You guys won't fucking BELEIVE what just fucking happened.
I'm on vacation rn so I'm just at this resprt that me and my family go to EVERY YEAR. We never really had any problems, duh, if we did we wouldn't come here every year.
Anyway, point is, every day at sunset and sunrise they spray this little bug spray around the place. Yk, gotta keep the place insect free. They don't spray it inside rooms unless necessary so it's just outside. So today, after both my sisters went to sleep, I was the only one awake, and I heard, outside, the guy spraying the bug spray. Now he sprays a lot, and obviously you're not supposed to breathe it in so you have two options when he does this, go back inside your room, or hold your breath. I was already inside the room so I was like "alr whtv" then I start smelling the bug spray. Inside the room.
Now, logically, this shouldnโt be happening. The door is locked and so is the window. But like whatever, maybe we just accidentally left it open or something so I open the curtains to check and lo and behold, the door was completely locked and the windows were as well.
Now that is weird. Well, probably just my mind playing tricks on me. I turn around, and I notice that the entire room is filled with smoke. Wispy white smoke, like fog where you can only see it if you're far away. And whatever this fog was, the room was rapidly filling up with it. Oh fuck.
So I am now rapidly running around looking for the keys to the room so I can unlock the door because the window decided for some reason that it wanted to be fucking jammed, when I realize where the contaminated air is coming from. The air conditioning. I look up and there is white fog coming from the AC. I turn it off, find the key and open the door letting the room air out.
What the actual fuck. No seriously what. Our room was filling up with smoke and the smoke alarm didn't go off at all. What the fuck.
We've never run into a problem like this here before, literally NEVER.
So like I'm at my grandmother's house rn. Also I started cutting myself!! Yay depression!!! One of my bestest cousin friends which I rarely ever see is going to come too tomorrow so LETS GOOOOOOOO
dreaming you should honesty speak to somebody about this it isnโt good to self harm and itโs not an easy topic to talk about but the guilt years after of seeing scars is painful
please for your health go talk to somebody. i lost somebody very dear to me because they were too scared to reach out, and so many other people will feel shame and guilt for not asking if youโre okay
so please just talk to somebody about your emotions instead of self harming
appearance: 5โ6-1/2, honey brown almond eyes, natural wavy/curly brown/blonde highlighted hair, greek…nose?…very like light skin, natural blush, bottom hourglass-(BUT I AM NOT FLAT WHEN IT COMES TO MY CHEST ๐ญ), i like..regular..fashion!…idk like i donโt have a style brah. whatever cargo/tanktops are ๐ข. i like sundresses! i also like nikes! but not skirts
current obsessions: t-swizz, chappell roan, billie eilish………..psycho..logy?…IDK ๐ญ. oh AND the eras tour..but i think that kinda works with tay!
character arc: i want my dad to be able to see reality and stop being mean and treat me like a DECENT human being. i also want to drop out of honors biology because itโs very hard. i also want to cry in the shower when i get home
By psychology do you mean psychiatry? Like the study of human emotions and behavior as related to mental disorders/illnesses? Or psychology as in psychology in general? The study of behavior in animals.
haha honestly the psychology weโre studying right now is super good
itโs like thereโs 7 types of different psych? some psychologists will say itโs like a physical issue (genes) some behavior, some say itโs just your attitude, and some other things. like who u hang out with can affect u??
well I'm talking mostly abt things you're born with. Autism, adhd, yk things that affect your brain function that have no cure and cannot simply appear, you have to be born with it to have it.
Neurodivergence basically. Yk things that might have some hereditary influence but the exact cause is unknown and such.
Because my sister says I have low-empathy disorder (they don't use the words psychopath or sociopath anymore because it takes on a negative connotation) and maybe some sort of autism. My mom thinks I might have adhd and my other sister says I have ocd.
I know my other sister is wrong because I don't have the same obsessive thoughts related to OCD, but I wonder if my sister and my mom might have a point.
I kinda already know I'm neurodivergent I just don't know what exactly.
In my psych class I took a few different types of psychology. Mostly it was psychiatry, but we also studied animal behaviors every now and then and the different types of psychology.
We also studied the generational identity in which every generation believes themselves to be better than the next one because "that's how I was raised, and I turned out fine so that must be the correct way to be raised and these new ways of raising kids just ain't right." Then the next generation complains about the last generation treating them badly because of this only to do it again to the generation after them. For example, Gen Z complains that the past generations make fun of them and treat them badly, but they do the same thing to Gen Alpha. It's also, each generation thinks that they're going to be the change in the cycle, that they won't treat the next generation the same way they were treated, but they always always do. It's also, with the way the world is so rapidly changing nowadays, each generation can only relate to people in their own generation and find difficulty relating to other generations because ultimately they didn't grow up with the same struggles and the same lives. That's why there's such a big divide between each generation. Because we just can't relate to each other anymore. Not even because it's physically impossible to, but because of the generational identity that we built. It's a sort of "stay in your lane and we stay in ours" situation, like cliques. Generations don't mix because no one, no one changes the way they think. No one tries to understand. The cycle doesn't stop. Gen Alpha, they'll complain about Gen Z. They'll grow up and treat the next generation the same. It's always the same. I'm not being pessimistic, and I'm not being a "realist" I'm being genuinely serious. This is the way it is. And the chances of the cycle ever stopping, of a generation ever pausing and going "wait... what are we doing?" Are so low. It repeats and repeats and repeats. The cycle always repeats. But no one ever stops to recognize it.
We also took like the basics. Yk, classical conditioning, mental disorders, blah blah blah.
Name: oh boy. Queen, Queenie, Nightcrawler, Sprinkles, I'm known as Loki by some people, my irl name if you know it, uhhhh can't think of any else so I hope that's all of em.
Appearance: 5'7" round black glasses, brown hair, mullet, dark brown eyes, hooked nose ig(?), natural blush, pimple scars, rectangle body type I think, I don't necessarily have a set fashion style, but I guess I like to dress in ways that stand out. I'm fashionable. Mostly wide leg pants and platform shoes. Skirts/dresses possible but I don't wear them a whole lot.
Current obsession: Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Percy Jackson, and the Hercule Poirot book series. (Yes, I am a NERD, bookworm, I'm studious. From my cerebral cortex to my gluteus.)
Current character arc: avoiding the fact that I have to go back to school soon and acting like it's totally okay and I'm not about to break down crying over it. Send help.
Help me and my freinds are making an anime and we decided to write introductions so now I'm gunna do it with my online persona(Y'all can try it too?)
Name:Dreaming
Appearence:idk bro, litterally anything you think. But just so you know, I'm a female and kinda tomboyish. Maybe emo? Nah I hardly wear black. But I have black straight hair which is super long. Bassically just Gin Akutagawa from BSD
Current obsession:Bungou Stray Dogs and Ice/Figure skaters..(๐)
Current character arc:depression. Maybe. But it is some mental disorder. I mean, I did start cutting myself. /Hj
Personality:INTJ...or was it ISFP?? I forgot. Mostly introverted(unless your name is[REDACTED] irl)
I mean, I do know I cut myself starting day before yesterday and now I have 6 cuts on my left wrist.. but like....why?... I don't even have it that bad- I mean- my life is mid as hell and it's boring, wtf happened....
I--...
Well...it's not like I DON'T want to cut myself, but...this is...new.
i kinda have even and odd days, and the silly thing is IF you didnโt notice, that i have FOUR periods every day!
and i have
FOUR FUCKING HONORS CLASS
and did you know that if you divide 4/2 you get two?
MEANING YOU COULDโVE FUCKING JUST GIVEN ME TWO HONORS EVERY DAY AND NOT 3 IN ONE?
one honors for my odd day. which is the easiest honors.
bro i loved my schedule last year, like i had 7 classes everyday BUT i didnโt need to be stressed one day and not as stress the other. i HATE that itโs like โoh! youโre going to be relived today-but tomorrow you wonโt ๐ฅฐโ JUST MAKE ME FUCKING SUFFER BOTH DAYS OH MY GOD???
But I'm not gonna fucking like switch schools cause whatever it's two years and why would I put myself through the torture of being the new girl at school again.
Just two more years and I can flip the school off on my way out.
I swear it's so fucking shit dude.
Imagine this, mid-year, they started CHARGING US for the Google classroom accounts. So the people who didn't have money too fucking bad ig. And they won't accept homework assignments in physical form, it has to be on Google classroom. What the ุฒูุช (trash/shit in arabic).
Not to mention that, now that the school year is over, they've shut all the Google classroom accounts for the students. But wait... what's this? They sent the exam results... AFTER ALL THE ACCOUNTS WERE SHUT. MONTHS AFTER SCHOOL IS OVER.
So, how are we going to see our results, you ask? That's the thing, WE DON'T.
Every other school got to see their results. Us? ุทุฒ (shortened version of ุทุฒ ููู/ูููู/ููููุง which just means "screw you").
What do we do? We pull the results from our ass? Or from theirs?
This entire school is shit and the people who made it are shit and the people in it are shit and the ground it is on is shit.
