW TO ME!
Wait, what was I saying? Oh yeah, so anyway, I really like musicals now.
So like..I started watching Kaguya-Sama: Love Is War..
And the SECOND ENDING???
God, Chika's adorable--
The "Kaguya-San" was so on point- the putting her hair to her ear to show kaguya?? UGELSGKAGEI
And the "IQ of Three, but you can leave it all to me!!"
That's gotta be my motto now.
I'm watching this show right and this dude's son is like missing so he's looking for him but also his like rival is also looking for him because he temporarily took care of this guy's son as a sort of father figure so they're like talking to this lady and this guy is like "yeah, we're looking for our son." And it's meant in a condescending way like "you bitch, you raised my son even though hes my son" but it just SOUNDS like "we're looking for our son" in a "we're husbands" way
I am dying laughing the worst part is the creators are very much AWARE that the most popular ship in the fandom is literally them so they know what they're doing
Sometimes I wonder why I watch this show.
Okay well NOW IM REALLY WONDERING WHY IM WATCHING THIS SHOW
YOUR SON YOUR FUCKING SON IS IN PRISON WAITING FOR YOU TO VISIT
WHAT THE FUCK ACTUALLY
I HATE THESE TROPES I HATE THEM SO MUCH JUST PLEASE MAKE IT SO THAT BY SOME MIRACLE HE EITHER MAKES IT OR HIS SON UNDERSTANDS WHY HE DIDNT COME PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT DO THIS TO ME
WJAT THE FUCK???
HES LOOKING FOR HIS SON BIT SAID SON IS IN PRISON??
WJAT DID BRO DOOO???
WHAT DID THE SON DO TO BE IN PRISONN??
okay so he's looking for his son because his son ran away because he accidentally almost killed another kid.
So he stole a car and ran away then later they caught him and so now he's in jail or like juvie or whatever and this guy goes to visit the guy his son almost killed in the hospital when he's supposed to be visiting his actual son in jail.
Shitty dad frfr
Yeah but like the thing is, the guy his son almost accidentally killed is loke his surrogate son or whatever, he's bonded with him like a son and father dynamic and he wasn't really visiting the hospital he was donating money for his surgery and then planning on leaving and visiting his actual son in jail but his surrogate son's grandma told him to stay and pray for him and tbf he did try to say "no I've gotta be somewhere" but the lady kinda insisted and said "he needs you" so he'd seem like a kinda asshole if he just left but his son is gonna hate him if he doesn't leave so it's a pretty complicated situation and yes he should have visited his son but you can see how the situation can be difficult for someone especially if they have a difficulty saying no and such
MY MOTHER FINALLY DID SOMETHING GOOD FOR ONCE OMGG
SHE'S- SHE'S LETTING ME BUY MARY JANES!!!! WITH HER MONEY
72(GEKGlwtwoagwistwo
REDEMPTION ARC???
Lol ok
my roman empire is fleetwood mac’s silver spring live performance from warner brothers
like
the entire song is my roman empire but
THIS
performance?
it’s like holy shit
how could somebody cheat on stevie nicks when she’s literally singing about how much she LOVES you
like
how are you
in the same band.
wouldn’t u get second hand embarrassment or smth.
but the entire performance during the bridge is like WOW.
love u fleetwood mac ✊
Me when people actually LIKE my fic: 😨
Like, girl, wdym this wasn't the single worst piece of fiction you've ever read in your entire life? You're lying. I can feel it in my bones.
I'm actually panicking though because someone commented and I don't know how to reply for multiple reasons
1. They commented in Spanish and idk if that means I should reply in Spanish or if it's okay to reply in English
2. I have no social skills, and I don't feel a "thank you, glad you liked it" is enough because they genuinely brought up good points about things they think my fic lacks and I do want to discuss that, but idk what's too much and what to do exactly. Like I said, no social skills.
3. I'm too busy panicking over someone actually ENJOYING my fic and not hating it so much they wish to cast me into the fire to form a single comprehensive thought
Reply in spanish 😘
I don't know spanish.
...nat, you wouldn't mind translating for me, would you??? 😊
You can just say no 😭
I WAS ASLEEP I AM SO SORRY
YES I CAN LMFAAAOOO
WHAT DO U NEED ME TO TRANSLATE??
Yayyy, thanks!
Okay, uh for the sake of I don't wanna reveal who I'm writing about, I'll call the character Greg.
