Look I know I said I would leave but… I kinda need to tell someone rn then I’ll be out the door never to return okay? Okay. So I was busy, getting my life together as I said I would. And I started thinking about some drawing ideas I really wanna do. For context I’m currently on vacation with a small portion of my family. No one my age there though. None of my friends either. Our favorite cafe got changed into a sushi place. The best place to go for pizza or a calzone had hired a new chef who had no idea what they were doing unlike the very professional old chef. Since there’s none of my friends I can’t go have fun or whatever because it’s more fun with someone else but everyone just wants to sit down and do jack sh1t. Now the best thing ever happened. I wake up at midnight and my underwear feels wet… “god fucking damn it.” I got my period. To add some ✨D E P R E S S E D✨ fondant on the cake of 💀B O R E D O M💀 iced with a big layer of 👽A N X I E T Y👽 here’s a fake convo and then thought process that actually happened for fuck’s sake 👹
“Do you remember when your grandma died.”
“Yes. I also remember my grandpa, my favorite uncle and my favorite aunt.”
“So every death that happened in your family since you were born correct?”
“Yes.”
“Can you explain them in detail?”
~short silence~
“…Yes.”
“Ok start with your grandma.”
“Well when I heard the news my mom was leaving because my grandma had died me and my sisters couldn’t keep it together at all. So we stayed together. I copied one of them thinking it could make me feel better… that plan backfired.”
“How so?”
“Well she ran into a room then ran out so I did too. Before I left the room I heard her talking about how I was annoying and how she… didn't like me.”
“Ok. I see and how did you react when your grandpa died?”
~silence~
“…I didn’t. I kinda… sat there. Same with my uncle. I just sat there feeling sorry for myself like some loser. I was heart broken of course but there was no actual reaction. When my aunt died I was just… angry.”
“Ok thank you that’s all.”
(Btw this all sounded like a tape recording in my head so ye and I was boutta go out with my sisters so they get up whisper a bit then walk out forgetting I exist. Here comes the thought process.)
Oh. I guess they forgot about me x4
I can still catch up with them if I go now and ask why they left. If they say I looked sad just roll your eyes at them. Whatever you do don’t mention anything.
(Insert me getting up and looking around)
What direction did they go? Doesn’t matter. i know their meeting place. There’s no one here they must have gone to do something… without me. I think my sister said she wanted a bagel earlier. Maybe they’re there.”
(Goes to bagel place)
Who am I kidding. They’re not coming. I should just go home. Don’t cry stop being a baby you're in public.
(Insert me going home laying on the bed and somehow not crying even though I really fricking wanted too.)
-and scene-
So there’s the context. And I’m thinking of drawing ideas so I can feel better.
not a vent but since it’s summer and the average temperature here is 50 degrees Celsius and my anxiety isn’t doing me any favors. I’m not feeling too hot. Well I am hot but I mean hot as in… you get what I mean. I feel like I’m gonna barf my whole lunch out and my messed up nerves keep coming back to haunt me giving me random pain at random moments. I have a headache and a crushing feeling in my chest. It’s kinda difficult to breathe but I’m okay. I know I don’t have covid cause my test came negative. I’m sweating grenades not bullets and I’m really itchy. I know I’m not sick cause this has happened before. I’m not sure how to explain it.
hello you reader! I haven’t actually done any venting here for a while! And this isn’t really a vent more of a “this happened” kind of situation. I was tasked with cleaning me and my sisters’ room and incase you didn’t know, that place is a dump. So I was looking through the stuff and I just started crying. No context I just sat kn the floor as tears started rolling down my face. Then my sister came in and here’s the part that really bothers me, I just stopped crying, rubbed my tears away and smiled… what the fuck. I mean I’d get it if I were younger and more naive but now… I went to therapy and I talked to people about my problems only to end up in the same place I was 2 years ago. I oh don’t get it. I just don’t understand why. I went through so much to be better only to end up worse. Isn’t that fucking great. What is wrong with me?