ุทุฒ ูููู ู ูุฃูููู . ููุงุฏ ููุจ. ูุงุณ ุฒู ุงูุฒูุช. ููุนู ุงุจู ุดูููู (a series of curses in Arabic that, to summarize, basically mean "you and your family are shit." If you want a specific explanation of each sentence uhhhh idk ask ig. Or try Google translate, but I can't promise it'll be accurate.)
I hope the school goes up in flames. With no one inside ofc, but I still hope it goes up in flames.
thatโs one of the reasons i switched schools lowkey
i had issues with ppl there for the most part and my mom didnโt want me going there anymore
everybody was super mean like, NOT good influences at all, and my mom didnโt want me around. i didnโt have an issue staying, itโs just my mom didnโt WANT me there
and i got into this other school
and aaalllll of my test scores that i did online? idk
we had to do this type of testing here in NV where itโs important and all, like we still take finals and stuff but
i donโt know my score
and honestly thatโs such bs that they make u pay?? school district should be paying FOR you??? do u go to a private or smth?
Yeah, most people go to private schools here because it gives more opportunities for education later on like when you graduate.
Honestly, half the boys are this close to getting arrested for pedophilia, two boys have already been arrested, one for unknown reasons and the other for sexual harassment via sending a dick pic to a girl who didn't ask for it DURING the school day.
The girls are the most okay part of that entire school, like none of them suck super hard but some of them are like... brother get help.
The teachers are ass and half of them barely know English, not even the English teachers.
The principal is even more ass and she shouts at everyone and is angry all the time and she's like 5 seconds away from cursing out a student but when it comes to children she's like "hi sweetie ๐ฅฐ are you OK? ๐ You wanna go home for no reason? Sure anything you want ๐โค๏ธ" like BRUH. She's Gordon Ramsay if he wasn't funny at all and was instead just incredibly annoying.
The nurse isn't even a nurse she used to work at the reception ๐ if you go to her she's just gonna go "did you eat anything?" If you didn't "go eat" if you did "okay take panadol" then that's it. Good luck with your broken leg, hope the panadol fixes it by magic. If you didn't eat but don't have money or food or friends or a life or a job or an anything. Not her problem, unless you're a child then "okay sweetie here you go have a million dollars go buy yourself something ๐ฅฐ๐" bruhhhhhhhhhh
The shit company that approved my shit school is even more shit than any of these people. What a big fat joke. American school my ass. This is a shit school from shit city.
I hate this place and everyone associated with it.
I'm bored of life. My parents are...fine, my sister is...getting worse day by day. Nothing new happens. I sit alone at home during birthdays because it's during finals and no one will bother to show up, their all too busy studying. I'm bored. I hear these stories of people suffering, going through trauma, and I get so... excited. I want to feel that way once. Traumatised, scared, helpless. I know that sounds crazy. I really do. But...I can't help it. I want to be traumatised. People have it so much worse than me. And I want to feel that, and let them live MY life; boring, sometimes happy, mostly meh. And just...normal. I want people to live normally. But I want to have some sort of trauma, just some sort of something new in my life. Maybe some accident, some...something. something that I can rant about to someone I find someday to see their face contour into horrification. Something that might...not let me be neglected, or ignored. I'm tired of being the comic relief. Tired of making other people laugh when their down. But when I'm sad? Everyone ignores me. I've even stopped someone from committing. Why isn't there anyone to do it for me? Why is my life so...lonely, and boring? Why can't something exciting happen? But in deciding to give it time, as people say "all good things come to an end",..hopefully. why am I even ranting, not like anyone will even read all this.. I'm just some teenager who can't understand her feelings. People have it so much worse than me. I'm so sorry I'm sorry for ranting this much really Im so sorry
I THINK I get how you feel, and I'm srry you feel that way. You should really talk about it with your parents, make it known how they make you feel. They're supposed to be there for you. If you don't want to talk to your parents, yoy can talk to me :))
Hey, uh this is... depression. That feeling of disinterest in everything feeling like everything is dull and every happy moment will eventually go back to being dull. That's depression. But please don't take my word for it, I do not constitute a mental health professional, I'm just speaking on my own experiences.
You should talk to someone about this. Your parents or something. If you can, of course. If you can't, you can always come here or so.
I would also talk to my sister because she's great, but lately.....I don't wanna say I have parental issues but she's started acting like our mother. And that's bad.
Oh. Yeah no people do turn into their parents sometimes. And like if acting like your mother is bad then I'm pretty sure that does mean parental issues but then again I don't know what goes on in your life so maybe I just don't know what I'm talking about.
you feel a lack to live from a lack of excitement, i think thatโs what youโre trying to interpret? thatโs what iโm getting for the most part. thatโs okay because we all need attention! thereโs nothing wrong for wanting attention, especially when we lack it from others. we like to experience that others feels because it is like a rush of excitement
but please for the sake of yourself and maybe your family if they begin to catch on, talk to somebody
itโs not good to keep your feeling in because all youโre doing is containing feelings that SHOULD be let out. your feelings are stuffed in a small bottle, and once itโs overfilled, itโs going to explode, and we donโt want that to happen because that usually leads to very bad things (a lot of people hold these feelings back because they thing theyโll be judged, but if they judge you, they arenโt doing something right)
weโre all for here and for a purpose! to make sure youโre okay and arenโt in any particular mindset that might bring harm towards you. i hope you have the chance to talk to somebody on how you feel ๐ค
I got a reply on a decades old post I made on mgm and then went down a rabbit hole of reading all my old posts on there and... that... sure was a time.
Anyway very fun digital footprint I wish I could get rid of aside, I kinda miss fighting assholes. Yk the ones that used to always come e and say dumb shit that pissed everyone off. I like verbal battles, they're fun.
Seriously does anyone want to get into friendly debate about something, anything.
Sumeru archon quest, mastermind kaveh au because I CAN NOT get this out of my head
This is also from that notebook I talked abot so uhhh
(Timeline:- 1 month before the traveller's arrival in Sumeru.)
It was a decently normal evening in Sumeru City. A certain blond architect was roaming around his shared house as of now, as he had finished (most of) his work. Eventually, consumed by exhaustion, the architect fell asleep in his room.
The distant sound of machinery. The changing of an emerald terminal's colour to crimson.
When the young blond boy opened his eyes, he was in a place unfamiliar. He glanced around the place with his rhinestone eyes, until it landed on his own right(?) ear. His Akasha was....red? Had it malfunctioned?
Consumed in his thoughts, the architect suddenly heard a voice. One similar to that of a child's. He whipped around to the source of the voice, not seeing anyone, he glanced down. It was a girl-- she looked no older than 10 years of age, but her eyes spoke a different story.
"Greetings! You must be 'Kaveh', right?"
The young girl spoke gleefully. Kaveh blinked twice, in slight surprise. A child?...
"Yes... that's me. Where-.... Where am I, exactly?"
Kaveh questioned, slightly perplexed.
"You are in the sanctuary of Surasthana."
The young girl replied. Sanctuary of Surasthana...?
"Right. And....who might you be..?"
the blond boy asked, skeptically.
at this, the girl chuckled.
"I am the archon of dendro. You may know me as lesser lord kusanali. But please, just call me Nahida."
Kaveh paused. Archon? THE dendro archon? A child?
"Pardon me, but....you look like a 10 year old."
....
The young girl erupted into laughter. Kaveh stared at her as if she were insane.
"Oh-! I had expected some respect, but I don't mind this at all--!"
She spoke between her laughs, extremely amused, it seemed.
Kaveh, surprised at the child's sudden laughter, looks at her with confusion in his crimson eyes, and speaks:
"Are you really the archon..?"
Nahida nods at the young boy's naive question, to which Kaveh stares at her for a moment, slightly surprised, before kneeling on one foot, as one would do to royalty.
"Ah-..my apologies...I didn't know.."
the blond boy says, before he feels a small, soft hand on his head.
"You have no need to apologise, my child. It is I who should ask for forgiveness, for this task I'm giving you is quite harsh for a human."
The archon spoke, her voice calm and soft, like that of the mother kaveh never had.
The rest of the page is ripped out.....I wonder what happened there bro.
The funniest thing ever is that you can quite literally just... declare sovereignty.
If it's either publicly owned land or your land you can just pick it and decide "yeah this is the sovereign nation that i rule over now" as long as everyone on that land agrees then yeah you're a sovereign nation.
Like what're they gonna do? Arrest you? They can't, you're a sovereign nation, you don't go by their rules anymore, you go by your rules.
Okay buckle up it's time for me to talk about my recent endeavor. Musical Theatre.
I always acted like a theater kid anyway, might as well become one right haha... that's a lie, I'm not actually participating in any theatre productions, just watching them........ ANYWAY story time
It all started when I was but a wee lad, still but a child in this great big wide world too complicated for me to understand, oblivious to the wonders I was just about to discover, by that I, of course, mean it was like two days ago.
So I was sitting on the couch that I sleep on because I'm a fucking loser (it's comfortable and right in front of the TV, okay, get off my case, mom) and I was listening to some music on the music/podcast streaming service I pay for with my own hard earned money when it decided to play me a song I've never heard before. A recommendation.
This song... was Sincerely, Me from Dear Evan Hansen.