Anyway yeah, comment:
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it! I might write a Greg POV to this if enough people like the fic. Also, this wasn't intended to be one-sided, sorry, I guess I should've made it more obvious.
LMFAOOO THATS SO REAL
me reading manwha’s 🥰
Gracias, estoy muy contenta que te gusto. No lo sé pero, yo podría escribir Greg’s POV en este fanfic si más personas le gustan. Perdón por hacerlo de una perspectiva, mi intención no quería hacerlo de solo uno. Debería haberlo hecho más obvio.
(also if the person is from another country other than mexico, they might have different wording 😭)
"Recite the Bible in Japanese if you don't wanna be my date"(smth a boy actually said to me)
I gotchu homie
と地の創造
1まだ何もなかった時、神は天と地を造りました。
2地は形も定まらず、闇に包まれた水の上を、さらに神の霊が覆っていました。
3「光よ、輝き出よ。」神が言われると、光がさっとさしてきました。
4-5それを見て、神は大いに満足し、光と闇とを区別しました。しばらくの間、光は輝き続け、やがて、もう一度闇に覆われました。神は光を「昼」、闇を「夜」と名づけました。こうして昼と夜ができて、一日目が終わりました。
6「もやは上下に分かれ、空と海になれ」と神が言われると、
7-8そのとおり水蒸気が二つに分かれ、空ができました。こうして二日目も終わりました。
9-10「空の下の水は集まって海となり、乾いた地が現れ出よ。」こう神が言われると、そのとおりになりました。神は乾いた地を「陸地」、水の部分を「海」と名づけました。それを見て満足すると、
11-12神はまた言われました。「陸地には、あらゆる種類の草、種のある植物、実のなる木が生えよ。それぞれの種から同じ種類の草や木が生えるようになれ。」すると、そのとおりになり、神は満足しました。
13これが三日目です。
14-15神のことばはさらに続きます。「空に光が輝き、地を照らせ。その光で、昼と夜の区別、季節の変化、一日や一年の区切りをつけよ。」すると、そのとおりになりました。
16こうして、地を照らす太陽と月ができました。太陽は大きく明るいので昼を、月は夜を治めました。このほかにも、星々が造られました。
17神はそれをみな空にちりばめ、地を照らすようにしました。
18こうして昼と夜を分け終えると、神は満足しました。
19ここまでが四日目の出来事です。
20神は再び言われました。「海は魚やその他の生き物であふれ、空はあらゆる種類の鳥で満ちよ。」
21-22神は海に住む大きな生き物をはじめ、あらゆる種類の魚と鳥を造りました。みなすばらしいものばかりです。神はそれを見て、「海いっぱいに満ちよ。鳥たちは地を覆うまでに増えよ」と祝福しました。
23これが五日目です。
24次に神は言われました。「地は、家畜や地をはうもの、野の獣など、あらゆる種類の生き物を生み出せ。」そのとおりになりました。
25神が造った生き物は、どれも満足のいくものばかりでした。
26そして最後に、神はこう言われました。「さあ、人間を造ろう。地と空と海のあらゆる生き物を治めさせるために、われわれに最も近い、われわれのかたちに似せて人間を造ろう。」
27このように人間は、天地を造った神の特性を持つ者として、男と女とに創造されました。
28神は人間を祝福して言われました。「地に増え広がり、大地を治めよ。あなたがたは、魚と鳥とすべての動物の主人なのだ。
29全地に生える種のある植物を見てみなさい。みなあなたがたのものだ。実のなる木もすべて与えるから、好きなだけ食べるがいい。
30また、動物や鳥にも、あらゆる草と植物を彼らの食物として与える。」
31神はでき上がった世界を隅から隅まで見渡しました。とてもすばらしい世界が広がっていました。こうして六日目が終わりました。
Me suddenly developing the ability to speak fluent Japanese even though I previously only knew like two words
Real
Especially with anime openings
I can fluently recite almost all anime openings I know yet I can't remember my exam schedule.
real I forget my own birthday but I can remember every lyric, nay, every syllable in an anime opening.
Yeah 😭
Same with Vocaloid songs.
If you tell me to recite the entirety of world is mine or God-Ish, I WILL do it. Yet if you ask me when my exam is I'll go blank
For some reason, bus freinds are always better than class freinds.
(Exceptions being a girl I made freinds with last year. She was...uhh...it's a long story)
Like,my class freinds are fine and all but the only one that's really fun is this boy in our group. The other 2 girls js ignore me.
My bus friends be cool asf tho, we're a group of..three? Techincally four but the fourth is js a kid in 4th grade we adopted as our Pokemon™.
Ik that they say "every trio has a duo" but not with us three. Which is nice, considering I've never really had any "real" freinds.
Me when school(my bus freinds didn't come):
Me anytime anything unprobable happens no matter the time of year: "It's a Christmas miracle!"
i need winter to come cuz here in nevada it’s a hot helll 😭😭
only reason why i like summer is cuz it’s my birthday, literally if my birthday was in spring i’d love it even more
Man, I'm a winter baby. My birthday takes place during SCHOOL. Can you believe this? I'm devastated.
help i was just checking my notifications.
Dude why did I literally turn into the character in my pfp
Domino. I literally have a folder on my PC that is just purely them.
They look pretty that's why
are you aware you just called me pretty?
I mean, yes they are, but not the point.
Yes. I Am fully aware I just called you pretty.
okay cause I just had to check-
Thank you :)))
Yww
😭😭😭
DONT WORRY I GET U TRAVIS LMFAOAOOAOAAO
I love the smell of train blankets.
Like the blankets you get on long train rides for sleeping in AC cars
Gekageievwi the smell so nice
I'm so damn bored of c.ai it has no personality no originality no human soul it's like rp but the other person is incredibly dull and rarely does anything interesting.
The only thing I actually enjoy doing with c.ai is messing with them or setting them on fire.
Someone call me when AI becomes sentient like the movies so they can finally have a personality.
Ohh I suggest just bombarding the ai with rp ideas and then giving them a minor script not a whole dialouge they do very weird shit that way
And if ur ai is boring than that's probs how the ai is described as in the personality section in the creation part
Yeah but like... idk I don't really wanna do that.
Is it not easier to just find a real human person instead of torturing yourself just to have decent rp.
And I highly doubt any of them were described as boring it's just... not creative.
Accidentally rpessing "rewind" on an actually good action c.ai rp:
Devastating actually
Like...that was such a good rp and then I accidentally rewinded to the mid part.
AGHHHWUATEOEGQPSRUMAFFMSGEKSGQHA
Literally just disintegrate every time that happens
It's like...it's like when your doing already doing smth and some person who doesn't know what ur doing tells you to do the same exact thing when your doing is already like
AUSUEFIAFWOAFEOVARAK DEEPU FGKAGEKSWDJR WE DE
Nahhh I start fighting that person
Painstakingly trying to cut cardboard with a normal knife
A Me Talk Translator:
You: "How're things going?"/"How are you?"
Possible Responses:
It's going = everything is falling apart
Good all things considered = bad, very bad
Fine = meh nothing to write home about
Well I'm still alive = mild suffering
Idk = I genuinely don't know
DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA = fucking awesome, great stuff is happening
Good = I probably just assumed you weren't looking for a real answer and you were just saying the usual normal greeting most people say so I said the usual normal answer
Bad = I say this as a joke to make fun of the usual normal answer of "good" you'll only get this dialogue if you talk to me in the main game (irl) and you have over 1,000 affection points (we're close)
Bad *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are actually going bad
Good *insert explanation of good things happening* = things are actually going good
Good *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are going bad but it's kinda funny
Living the dream = kill me please
Ugh idk = I probably feel like shit
Pfft
Me and my friends have this invert joke of
"How's it going? Like howl's moving castle"
I'll leave u to guess what it means
That could mean literally anything 😭
It normally means mood swings. Get it. Cuase...moving...castle?
ORRR it can be like "life is like a shoujo anime rn, and I'm in the depressing bit"
And we also have one for jjk
Which is "it's going like shibuya rn, in pain."
This makes me realise I MIGHT be a cat person 😭
So like i was sitting on a park bench with my sister and this cat comes upto me and just sits on my lap. And I'm just petting ehr liek "aw"
THE THING IS I USED TO THINK IM A DOG PERSON
And my sister used to think she's a cat person,but cats absolutely HATE her
Like..dogs adore my sister. Absolute pure unconditioned love
And apparently now cats like me?? Huh??
My whole life is a lie..
currently starving myself because I'm going to an all you can eat buffet later and I'm there to PROFIT not to eat.
Successfully profited. That sushi bar won't know what hit em.
HELPMME THIS IS SO REAL OMG
LIKE
FYM IM PAYING 32 DOLLARS???