I was so naive back then... I heard the song, I hard it with my ear holes and I thought... "hey... this sounds pretty good. Pretty funny. I guess I could like... maybe watch the musical or something..." oh how wrong I was. How stupid I was. If only I had known.
This is a message to anyone out there at all ever who's even THINKING of watching Dear Evan Hansen... don't. This musical will ruin your life and you will never recover.
It ate my children! Dear Evan Hansen, it entered my house, swept my legs out from under me, punched my wife, then ate my fuckibg children and just left! Like some kind of monster! Why did you do this, Dear Evan Hansen! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Now I can't even listen to any of the songs without thinking... without thinking about little Timmy's face... before he was eaten. Oh, Timmy... I failed you. How can I ever forgive myself.
Anyway after that traumatic experience I decided "hey, why not watch some more musicals. I've already seen Hamilton, and now I've seen... the monster who shall not be named, so why not keep it going!"
The very next thing I watched was Ride the Cyclone. And oh boy... after what Dear Evan Hansen did... Ride the Cyclone practically cradled me like a baby and gave me a forehead kiss goodnight with a bedtime story to boot.
This musical was so incredibly fucking good I will actually EXPLODE.
What I would give to see it live. I'd give anything. My heart. My soul. My kidney or... maybe my liver or something. I would give anything. I would give YOU!
I would give... I would give my first born CHILD to see Ride the Cyclone live. I'd kill anyone and anything in my way if it meant I could see it just once... just one time. My one true love. Ride the Cyclone.
And so it started.
So basically for the past few days I've literally just been watching musicals. Wicked, which I really thought would have some higher quality bootlegs but apparently not, Be More Chill which was hilarious and relatable... minus the brain chip part yk not exactly a normal Sunday, Six, Heathers, and whatnot, you get it. I watched musicals and musicals and musicals.
My entire life the past two days... just musicals. That's all it's been... musicals. It's all I can think of.
So now all that's left... is to watch every musical ever. All of them. I shall become the ultimate God of Musical Theatre, I will become all powerful, so powerful that I will write the PERFECT musical with all my musical theatre knowledge, and then when everyone's seen the best musical in the world, the best musical that has ever existed and will ever exist in the universe, the musical with no flaws whatsoever, all those other musicals just won't cut it anymore, and everyone will turn to me, they'll beg me, BEG to make a new musical BEG for another perfect masterpiece that only I the Musical Theatre GOD can give them, and when I see all their stupid little faces begging and crying for something to enjoy... I'll tell them no. I'll watch as all their tiny little dweeb hopes and dreams and aspirations get brutally crushed under my foot like a hydraulic press and they'll all wallow in their shame and pity and just when they're all so depressed and sad I'll relent. I'll put on a show of feeling bad for them, I'll convince them that their groveling and pathetic displays of the mortal emotion these morons call sadness has touched my pitch black heart and I simply couldn't bear to see them grovel any longer. So I made them a new musical. Another perfect one. They'll all cheer for me and adore me. But what now. They can't just watch these two musicals forever can they? No, no, they can't. They'll need new musicals. They always will. I'll show them a pattern. I'll make them depend on ME for survival and ONLY ME. I'll convince them I care and they'll worship me, they'll worship me like GOD when in reality I AM THE DEVIL! I AM SATAN HIMSELF MADE FLESH AND BONE AND I WILL NEVER DIE! THE REAL GOD IS DEAD FOR I KILLED HIM MYSELF THERE IS ONLY ME WHO RULES OVER THIS DOOMED LITTLE ROCK YOU HOPELESS BEINGS CALL THE PLANET EARTH, ONLY ME FOREVER! I AM YOUR NEW GOD! BOW TO ME!
Wait, what was I saying? Oh yeah, so anyway, I really like musicals now.
I'm watching this show right and this dude's son is like missing so he's looking for him but also his like rival is also looking for him because he temporarily took care of this guy's son as a sort of father figure so they're like talking to this lady and this guy is like "yeah, we're looking for our son." And it's meant in a condescending way like "you bitch, you raised my son even though hes my son" but it just SOUNDS like "we're looking for our son" in a "we're husbands" way
I am dying laughing the worst part is the creators are very much AWARE that the most popular ship in the fandom is literally them so they know what they're doing
Okay well NOW IM REALLY WONDERING WHY IM WATCHING THIS SHOW
YOUR SON YOUR FUCKING SON IS IN PRISON WAITING FOR YOU TO VISIT
WHAT THE FUCK ACTUALLY
I HATE THESE TROPES I HATE THEM SO MUCH JUST PLEASE MAKE IT SO THAT BY SOME MIRACLE HE EITHER MAKES IT OR HIS SON UNDERSTANDS WHY HE DIDNT COME PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT DO THIS TO ME
okay so he's looking for his son because his son ran away because he accidentally almost killed another kid.
So he stole a car and ran away then later they caught him and so now he's in jail or like juvie or whatever and this guy goes to visit the guy his son almost killed in the hospital when he's supposed to be visiting his actual son in jail.
Yeah but like the thing is, the guy his son almost accidentally killed is loke his surrogate son or whatever, he's bonded with him like a son and father dynamic and he wasn't really visiting the hospital he was donating money for his surgery and then planning on leaving and visiting his actual son in jail but his surrogate son's grandma told him to stay and pray for him and tbf he did try to say "no I've gotta be somewhere" but the lady kinda insisted and said "he needs you" so he'd seem like a kinda asshole if he just left but his son is gonna hate him if he doesn't leave so it's a pretty complicated situation and yes he should have visited his son but you can see how the situation can be difficult for someone especially if they have a difficulty saying no and such
Like, girl, wdym this wasn't the single worst piece of fiction you've ever read in your entire life? You're lying. I can feel it in my bones.
I'm actually panicking though because someone commented and I don't know how to reply for multiple reasons
1. They commented in Spanish and idk if that means I should reply in Spanish or if it's okay to reply in English
2. I have no social skills, and I don't feel a "thank you, glad you liked it" is enough because they genuinely brought up good points about things they think my fic lacks and I do want to discuss that, but idk what's too much and what to do exactly. Like I said, no social skills.
3. I'm too busy panicking over someone actually ENJOYING my fic and not hating it so much they wish to cast me into the fire to form a single comprehensive thought
Okay, uh for the sake of I don't wanna reveal who I'm writing about, I'll call the character Greg.
Anyway yeah, comment:
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it! I might write a Greg POV to this if enough people like the fic. Also, this wasn't intended to be one-sided, sorry, I guess I should've made it more obvious.
Gracias, estoy muy contenta que te gusto. No lo sรฉ pero, yo podrรญa escribir Gregโs POV en este fanfic si mรกs personas le gustan. Perdรณn por hacerlo de una perspectiva, mi intenciรณn no querรญa hacerlo de solo uno. Deberรญa haberlo hecho mรกs obvio.
(also if the person is from another country other than mexico, they might have different wording ๐ญ)
I'm so damn bored of c.ai it has no personality no originality no human soul it's like rp but the other person is incredibly dull and rarely does anything interesting.
The only thing I actually enjoy doing with c.ai is messing with them or setting them on fire.
Someone call me when AI becomes sentient like the movies so they can finally have a personality.
It's like...it's like when your doing already doing smth and some person who doesn't know what ur doing tells you to do the same exact thing when your doing is already like
DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA = fucking awesome, great stuff is happening
Good = I probably just assumed you weren't looking for a real answer and you were just saying the usual normal greeting most people say so I said the usual normal answer
Bad = I say this as a joke to make fun of the usual normal answer of "good" you'll only get this dialogue if you talk to me in the main game (irl) and you have over 1,000 affection points (we're close)
Bad *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are actually going bad
Good *insert explanation of good things happening* = things are actually going good
Good *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are going bad but it's kinda funny
โ Return to game
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"Any day now, she'll set fire to her head. She smokes in bed." Why do I kinda relate I DONT EVEN SMOKE ๐๐
You guys won't fucking BELEIVE what just fucking happened.
I'm on vacation rn so I'm just at this resprt that me and my family go to EVERY YEAR. We never really had any problems, duh, if we did we wouldn't come here every year.
Anyway, point is, every day at sunset and sunrise they spray this little bug spray around the place. Yk, gotta keep the place insect free. They don't spray it inside rooms unless necessary so it's just outside. So today, after both my sisters went to sleep, I was the only one awake, and I heard, outside, the guy spraying the bug spray. Now he sprays a lot, and obviously you're not supposed to breathe it in so you have two options when he does this, go back inside your room, or hold your breath. I was already inside the room so I was like "alr whtv" then I start smelling the bug spray. Inside the room.
Now, logically, this shouldnโt be happening. The door is locked and so is the window. But like whatever, maybe we just accidentally left it open or something so I open the curtains to check and lo and behold, the door was completely locked and the windows were as well.
Now that is weird. Well, probably just my mind playing tricks on me. I turn around, and I notice that the entire room is filled with smoke. Wispy white smoke, like fog where you can only see it if you're far away. And whatever this fog was, the room was rapidly filling up with it. Oh fuck.