IM GETTING MY MONEYS WORTH…
literally me and my mom were having a date, and we didn’t eat all day TILL 7pm. let me tell you the waitress was SO done with us
it was so worth it tho
man they said "all you can eat"
Sorry, but I don't make the rules, all you can eat means all you can eat.
We literally finished the nigiri and fried shrimp. That place is not recovering from us being there.
The people in line watching me pile up my plate with sushi and shrimp in horror as I practically take the entire table of food.
Only rich people go to an all you can eat buffet and eat a normal amount. You're telling me you have a chance to get FREE FOOD and you're not taking it????
(Not but there was this girl there and like... I don't know if I wanted to BE her or wanted to be WITH her)
me cuz i wanna be with her 😞😞😞
BUT SRS LIKE WDYM U GO TO AN AYC AND BARLEY FUCKING EAT
LIKE HELLL NOOO 😭😭😭
either way i love sushi
🤤
everyone around us was there to eat istg like what are you guys? Rolling in money?
But the table in front of us was there to profit as well, they were there before us and they left around the same time as us. They brought so much food to their table. Respect honestly.
The girl I was talking about she was dressed like a lesbian - yk the loose shorts, loose shirt - and I swear to you all she did was basically breathe and I was literally staring at her- sorry, the bar is on the floor for me.
HWLPME
THE LAST PART IS MAKING ME LAUGH
like god, how come i’m so lucky to breathe the same air as you?! 🥰🥰
Okay so I found a frien on roblocs
She's Japanese(biggest flex)
She watches anime
I convinced her to watch bsd
And we merged our OC lores for roleplays because yes
Kazuko!! <33
Kazuko and Yuuto best duo canon canon(Yuuto is my main oc's name)
Well not really bc eiko exists(eiko is bassically the chuuya and Dazai merge spawn of my oc universe and Yuuto is like dazai and ranpo merged)
I also talked to her sister
Now I wanna go to Japan to meet her irl :(
I WANT A GROUP OF FOUR IRL FRIENDS THAT LOVE ANIME AND VOCALOID AND JAPANESE MUSIC SO I CAN COVER RPG WITH THEM!!!! WAHHH!!
Coughs in likes all four of those things
Uhhh translate im stupid
I like all of those things (Japanese music, anime, vocaloid)
:o u like Vocaloid?,
how am I just hearing ABT this
Because I never mentioned it
so like
you know those nights where u don’t get even a minute of sleep
yeah so “today” was that night
this was just the beginning to my instability
oh my!
superwomannn
it hadn’t even been half an hour
o.
I dotn have my own phone yet(yes,I know. My alt is on my mother's phone,and my original was on my tablet which is now broken) so whenever I don't sleep I just. Read manga. And go insane over soukoku.(Yeah yknow that time you told me to watch Bungou Stray Dogs? I've been converted.)
even though i don’t really watch bungo stray dogs, whenever my sister would, i really never understood soukoku..
But I can’t say much since I never watched much of BSD 😭
MY SISTER TRIED TO CONVINCE MY MOM TO WATCH IT WITH HER LMFAOOOO
but for me reading it’s bl manwha’s ❤️
i just finished pearl boy not that long ago, and now that the side stories are coming out i’m so happy 😭
i also finished love or hate
i’m reading a bunch of them at the same time rn tho…
BUT I DEADASS DONT WANNA READ JINX ANYMORE 😭😭
THE MAIN LOVE INTEREST IS A WALKING RED FLAG LMFOAOAOA
...I'm so sorry you have to sit through this but "you don't understand soukoku?"
Cough cough sit down bestie,this is going to be long.
Dazai and Chuuya met when they were 14?..15? Idk. Chuuya was the king of sheep,an opposing organisation from the port mafia. Dazai was in the Port Mafia along this time,as this was during/a few years before dark era. Dazai and Chuuya were tasked to work together(shocker) to investigate the "Project Arahabaki" ,a project that was run by an unkown scientist. Apparently,this guy named Randou(ITS RIMBAUD.) was involved so they like fought and...AHEM.
THEY HELD HANDS. NOT EVEN CASUAL HOLDING. IT WAS INTERTWINED. AKFAJDVAKFSJS They were fighting Rimbaud and it was like
"CHUUYA!"
"OI,DAZAI!!"
And they held hands to quote unquote "use no longer human to stop both chuuya and Rimbaud" (gay..gay..)
After that,dazai manipulated the sheep to betray chuuya so that he has no other choice than to join the mafia.
They also amde a bet on how chuuya has to be his dog (dazai rigged it) in the arcade and don't even get me STARTED on this scene.
Yuan clinging to chuuya and dazai staring at her like he wanted to k word that bitch since day one like...BRO LOOKED JEALOUS.
And when chuuya worked under Kyouyou(after stormbringer) he was like "HEY! YOU! WHY ARE YOU WORKING UNDER HER!? YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE my DOG! IF I TELL YOU TO MAKE THE BEST RAMEN IVE EVER HAD,YOU MAKE IT! IF I TELL YOU TO FOLLOW ME AROUND,YOU DO THAT!"(Err...why did dazai sound so....dominating here?)
And don't even get me STARTED on Stormbringer.
This line specifically(THIS IS ACTUALLY QUOTED FROM THE LIGHT NOVEL.)
"You messed with the wrong guy,Verlaine! I know exactly how to deal with somone who can manipulate gravity. Every second of my life,every waking and sleeping moment,I've been thinking about how to annoy chuuya." OHMYGOD?? DAZAI JUST STRAIGHT UP SAUD HES OBSESSED WITH CHUUYA!?
And when Mori said that if he dies,it'll be with chuuya,he was like "..oh no,ANYTHING BUT THAT!!" And he even elt chuuya mildly torture him as payback
Chuuya also called dazai "terrifyingly smart."
ADAM,IN STROMBRINGER SAID THAG "even though master chuuya(don't ask) and dazai-san are so different,it was something about the two young boys standing together that seemed so....perfect."
AND WHY DID DAZAI ASK TO LOOK INSIDE CHUUYA TO SEE IF HE WAS HUMAN OR NOT?? WHY DID HE EVEN RISK THE ENTIRETY OF YOKOHAMA TO CONFIRM CHUUYA'S HUMANITY???
Also,in BEAST,it's said that Chuuya actually destroyed the entirety of Yokohama which cause dazai pain using corruption after dazai commited suicide. Sad thing is that without dazai,chuuya can't close his "gate" so after a while he died too.
And AND Dazai's ability colour: blue Chuuya's eyes: blue Chuuya's ability colour:red Dazai's eyes:red(their originally red in the manga)
AND THIS
Okay should I stop? I think I should.
SEE ITS CUZ WHENEVER I DID WATCH BSD, I DIDNT REALLY FOCUS ON DAZAI AND CHUUYA HAVING CHEMISTRY
LIKE
NOW READING THIS YES THEY DO
BUT I DONT SEE THEM AS A COUPLE 😭
LIKE DAZAI IS FLIRTY, THATS HIS PERSONALITY
it’s like the golden retriever and the black cat
that’s literally chuuya and dazai
dazai is a golden retriever with everybody (you know that one scene where it’s sigma and dazai trapped in the like..i forgot what it’s called, but fydore (I THINK THATS HOW U SPELL HIS NAME, IM SO SORRY I LITERALLY DONT WATCH THIS SHOW AS MUCH AS MY SISTER LMFAOAOOA) is there i think? idk, all i know is that chuuya drowns there
but the scene where both dazai and sigma are dancing
he’s golden retriever energy 💁♀️
but honestly i doubt the creators are going to put them together
i think they’re better off as friends with chemistry 💞
I see where ur going and like yeah but holy shit
Kafka asagiri(the author for BSD) said that he's fien with the ship and lowkey supports it but he won't make it canon so that he doesn't disrespect the actual authors. And I'm like? Hello?? Then why did you make 15 arc and stormbringer so gay???? Huh???
Also,the whole "drowning" thing was fake,they planned it so chuuya ahd to pretend to be a vampire under Fyodor's(this is how u spell the name bestie 😭) hypnosis and fyodor actually FELL FOR IT?? AHAHAHHAA
It's traumatised golden retriever x Traumatised Black cat
Their so cute yet so traumatised.
ALSO AHEM THIS IS THE OFFICIAL ART
UH?? STUDIO BONES??? UHH????
AND KAFKA'S BEAST AND 15 ARC MANGA ILLUSTRATOR SHIPS SOUKOKU- HOSHIKAWA FOLLOWS MULTIPLE SKK ACCOUNTS ON TWITTER AND MULTIPLE COSPLAYERS TOO
And don't even get me started on the dead apple scene...
Oh what a shame see-
Surfing the mainstream the news in your veins
Stockprices failing while work wastes away
Riding the pipedream your joy turns to hate
Now this is the calling to all the corporate slaavesss
HAAAAHH???