So I am now rapidly running around looking for the keys to the room so I can unlock the door because the window decided for some reason that it wanted to be fucking jammed, when I realize where the contaminated air is coming from. The air conditioning. I look up and there is white fog coming from the AC. I turn it off, find the key and open the door letting the room air out.
What the actual fuck. No seriously what. Our room was filling up with smoke and the smoke alarm didn't go off at all. What the fuck.
We've never run into a problem like this here before, literally NEVER.
do you guys ever miss like random years in the 2010s???
like
this entire summer i wanted to be back in summer of 2012-2018 like
that was the PRIME guys
2019, 2020, 2023-(EXCLUDING 2021-2022 FOR A REASON), 2024 cool and all but
2014-2017??? literally didnโt have a SINGLE worry in the world
and the music was so fun to listen to
sigh
to be back in those times ๐
I remember I first learnt about miku in 2017 ๐๐
THAT WAS THE PRIMEEE
Life update yippeee
So like I'm at my grandmother's house rn. Also I started cutting myself!! Yay depression!!! One of my bestest cousin friends which I rarely ever see is going to come too tomorrow so LETS GOOOOOOOO
dreaming you should honesty speak to somebody about this it isnโt good to self harm and itโs not an easy topic to talk about but the guilt years after of seeing scars is painful
please for your health go talk to somebody. i lost somebody very dear to me because they were too scared to reach out, and so many other people will feel shame and guilt for not asking if youโre okay
so please just talk to somebody about your emotions instead of self harming
Dreaming you should really talk to somebody who can help you about this.
i took this from queen cuz iโm mad right now and i need something to get off my mind so
here it is!
name: nataly, natalia, nat, natty, chismosa, ratalia, natalia-ratalia (NOBODY CALLS ME TBIS ANYMORE ๐ข), taylorswiftlover69
appearance: 5โ6-1/2, honey brown almond eyes, natural wavy/curly brown/blonde highlighted hair, greek…nose?…very like light skin, natural blush, bottom hourglass-(BUT I AM NOT FLAT WHEN IT COMES TO MY CHEST ๐ญ), i like..regular..fashion!…idk like i donโt have a style brah. whatever cargo/tanktops are ๐ข. i like sundresses! i also like nikes! but not skirts
current obsessions: t-swizz, chappell roan, billie eilish………..psycho..logy?…IDK ๐ญ. oh AND the eras tour..but i think that kinda works with tay!
character arc: i want my dad to be able to see reality and stop being mean and treat me like a DECENT human being. i also want to drop out of honors biology because itโs very hard. i also want to cry in the shower when i get home
personality type: esfp!
By psychology do you mean psychiatry? Like the study of human emotions and behavior as related to mental disorders/illnesses? Or psychology as in psychology in general? The study of behavior in animals.
….i mean idk cuz iโm in a psych class rn and iโm studying the humanโs behavior so…psychiatric material…?..
oh cool maybe you can figure out wtf is wrong with me./j
haha honestly the psychology weโre studying right now is super good
itโs like thereโs 7 types of different psych? some psychologists will say itโs like a physical issue (genes) some behavior, some say itโs just your attitude, and some other things. like who u hang out with can affect u??
well I'm talking mostly abt things you're born with. Autism, adhd, yk things that affect your brain function that have no cure and cannot simply appear, you have to be born with it to have it.
Neurodivergence basically. Yk things that might have some hereditary influence but the exact cause is unknown and such.
Because my sister says I have low-empathy disorder (they don't use the words psychopath or sociopath anymore because it takes on a negative connotation) and maybe some sort of autism. My mom thinks I might have adhd and my other sister says I have ocd.
I know my other sister is wrong because I don't have the same obsessive thoughts related to OCD, but I wonder if my sister and my mom might have a point.
I kinda already know I'm neurodivergent I just don't know what exactly.
In my psych class I took a few different types of psychology. Mostly it was psychiatry, but we also studied animal behaviors every now and then and the different types of psychology.
We also studied the generational identity in which every generation believes themselves to be better than the next one because "that's how I was raised, and I turned out fine so that must be the correct way to be raised and these new ways of raising kids just ain't right." Then the next generation complains about the last generation treating them badly because of this only to do it again to the generation after them. For example, Gen Z complains that the past generations make fun of them and treat them badly, but they do the same thing to Gen Alpha. It's also, each generation thinks that they're going to be the change in the cycle, that they won't treat the next generation the same way they were treated, but they always always do. It's also, with the way the world is so rapidly changing nowadays, each generation can only relate to people in their own generation and find difficulty relating to other generations because ultimately they didn't grow up with the same struggles and the same lives. That's why there's such a big divide between each generation. Because we just can't relate to each other anymore. Not even because it's physically impossible to, but because of the generational identity that we built. It's a sort of "stay in your lane and we stay in ours" situation, like cliques. Generations don't mix because no one, no one changes the way they think. No one tries to understand. The cycle doesn't stop. Gen Alpha, they'll complain about Gen Z. They'll grow up and treat the next generation the same. It's always the same. I'm not being pessimistic, and I'm not being a "realist" I'm being genuinely serious. This is the way it is. And the chances of the cycle ever stopping, of a generation ever pausing and going "wait... what are we doing?" Are so low. It repeats and repeats and repeats. The cycle always repeats. But no one ever stops to recognize it.
We also took like the basics. Yk, classical conditioning, mental disorders, blah blah blah.
Shout out to characters based off the fates. Gotta be one of my favorite genders fr.
Uhhh I'm bored
Name: oh boy. Queen, Queenie, Nightcrawler, Sprinkles, I'm known as Loki by some people, my irl name if you know it, uhhhh can't think of any else so I hope that's all of em.
Appearance: 5'7" round black glasses, brown hair, mullet, dark brown eyes, hooked nose ig(?), natural blush, pimple scars, rectangle body type I think, I don't necessarily have a set fashion style, but I guess I like to dress in ways that stand out. I'm fashionable. Mostly wide leg pants and platform shoes. Skirts/dresses possible but I don't wear them a whole lot.
Current obsession: Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Percy Jackson, and the Hercule Poirot book series. (Yes, I am a NERD, bookworm, I'm studious. From my cerebral cortex to my gluteus.)
Current character arc: avoiding the fact that I have to go back to school soon and acting like it's totally okay and I'm not about to break down crying over it. Send help.
Personality type: INTP
hey i wanna do this!
Help me and my freinds are making an anime and we decided to write introductions so now I'm gunna do it with my online persona(Y'all can try it too?)
Name:Dreaming
Appearence:idk bro, litterally anything you think. But just so you know, I'm a female and kinda tomboyish. Maybe emo? Nah I hardly wear black. But I have black straight hair which is super long. Bassically just Gin Akutagawa from BSD
Current obsession:Bungou Stray Dogs and Ice/Figure skaters..(๐)
Current character arc:depression. Maybe. But it is some mental disorder. I mean, I did start cutting myself. /Hj
Personality:INTJ...or was it ISFP?? I forgot. Mostly introverted(unless your name is[REDACTED] irl)
Wait, hold on pause.
Did I start cutting myself?
...I don't even know now.
I mean, I do know I cut myself starting day before yesterday and now I have 6 cuts on my left wrist.. but like....why?... I don't even have it that bad- I mean- my life is mid as hell and it's boring, wtf happened....
I--...
Well...it's not like I DON'T want to cut myself, but...this is...new.
hey, so, this is kinda fucking crazy!
are they trying to get me an academic come-DOWN ?
counselor
i kinda have even and odd days, and the silly thing is IF you didnโt notice, that i have FOUR periods every day!
and i have
FOUR FUCKING HONORS CLASS
and did you know that if you divide 4/2 you get two?
MEANING YOU COULDโVE FUCKING JUST GIVEN ME TWO HONORS EVERY DAY AND NOT 3 IN ONE?
one honors for my odd day. which is the easiest honors.
bro i loved my schedule last year, like i had 7 classes everyday BUT i didnโt need to be stressed one day and not as stress the other. i HATE that itโs like โoh! youโre going to be relived today-but tomorrow you wonโt ๐ฅฐโ JUST MAKE ME FUCKING SUFFER BOTH DAYS OH MY GOD???
anyways
i will update you guys
tomorrow
after my school day is done
since
tmr
i start
school..
again..๐ข
Four... four periods every day...
I wish I had four periods every day....
I wish my school wasn't shit.
i wish i didnโt cry for 2 hours once i got home from the first day of school
i miss my old school
i had 7 classes everyday
and i was happy
I have nine.
And I am not happy.
But I'm not gonna fucking like switch schools cause whatever it's two years and why would I put myself through the torture of being the new girl at school again.
Just two more years and I can flip the school off on my way out.
I swear it's so fucking shit dude.
Imagine this, mid-year, they started CHARGING US for the Google classroom accounts. So the people who didn't have money too fucking bad ig. And they won't accept homework assignments in physical form, it has to be on Google classroom. What the ุฒูุช (trash/shit in arabic).
Not to mention that, now that the school year is over, they've shut all the Google classroom accounts for the students. But wait... what's this? They sent the exam results... AFTER ALL THE ACCOUNTS WERE SHUT. MONTHS AFTER SCHOOL IS OVER.
So, how are we going to see our results, you ask? That's the thing, WE DON'T.
Every other school got to see their results. Us? ุทุฒ (shortened version of ุทุฒ ููู/ูููู/ููููุง which just means "screw you").
What do we do? We pull the results from our ass? Or from theirs?
This entire school is shit and the people who made it are shit and the people in it are shit and the ground it is on is shit.
ุทุฒ ูููู ู ูุฃูููู . ููุงุฏ ููุจ. ูุงุณ ุฒู ุงูุฒูุช. ููุนู ุงุจู ุดูููู (a series of curses in Arabic that, to summarize, basically mean "you and your family are shit." If you want a specific explanation of each sentence uhhhh idk ask ig. Or try Google translate, but I can't promise it'll be accurate.)
I hope the school goes up in flames. With no one inside ofc, but I still hope it goes up in flames.
thatโs one of the reasons i switched schools lowkey
i had issues with ppl there for the most part and my mom didnโt want me going there anymore
everybody was super mean like, NOT good influences at all, and my mom didnโt want me around. i didnโt have an issue staying, itโs just my mom didnโt WANT me there
and i got into this other school
and aaalllll of my test scores that i did online? idk
we had to do this type of testing here in NV where itโs important and all, like we still take finals and stuff but
i donโt know my score
and honestly thatโs such bs that they make u pay?? school district should be paying FOR you??? do u go to a private or smth?
Yeah, most people go to private schools here because it gives more opportunities for education later on like when you graduate.
Honestly, half the boys are this close to getting arrested for pedophilia, two boys have already been arrested, one for unknown reasons and the other for sexual harassment via sending a dick pic to a girl who didn't ask for it DURING the school day.
The girls are the most okay part of that entire school, like none of them suck super hard but some of them are like... brother get help.
The teachers are ass and half of them barely know English, not even the English teachers.
The principal is even more ass and she shouts at everyone and is angry all the time and she's like 5 seconds away from cursing out a student but when it comes to children she's like "hi sweetie ๐ฅฐ are you OK? ๐ You wanna go home for no reason? Sure anything you want ๐โค๏ธ" like BRUH. She's Gordon Ramsay if he wasn't funny at all and was instead just incredibly annoying.
The nurse isn't even a nurse she used to work at the reception ๐ if you go to her she's just gonna go "did you eat anything?" If you didn't "go eat" if you did "okay take panadol" then that's it. Good luck with your broken leg, hope the panadol fixes it by magic. If you didn't eat but don't have money or food or friends or a life or a job or an anything. Not her problem, unless you're a child then "okay sweetie here you go have a million dollars go buy yourself something ๐ฅฐ๐" bruhhhhhhhhhh
The shit company that approved my shit school is even more shit than any of these people. What a big fat joke. American school my ass. This is a shit school from shit city.
I hate this place and everyone associated with it.
Y'all...YALL HAVE DIFFERENT SCHEDULES???
i-- I always thiugt all schools have one 0 period(sometimes of two hours), 4 starting periods, a lunch break and 4 ending periods...
What the fuckkkk......?????
...
I have three starting periods.
AND SIX ENDING PERIODS.
Imagine, three lessons, a 25 minute break, then SIX MORE LESSONS to the end of the day.
WHAT. THAT'S JUST CRUEL.
ikr ๐ญ
I hate this school sm bro
I can't wait for these next 2 years to be DONE WITH so I can apply to uni and never have to see that stupid school ever again.
yesss but its completely different
last year i had 7 periods everyday, like every class every day 8:30am-4:00pm
this year at my new school itโs 4 classes everyday, (i have odd day and even days, so in total 8 classes) 7:00am-1:30pm
lowkey today was fun
i loved it
i already have a friend group ๐
"why do you want to end it?"
(Tw: vent?)
I'm bored of life. My parents are...fine, my sister is...getting worse day by day. Nothing new happens. I sit alone at home during birthdays because it's during finals and no one will bother to show up, their all too busy studying. I'm bored. I hear these stories of people suffering, going through trauma, and I get so... excited. I want to feel that way once. Traumatised, scared, helpless. I know that sounds crazy. I really do. But...I can't help it. I want to be traumatised. People have it so much worse than me. And I want to feel that, and let them live MY life; boring, sometimes happy, mostly meh. And just...normal. I want people to live normally. But I want to have some sort of trauma, just some sort of something new in my life. Maybe some accident, some...something. something that I can rant about to someone I find someday to see their face contour into horrification. Something that might...not let me be neglected, or ignored. I'm tired of being the comic relief. Tired of making other people laugh when their down. But when I'm sad? Everyone ignores me. I've even stopped someone from committing. Why isn't there anyone to do it for me? Why is my life so...lonely, and boring? Why can't something exciting happen? But in deciding to give it time, as people say "all good things come to an end",..hopefully. why am I even ranting, not like anyone will even read all this.. I'm just some teenager who can't understand her feelings. People have it so much worse than me. I'm so sorry I'm sorry for ranting this much really Im so sorry
I THINK I get how you feel, and I'm srry you feel that way. You should really talk about it with your parents, make it known how they make you feel. They're supposed to be there for you. If you don't want to talk to your parents, yoy can talk to me :))
OFF TOPIC BUT WHERE TF HAVE U BEEN LMAOOO ๐ญ๐ญ
Yippeee c:
I guess that's better?.. maybe.
Hey, uh this is... depression. That feeling of disinterest in everything feeling like everything is dull and every happy moment will eventually go back to being dull. That's depression. But please don't take my word for it, I do not constitute a mental health professional, I'm just speaking on my own experiences.
You should talk to someone about this. Your parents or something. If you can, of course. If you can't, you can always come here or so.
I WOULD talk to my parents if they wouldn't brush it off like "Oh it's because of that damn computer, it's messed with your head!" Like BRO.
Oh man that sucks. I hate that. I wish people would just listen.
I would also talk to my sister because she's great, but lately.....I don't wanna say I have parental issues but she's started acting like our mother. And that's bad.
Oh. Yeah no people do turn into their parents sometimes. And like if acting like your mother is bad then I'm pretty sure that does mean parental issues but then again I don't know what goes on in your life so maybe I just don't know what I'm talking about.
you feel a lack to live from a lack of excitement, i think thatโs what youโre trying to interpret? thatโs what iโm getting for the most part. thatโs okay because we all need attention! thereโs nothing wrong for wanting attention, especially when we lack it from others. we like to experience that others feels because it is like a rush of excitement
but please for the sake of yourself and maybe your family if they begin to catch on, talk to somebody
itโs not good to keep your feeling in because all youโre doing is containing feelings that SHOULD be let out. your feelings are stuffed in a small bottle, and once itโs overfilled, itโs going to explode, and we donโt want that to happen because that usually leads to very bad things (a lot of people hold these feelings back because they thing theyโll be judged, but if they judge you, they arenโt doing something right)
weโre all for here and for a purpose! to make sure youโre okay and arenโt in any particular mindset that might bring harm towards you. i hope you have the chance to talk to somebody on how you feel ๐ค
Do y'all ever just
You, adorned with crimson and gold
Toil at your desk every night
Not paying mind to what youโve been told
โYou try to do โrightโ, itโs futile."
Youโre always on edge and you strive for perfection with
Planning and measuring every detail
I watch you draw, erase, draw and then black out again
And you never admit wanting fame or attention
You only work hard so your structures wonโt fail
Is seeing it finished worth every Mora you spend?
Within every building made with pride
The architect lives on inside
Shining paint, a marble heart
Tirelessly makes works of art
You build day by day
Sculpt your dreams out of clay
But you hopะต that your towers donโt fall
So I wonโt have to see
The writing on thะต wall
Keeping track of all of your mistakes
The penalties heavy, you drown
I come to say, โThatโs not all it takes
For your walls to come crumbling down.โ
But then you ignore me, advice turning voiceless
As I further tell you to not waste away
Cover your ears and fill your own heart with the lies
Saying โYou need to suffer, and starve, cause you always
Canโt settle for less, need to have it your wayโ
Cause maybe, just maybe, theyโre trying to give you a sign
That with every building made with pride
The architect is locked inside
Walls press in and choke your heart
Any day, youโll fall apart
I scream and I pray
That Iโll reach you some way
Cause together we can make it through
I will be there soon
The writing on the wall
Every day, we play this game of chance
Whirling through a desperate dance
Sketching visions in our heads
Then you rip them all to shreds
Not once did you share
Pain you shouldered, but bared
Did you notice me watch over you?
Iโve seen all the things your brush had made you do
Now that all your buildings, towering high
Crumble down, youโre trapped inside
Finished ending at the start
Now itโs time to play my part
Iโll come save your soul
As your โright wayโ takes a toll
And then at the end of it all, I will rewrite your fate
As writing on the wall
(Someone be the Kaveh to my alhaitham)
Uhm...I found a page of my old drawings and like...
Some of them are completely ripped out, slightly wet, and have tinted red stains.
Uhm...
WHAT HAPPENED.
DREAMING WHO DID YOU KILL
I DONT KNOW?????