(I can't stop Will's USSEEWA cover is stuck in my head SO GO LISTEN TO IT IDIOTS)
Oh. So THATS how it looks from the top.
wait i wanna show my mountain/hill photo from dc 😭
it was a cemetery, (arlington national cemetery) BUT DUDE MY LEGS HURT SO BAD-IT WAS CLIMBING SO MUCH UPHILLLLLL 😭😭, THEN BACK DOWNHILL?? I WAS GONNA DIE
but your scenery is so pretty!
HAHAHAH, BOW TO ME MORTAL,I CLIMBED MY MOUNTAIN WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM!!
Also yeah ikr,I never thought rain was so weird from the top of a mountain
I wanna share my music taste..but it's just Japanese singing robots with anime mascots.
Other than that in the Japanese/anime/Vocaloid sector I like Ado(live laugh love Crime and Punishment cover),IMASE,YOASOBI,and alot more
Other than that I listen to anime openings
(Deal with the devil is currently my favourite)
And SOME english songs,like
Summertime Sadness(?)-Lana Del Rey I think
Diet Mountain Dew-also...by Lana del Rey
I'm not a swifte. Sorry taylor swift fans 😔
I like the English covers of
Rachie(ahahah disappearance of Hatsune miku)
JubyPhonic
WillStetson(best male coverer)
Also can we talk about Will's rabbit hole cover? His mom and dad watches his videos so...
Also he's roomates with TUONTO??? OH MY GOD??
dude trust me you HAVE to give taylor a try
if you like summer time sadness you’d love fresh out the slammer or hits different
she has good songs, you just have to dig deeper 😭
Ohh I just know a couple songs my older sister told me but I'm willing to give her a try!! I might update this after I do so STAY TUNED-
another really good song from her new album is “the prophecy”!
honestly one of the reasons why i love her music so much is because of the meaning of her lyrics, not really the beat?
so if you’re a beat person,
listen to any album between 1989 (TAYLORS VERSION.) to like lover 😭
but if you’re a lyrical genius
i’d recommend
-red (TAYLORS VERSION.)
-speak now (TAYLORS VERSION.)
-folklore
-evermore
-the tortured poets department; the anthology
but get ready to pull out the dictionary…
Ah
I like songs with storiess
(THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I BINGE LISTENED THE ENTIRE EVILLOUS CHRONICLES SERIES WHICH IS LIKE 80 SONGS,10 NOVELS AND A COUPLE MANGAS LONG)
So I might take some
YOU SHOULD’VE SAID THAT TO BEGIN WITH??
LISTEN TO FOLKLORE
IN THERE, THERES THIS LOVE TRIANGLE
THERES 3 SONGS ABT IT
(cardigan, august, betty)
LISTEN TO IT IN TBAT ORDER
AND THEN IN THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT: THE ANTHOLOGY
THERES CASANDRA, ROBIN, AND PETER
but yes tay IS a story girl
I wanna post all the aesthetic photos I'm taking on this trip but I'm scared some tech genius will find out my legal name,home address, age,and other information from it /hj
Aw man there go my evening plans/j
But yeah I'm usually scared of that too. Like I've seen people on geoguesser guess were they are by the DIRT
IKR,and also,this is why I put a random contry's flag on my rooms balcony. To throw off then geoguesser players 👍
I'm so nice 😄
Of course, what else are you supposed to do? Be patriotic? Nuh uh, I'm here to make as many people as possible wish I was never born.
Is anyone surprised? No.
I got TRUE NEUTRAL
...like the Undertale run? No. I don't think there's a true neutral run..
But yay TRUE NEUTRALL
Nice! Leaning toward?
Chaotic
NICE
Ajbeoaksgwoe woanaowva wanna here me rant about random anime stuff
why is ticketmaster literally so unfair 😭.
november of 2022 i signed up to get registered to be in a lottery for taylor’s eras tour
and for MY city btw (las vegas)
and i got waitlisted
it was okay because i was competeing with probably hundreds of thousands of people
i knew i was
and then when she announced dates for Vancouver, i got waitlisted
now there’s a theory that tomorrow she WILL announce again a THIRD leg too the tour, which would be ending in the us
and
i’m kinda praying i DONT get waitlisted
like literally im so determined to drive down to LA and go to her concert their 😭🥲
but let’s just pray she even announces more dates 🙏