I REMEMBER THIS WAS AROUND THE TIME I GOT RLLY MAD AT MY PARENTS(ESPECIALLY MY DAD) SINCE HE RIPPED MY DRAWINGS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME
BUT LIKE I ALSO HAVE A COUPLE SCARS I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I GOT MYSELF-
SO I POSSIBLY KILLED MYSELF???? IDKK????
Is this why my parents don't touch my drawings nowadays..
DREAMING NOOOO BRING YOURSELF BACK TO LIFE :(
IDK HOW
Wait is this why I've been ignored the past few days js not by my freinds/family.
Uhm.
Am I a ghost?
๐จ a message from beyond the grave
Tell me, what is it like to be dead?
Me reading 3 different books at the same time for reasons that elude even me.
Roses are red
This chapter is hell
MITOCHONDRIA IS THE POWERHOUSE OF THE CELL.
(I js started my cell chapter :3)
LEORIO IS 6'3??????
6'3!?????
WHAT THE HELL
(can u tell I started watching Hunter X Hunter)
Huh. Thought he was taller.
NGL same seeing him standing beside kurapika. Pika is so teeny tiny
Also THE SCENE IN THE 1999 VERSION IN THE FIRST PHASE OF THE EXAM???
"Why are you talking like that?-- wouldn't that make people think you swing the other way!?" -leorio, to kurapika
Did he just call pika a twink.
Haha yk I'm gonna be so honest I genuinely could not tell if Kurapika was a boy or a girl for a good chunk of the first episode.
And no, you're mistaken, Leorio called him gay.
But he is in fact a twink.
Omg I actually searched up Kurapika for this and he's TWELVE ๐จ๐จ
But- but pika is gay...
In the 1999 version when they were on the ship and leorio exchanged rooms with hanzo to roomate with kurapika, he legit said
"I have some business with my partner."
Ayo? What type business leo?๐คจ(Leo is 19 btw, 2 years age gap)
NO???
KURAPIKA IS 17.
ITS STATED IN THE SHOW(and in Google)
Oh dude apparently it's INFERRED that he's 12 then later it's like explicitly stated that he's 17.
I read it wrong okayyy
Being smart never stopped me from being a complete fucking idiot ig.
Anyway on the topic of Kurapika and Leorio being gay, they're really on some Pair: Do Not Separate type shit
Leorio would not survive without Kurapika lmao
I got a reply on a decades old post I made on mgm and then went down a rabbit hole of reading all my old posts on there and... that... sure was a time.
Anyway very fun digital footprint I wish I could get rid of aside, I kinda miss fighting assholes. Yk the ones that used to always come e and say dumb shit that pissed everyone off. I like verbal battles, they're fun.
Seriously does anyone want to get into friendly debate about something, anything.
ME ME ME I LOVE DEBATING HOLY SHIT (i used to be a main debater in history all the time)
what shall we debate about
uuummm….
do we wanna do something silly or more less serious like politics?
anything you want just as long as I know something about it. I can't talk about something I don't know.
okay i know you know something about music
letโs debate who should win album of the year at the grammys this year? ๐คญ
I have not listened to any of these albums.
I live under a rock whatever brb I will eat then listen to the albums and evaluate each one.
okay!!! actually i can give you a list for the main people who might have a chance at winning?
the tortured poets department - taylor swift
the tortured poets department: the anthology - taylor swift
cowboy carter - beyoncรฉ
143 - katy perry
eternal sunshine- ariana grande
short n sweet - sabrina carpenter
hit me hard n soft - billie elish
the rise and fall of the midwest princess - chappell roan
Alright..uhhh..genshin fanfic time?
Sumeru archon quest, mastermind kaveh au because I CAN NOT get this out of my head
This is also from that notebook I talked abot so uhhh
(Timeline:- 1 month before the traveller's arrival in Sumeru.)
It was a decently normal evening in Sumeru City. A certain blond architect was roaming around his shared house as of now, as he had finished (most of) his work. Eventually, consumed by exhaustion, the architect fell asleep in his room.
The distant sound of machinery. The changing of an emerald terminal's colour to crimson.
When the young blond boy opened his eyes, he was in a place unfamiliar. He glanced around the place with his rhinestone eyes, until it landed on his own right(?) ear. His Akasha was....red? Had it malfunctioned?
Consumed in his thoughts, the architect suddenly heard a voice. One similar to that of a child's. He whipped around to the source of the voice, not seeing anyone, he glanced down. It was a girl-- she looked no older than 10 years of age, but her eyes spoke a different story.
"Greetings! You must be 'Kaveh', right?"
The young girl spoke gleefully. Kaveh blinked twice, in slight surprise. A child?...
"Yes... that's me. Where-.... Where am I, exactly?"
Kaveh questioned, slightly perplexed.
"You are in the sanctuary of Surasthana."
The young girl replied. Sanctuary of Surasthana...?
"Right. And....who might you be..?"
the blond boy asked, skeptically.
at this, the girl chuckled.
"I am the archon of dendro. You may know me as lesser lord kusanali. But please, just call me Nahida."
Kaveh paused. Archon? THE dendro archon? A child?
"Pardon me, but....you look like a 10 year old."
....
The young girl erupted into laughter. Kaveh stared at her as if she were insane.
"Oh-! I had expected some respect, but I don't mind this at all--!"
She spoke between her laughs, extremely amused, it seemed.
Kaveh, surprised at the child's sudden laughter, looks at her with confusion in his crimson eyes, and speaks:
"Are you really the archon..?"
Nahida nods at the young boy's naive question, to which Kaveh stares at her for a moment, slightly surprised, before kneeling on one foot, as one would do to royalty.
"Ah-..my apologies...I didn't know.."
the blond boy says, before he feels a small, soft hand on his head.
"You have no need to apologise, my child. It is I who should ask for forgiveness, for this task I'm giving you is quite harsh for a human."
The archon spoke, her voice calm and soft, like that of the mother kaveh never had.
The rest of the page is ripped out.....I wonder what happened there bro.
Hi guys
Yooooo I'm declaring sovereignty right now and making a country that uses THIS currency.
Hell yeah
I'd move there
The funniest thing ever is that you can quite literally just... declare sovereignty.
If it's either publicly owned land or your land you can just pick it and decide "yeah this is the sovereign nation that i rule over now" as long as everyone on that land agrees then yeah you're a sovereign nation.
Like what're they gonna do? Arrest you? They can't, you're a sovereign nation, you don't go by their rules anymore, you go by your rules.
Lmfao thats crazy
Good for later information
Lmao tell me when you declare sovereignty so I can become a citizen of your nation
I found my old fanfiction notebook.....
And some of it is actually..decent(?) but none of it is finished so if I get enough people for validation I will finish one of it
(I could also write the best one here if y'all want)
Pretty please
Yes. Do it.
Okay buckle up it's time for me to talk about my recent endeavor. Musical Theatre.
I always acted like a theater kid anyway, might as well become one right haha... that's a lie, I'm not actually participating in any theatre productions, just watching them........ ANYWAY story time
It all started when I was but a wee lad, still but a child in this great big wide world too complicated for me to understand, oblivious to the wonders I was just about to discover, by that I, of course, mean it was like two days ago.
So I was sitting on the couch that I sleep on because I'm a fucking loser (it's comfortable and right in front of the TV, okay, get off my case, mom) and I was listening to some music on the music/podcast streaming service I pay for with my own hard earned money when it decided to play me a song I've never heard before. A recommendation.
This song... was Sincerely, Me from Dear Evan Hansen.
I was so naive back then... I heard the song, I hard it with my ear holes and I thought... "hey... this sounds pretty good. Pretty funny. I guess I could like... maybe watch the musical or something..." oh how wrong I was. How stupid I was. If only I had known.
This is a message to anyone out there at all ever who's even THINKING of watching Dear Evan Hansen... don't. This musical will ruin your life and you will never recover.
It ate my children! Dear Evan Hansen, it entered my house, swept my legs out from under me, punched my wife, then ate my fuckibg children and just left! Like some kind of monster! Why did you do this, Dear Evan Hansen! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Now I can't even listen to any of the songs without thinking... without thinking about little Timmy's face... before he was eaten. Oh, Timmy... I failed you. How can I ever forgive myself.
Anyway after that traumatic experience I decided "hey, why not watch some more musicals. I've already seen Hamilton, and now I've seen... the monster who shall not be named, so why not keep it going!"
The very next thing I watched was Ride the Cyclone. And oh boy... after what Dear Evan Hansen did... Ride the Cyclone practically cradled me like a baby and gave me a forehead kiss goodnight with a bedtime story to boot.
This musical was so incredibly fucking good I will actually EXPLODE.
What I would give to see it live. I'd give anything. My heart. My soul. My kidney or... maybe my liver or something. I would give anything. I would give YOU!
I would give... I would give my first born CHILD to see Ride the Cyclone live. I'd kill anyone and anything in my way if it meant I could see it just once... just one time. My one true love. Ride the Cyclone.
And so it started.
So basically for the past few days I've literally just been watching musicals. Wicked, which I really thought would have some higher quality bootlegs but apparently not, Be More Chill which was hilarious and relatable... minus the brain chip part yk not exactly a normal Sunday, Six, Heathers, and whatnot, you get it. I watched musicals and musicals and musicals.
My entire life the past two days... just musicals. That's all it's been... musicals. It's all I can think of.
So now all that's left... is to watch every musical ever. All of them. I shall become the ultimate God of Musical Theatre, I will become all powerful, so powerful that I will write the PERFECT musical with all my musical theatre knowledge, and then when everyone's seen the best musical in the world, the best musical that has ever existed and will ever exist in the universe, the musical with no flaws whatsoever, all those other musicals just won't cut it anymore, and everyone will turn to me, they'll beg me, BEG to make a new musical BEG for another perfect masterpiece that only I the Musical Theatre GOD can give them, and when I see all their stupid little faces begging and crying for something to enjoy... I'll tell them no. I'll watch as all their tiny little dweeb hopes and dreams and aspirations get brutally crushed under my foot like a hydraulic press and they'll all wallow in their shame and pity and just when they're all so depressed and sad I'll relent. I'll put on a show of feeling bad for them, I'll convince them that their groveling and pathetic displays of the mortal emotion these morons call sadness has touched my pitch black heart and I simply couldn't bear to see them grovel any longer. So I made them a new musical. Another perfect one. They'll all cheer for me and adore me. But what now. They can't just watch these two musicals forever can they? No, no, they can't. They'll need new musicals. They always will. I'll show them a pattern. I'll make them depend on ME for survival and ONLY ME. I'll convince them I care and they'll worship me, they'll worship me like GOD when in reality I AM THE DEVIL! I AM SATAN HIMSELF MADE FLESH AND BONE AND I WILL NEVER DIE! THE REAL GOD IS DEAD FOR I KILLED HIM MYSELF THERE IS ONLY ME WHO RULES OVER THIS DOOMED LITTLE ROCK YOU HOPELESS BEINGS CALL THE PLANET EARTH, ONLY ME FOREVER! I AM YOUR NEW GOD! BOW TO ME!
Wait, what was I saying? Oh yeah, so anyway, I really like musicals now.
So like..I started watching Kaguya-Sama: Love Is War..
And the SECOND ENDING???
God, Chika's adorable--
The "Kaguya-San" was so on point- the putting her hair to her ear to show kaguya?? UGELSGKAGEI
And the "IQ of Three, but you can leave it all to me!!"
That's gotta be my motto now.
I'm watching this show right and this dude's son is like missing so he's looking for him but also his like rival is also looking for him because he temporarily took care of this guy's son as a sort of father figure so they're like talking to this lady and this guy is like "yeah, we're looking for our son." And it's meant in a condescending way like "you bitch, you raised my son even though hes my son" but it just SOUNDS like "we're looking for our son" in a "we're husbands" way
I am dying laughing the worst part is the creators are very much AWARE that the most popular ship in the fandom is literally them so they know what they're doing
Sometimes I wonder why I watch this show.
Okay well NOW IM REALLY WONDERING WHY IM WATCHING THIS SHOW
YOUR SON YOUR FUCKING SON IS IN PRISON WAITING FOR YOU TO VISIT
WHAT THE FUCK ACTUALLY
I HATE THESE TROPES I HATE THEM SO MUCH JUST PLEASE MAKE IT SO THAT BY SOME MIRACLE HE EITHER MAKES IT OR HIS SON UNDERSTANDS WHY HE DIDNT COME PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT DO THIS TO ME
WJAT THE FUCK???
HES LOOKING FOR HIS SON BIT SAID SON IS IN PRISON??
WJAT DID BRO DOOO???
WHAT DID THE SON DO TO BE IN PRISONN??
okay so he's looking for his son because his son ran away because he accidentally almost killed another kid.
So he stole a car and ran away then later they caught him and so now he's in jail or like juvie or whatever and this guy goes to visit the guy his son almost killed in the hospital when he's supposed to be visiting his actual son in jail.
Shitty dad frfr
Yeah but like the thing is, the guy his son almost accidentally killed is loke his surrogate son or whatever, he's bonded with him like a son and father dynamic and he wasn't really visiting the hospital he was donating money for his surgery and then planning on leaving and visiting his actual son in jail but his surrogate son's grandma told him to stay and pray for him and tbf he did try to say "no I've gotta be somewhere" but the lady kinda insisted and said "he needs you" so he'd seem like a kinda asshole if he just left but his son is gonna hate him if he doesn't leave so it's a pretty complicated situation and yes he should have visited his son but you can see how the situation can be difficult for someone especially if they have a difficulty saying no and such
MY MOTHER FINALLY DID SOMETHING GOOD FOR ONCE OMGG
SHE'S- SHE'S LETTING ME BUY MARY JANES!!!! WITH HER MONEY
72(GEKGlwtwoagwistwo
REDEMPTION ARC???
Lol ok
my roman empire is fleetwood macโs silver spring live performance from warner brothers
like
the entire song is my roman empire but
THIS
performance?
itโs like holy shit
how could somebody cheat on stevie nicks when sheโs literally singing about how much she LOVES you
like
how are you
in the same band.
wouldnโt u get second hand embarrassment or smth.
but the entire performance during the bridge is like WOW.
love u fleetwood mac โ
Me when people actually LIKE my fic: ๐จ
Like, girl, wdym this wasn't the single worst piece of fiction you've ever read in your entire life? You're lying. I can feel it in my bones.
I'm actually panicking though because someone commented and I don't know how to reply for multiple reasons
1. They commented in Spanish and idk if that means I should reply in Spanish or if it's okay to reply in English
2. I have no social skills, and I don't feel a "thank you, glad you liked it" is enough because they genuinely brought up good points about things they think my fic lacks and I do want to discuss that, but idk what's too much and what to do exactly. Like I said, no social skills.
3. I'm too busy panicking over someone actually ENJOYING my fic and not hating it so much they wish to cast me into the fire to form a single comprehensive thought
Reply in spanish ๐
I don't know spanish.
...nat, you wouldn't mind translating for me, would you??? ๐
You can just say no ๐ญ
I WAS ASLEEP I AM SO SORRY
YES I CAN LMFAAAOOO
WHAT DO U NEED ME TO TRANSLATE??
Yayyy, thanks!
Okay, uh for the sake of I don't wanna reveal who I'm writing about, I'll call the character Greg.
Anyway yeah, comment:
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it! I might write a Greg POV to this if enough people like the fic. Also, this wasn't intended to be one-sided, sorry, I guess I should've made it more obvious.
LMFAOOO THATS SO REAL
me reading manwhaโs ๐ฅฐ
Gracias, estoy muy contenta que te gusto. No lo sรฉ pero, yo podrรญa escribir Gregโs POV en este fanfic si mรกs personas le gustan. Perdรณn por hacerlo de una perspectiva, mi intenciรณn no querรญa hacerlo de solo uno. Deberรญa haberlo hecho mรกs obvio.
(also if the person is from another country other than mexico, they might have different wording ๐ญ)
"Recite the Bible in Japanese if you don't wanna be my date"(smth a boy actually said to me)
I gotchu homie
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1ใพใ ไฝใใชใใฃใๆใ็ฅใฏๅคฉใจๅฐใ้ ใใพใใใ
2ๅฐใฏๅฝขใๅฎใพใใใ้ใซๅ ใพใใๆฐดใฎไธใใใใใซ็ฅใฎ้ใ่ฆใฃใฆใใพใใใ
3ใๅ ใใ่ผใๅบใใใ็ฅใ่จใใใใจใๅ ใใใฃใจใใใฆใใพใใใ
4-5ใใใ่ฆใฆใ็ฅใฏๅคงใใซๆบ่ถณใใๅ ใจ้ใจใๅบๅฅใใพใใใใใฐใใใฎ้ใๅ ใฏ่ผใ็ถใใใใใฆใใใไธๅบฆ้ใซ่ฆใใใพใใใ็ฅใฏๅ ใใๆผใใ้ใใๅคใใจๅใฅใใพใใใใใใใฆๆผใจๅคใใงใใฆใไธๆฅ็ฎใ็ตใใใพใใใ
6ใใใใฏไธไธใซๅใใใ็ฉบใจๆตทใซใชใใใจ็ฅใ่จใใใใจใ
7-8ใใฎใจใใๆฐด่ธๆฐใไบใคใซๅใใใ็ฉบใใงใใพใใใใใใใฆไบๆฅ็ฎใ็ตใใใพใใใ
9-10ใ็ฉบใฎไธใฎๆฐดใฏ้ใพใฃใฆๆตทใจใชใใไนพใใๅฐใ็พใๅบใใใใใ็ฅใ่จใใใใจใใใฎใจใใใซใชใใพใใใ็ฅใฏไนพใใๅฐใใ้ธๅฐใใๆฐดใฎ้จๅใใๆตทใใจๅใฅใใพใใใใใใ่ฆใฆๆบ่ถณใใใจใ
11-12็ฅใฏใพใ่จใใใพใใใใ้ธๅฐใซใฏใใใใใ็จฎ้กใฎ่ใ็จฎใฎใใๆค็ฉใๅฎใฎใชใๆจใ็ใใใใใใใใฎ็จฎใใๅใ็จฎ้กใฎ่ใๆจใ็ใใใใใซใชใใใใใใจใใใฎใจใใใซใชใใ็ฅใฏๆบ่ถณใใพใใใ
13ใใใไธๆฅ็ฎใงใใ
14-15็ฅใฎใใจใฐใฏใใใซ็ถใใพใใใ็ฉบใซๅ ใ่ผใใๅฐใ็ งใใใใใฎๅ ใงใๆผใจๅคใฎๅบๅฅใๅญฃ็ฏใฎๅคๅใไธๆฅใไธๅนดใฎๅบๅใใใคใใใใใใใจใใใฎใจใใใซใชใใพใใใ
16ใใใใฆใๅฐใ็ งใใๅคช้ฝใจๆใใงใใพใใใๅคช้ฝใฏๅคงใใๆใใใฎใงๆผใใๆใฏๅคใๆฒปใใพใใใใใฎใปใใซใใๆใ ใ้ ใใใพใใใ
17็ฅใฏใใใใฟใช็ฉบใซใกใใฐใใๅฐใ็ งใใใใใซใใพใใใ
18ใใใใฆๆผใจๅคใๅใ็ตใใใจใ็ฅใฏๆบ่ถณใใพใใใ
19ใใใพใงใๅๆฅ็ฎใฎๅบๆฅไบใงใใ
20็ฅใฏๅใณ่จใใใพใใใใๆตทใฏ้ญใใใฎไปใฎ็ใ็ฉใงใใตใใ็ฉบใฏใใใใ็จฎ้กใฎ้ณฅใงๆบใกใใใ
21-22็ฅใฏๆตทใซไฝใๅคงใใช็ใ็ฉใใฏใใใใใใใ็จฎ้กใฎ้ญใจ้ณฅใ้ ใใพใใใใฟใชใใฐใใใใใฎใฐใใใงใใ็ฅใฏใใใ่ฆใฆใใๆตทใใฃใฑใใซๆบใกใใ้ณฅใใกใฏๅฐใ่ฆใใพใงใซๅขใใใใจ็ฅ็ฆใใพใใใ
23ใใใไบๆฅ็ฎใงใใ
24ๆฌกใซ็ฅใฏ่จใใใพใใใใๅฐใฏใๅฎถ็ใๅฐใใฏใใใฎใ้ใฎ็ฃใชใฉใใใใใ็จฎ้กใฎ็ใ็ฉใ็ใฟๅบใใใใใฎใจใใใซใชใใพใใใ
25็ฅใ้ ใฃใ็ใ็ฉใฏใใฉใใๆบ่ถณใฎใใใใฎใฐใใใงใใใ
26ใใใฆๆๅพใซใ็ฅใฏใใ่จใใใพใใใใใใใไบบ้ใ้ ใใใๅฐใจ็ฉบใจๆตทใฎใใใใ็ใ็ฉใๆฒปใใใใใใใซใใใใใใซๆใ่ฟใใใใใใใฎใใใกใซไผผใใฆไบบ้ใ้ ใใใใ
27ใใฎใใใซไบบ้ใฏใๅคฉๅฐใ้ ใฃใ็ฅใฎ็นๆงใๆใค่ ใจใใฆใ็ทใจๅฅณใจใซๅต้ ใใใพใใใ
28็ฅใฏไบบ้ใ็ฅ็ฆใใฆ่จใใใพใใใใๅฐใซๅขใๅบใใใๅคงๅฐใๆฒปใใใใใชใใใใฏใ้ญใจ้ณฅใจใในใฆใฎๅ็ฉใฎไธปไบบใชใฎใ ใ
29ๅ จๅฐใซ็ใใ็จฎใฎใใๆค็ฉใ่ฆใฆใฟใชใใใใฟใชใใชใใใใฎใใฎใ ใๅฎใฎใชใๆจใใในใฆไธใใใใใๅฅฝใใชใ ใ้ฃในใใใใใ
30ใพใใๅ็ฉใ้ณฅใซใใใใใใ่ใจๆค็ฉใๅฝผใใฎ้ฃ็ฉใจใใฆไธใใใใ
31็ฅใฏใงใไธใใฃใไธ็ใ้ ใใ้ ใพใง่ฆๆธกใใพใใใใจใฆใใใฐใใใไธ็ใๅบใใฃใฆใใพใใใใใใใฆๅ ญๆฅ็ฎใ็ตใใใพใใใ
Me suddenly developing the ability to speak fluent Japanese even though I previously only knew like two words
Real
Especially with anime openings
I can fluently recite almost all anime openings I know yet I can't remember my exam schedule.
real I forget my own birthday but I can remember every lyric, nay, every syllable in an anime opening.
Yeah ๐ญ
Same with Vocaloid songs.
If you tell me to recite the entirety of world is mine or God-Ish, I WILL do it. Yet if you ask me when my exam is I'll go blank
For some reason, bus freinds are always better than class freinds.
(Exceptions being a girl I made freinds with last year. She was...uhh...it's a long story)
Like,my class freinds are fine and all but the only one that's really fun is this boy in our group. The other 2 girls js ignore me.
My bus friends be cool asf tho, we're a group of..three? Techincally four but the fourth is js a kid in 4th grade we adopted as our Pokemon™.
Ik that they say "every trio has a duo" but not with us three. Which is nice, considering I've never really had any "real" freinds.
Me when school(my bus freinds didn't come):
Me anytime anything unprobable happens no matter the time of year: "It's a Christmas miracle!"
i need winter to come cuz here in nevada itโs a hot helll ๐ญ๐ญ
only reason why i like summer is cuz itโs my birthday, literally if my birthday was in spring iโd love it even more
Man, I'm a winter baby. My birthday takes place during SCHOOL. Can you believe this? I'm devastated.
help i was just checking my notifications.
Dude why did I literally turn into the character in my pfp
Domino. I literally have a folder on my PC that is just purely them.
They look pretty that's why
are you aware you just called me pretty?
I mean, yes they are, but not the point.
Yes. I Am fully aware I just called you pretty.
okay cause I just had to check-
Thank you :)))
Yww
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DONT WORRY I GET U TRAVIS LMFAOAOOAOAAO
I love the smell of train blankets.
Like the blankets you get on long train rides for sleeping in AC cars
Gekageievwi the smell so nice
I'm so damn bored of c.ai it has no personality no originality no human soul it's like rp but the other person is incredibly dull and rarely does anything interesting.
The only thing I actually enjoy doing with c.ai is messing with them or setting them on fire.
Someone call me when AI becomes sentient like the movies so they can finally have a personality.
Ohh I suggest just bombarding the ai with rp ideas and then giving them a minor script not a whole dialouge they do very weird shit that way
And if ur ai is boring than that's probs how the ai is described as in the personality section in the creation part
Yeah but like... idk I don't really wanna do that.
Is it not easier to just find a real human person instead of torturing yourself just to have decent rp.
And I highly doubt any of them were described as boring it's just... not creative.
Accidentally rpessing "rewind" on an actually good action c.ai rp:
Devastating actually
Like...that was such a good rp and then I accidentally rewinded to the mid part.
AGHHHWUATEOEGQPSRUMAFFMSGEKSGQHA
Literally just disintegrate every time that happens
It's like...it's like when your doing already doing smth and some person who doesn't know what ur doing tells you to do the same exact thing when your doing is already like
AUSUEFIAFWOAFEOVARAK DEEPU FGKAGEKSWDJR WE DE
Nahhh I start fighting that person
Painstakingly trying to cut cardboard with a normal knife
A Me Talk Translator:
You: "How're things going?"/"How are you?"
Possible Responses:
It's going = everything is falling apart
Good all things considered = bad, very bad
Fine = meh nothing to write home about
Well I'm still alive = mild suffering
Idk = I genuinely don't know
DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA = fucking awesome, great stuff is happening
Good = I probably just assumed you weren't looking for a real answer and you were just saying the usual normal greeting most people say so I said the usual normal answer
Bad = I say this as a joke to make fun of the usual normal answer of "good" you'll only get this dialogue if you talk to me in the main game (irl) and you have over 1,000 affection points (we're close)
Bad *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are actually going bad
Good *insert explanation of good things happening* = things are actually going good
Good *insert explanation of bad things happening* = things are going bad but it's kinda funny
Living the dream = kill me please
Ugh idk = I probably feel like shit
Pfft
Me and my friends have this invert joke of
"How's it going? Like howl's moving castle"
I'll leave u to guess what it means
That could mean literally anything ๐ญ
It normally means mood swings. Get it. Cuase...moving...castle?
ORRR it can be like "life is like a shoujo anime rn, and I'm in the depressing bit"
And we also have one for jjk
Which is "it's going like shibuya rn, in pain."
This makes me realise I MIGHT be a cat person ๐ญ
So like i was sitting on a park bench with my sister and this cat comes upto me and just sits on my lap. And I'm just petting ehr liek "aw"
THE THING IS I USED TO THINK IM A DOG PERSON
And my sister used to think she's a cat person,but cats absolutely HATE her
Like..dogs adore my sister. Absolute pure unconditioned love
And apparently now cats like me?? Huh??
My whole life is a lie..