Nothing is wrong with you, its fine sometimes emotions will come in an overwhelming rate and that's fine! Queenie (can I call you queenie?) Sometimes therapy doesn't work. You might have just been overwhelmed at the time with the dump you where supposed to clean. Did you remember a sad memory or something?
I wasn’t overwhelmed in fact I was happy to clean the place. I just… I saw my old bracelet my sister bought for me. And then I saw a coaster J made with my other sister. And I think it was partly because I had “Night Changes” open and I guess I was kind of sad. I miss it back then. I never really noticed but I just wish I could change everything. Back then. My art was absolute trash. But I didn’t care and I loved it so much and now when I look at it all I see is mistakes and how it could be better. And I look at everyone else’s drawings and I think “why can’t my art be as good as that” and I wish I could change it to make me more confident in my art. Like I was before. And despite what most people think that being the youngest is so easy but it isn’t. I remember how back then me and my sisters were so close and we would always be together but after a while they became so uninterested and I was left alone while they were off with their friends or on their phones or doing literally anything else. It wasn’t as fun without them and being a highly impressionable child I thought they didn’t like me. I wish we could be closer again. Gosh this is long. I better leave everyone is getting worried cause I’m “acting weird” and I don’t want to make them worry too much. GOSH IM DOING IT AGAIN FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE CANT I JUST TELL THEM WHATS WRONG!
... why dont you try and talk with your sisters..? you could tell them that you miss what you guys did when you were kids. And for the drawings, thats just growing up i guess. You can keep them and look back on how you've grown in art, and everyone has their own art style as well.
I was walking to the chalkboard and my friend saw me and said "move move move move" and started writing on the chalk board and I went back to my seat, for a couple of minutes I couldn't really breathe and I just started crying.
I hate this. I hate all of this. I’m tired. And depressed. And I’m on my couch crying. And no one gives a shit. No one cares that I even left. It’s like I never existed. I’m done. I can’t take it. I try everyday to make others feel liked. But no one ever makes me feel liked. I feel like that’s all I am to everyone. Just an object. No feelings or emotions. Something no one could care less about. And I’ve had it. I never want to come back to mgm ever.
i think the reason that we dont reply when someone leaves or hasn't talked in a while is because we get that something might have happened so we respect their space- we dont mean in that way at all- it might annoy them
Either it's just to let emotion out for no reason or there actually is a reason. And the solution to anything starts with the reason. So if it's the first thing I said then give it some time and it'll go away or if there's anything you suspect might be causing it feel free to say so.
I was friends with a pick me girl. They’re actually not that bad. Well at least the one I was friends with wasn’t. Try making more friends or if you can’t then talk it over with someone and as for your mom, what’s been upsetting you with her?
she signs me up for a bunch of stuff I don't wanna do, she doesn't listen, and she denies almost everything and as far as my pick-me girl friend well uh...whenever I say I wasn't okay or I was sad or anything else she would be like omg me too and I once JOKINGLY was like "omg I'm so ugly-" and she said "Me too that's why we're besties 😍"
Ok as for your mom the things she’s signing you up for are probably just to keep you active as for the rest seriously try and talk to her, if it doesn’t work then seriously just be colder toward her. Unless you get slapped. Then I really don’t know what to do. As for the pick me girl, you walk up to her and tell her that she is actually being downright annoying and rude
Like if someone says they’re sad console them not “mee too” also if someone says they’re ugly say theyre Not, don’t call them ugly while calling yourself ugly as well then say that’s why you’re besties.
I hate my stepdad, I wish my mom never met him, he cheats on her, and yet she still lets him live with her, she also knows that he’s cheating, he’s also strict af-
I also hate myself for being a crybaby, I wouldn’t hate myself if it wasn’t for him, he points it out so much to the point that i want him to fucking die.
well find a way- any way to make them get a divorce! I will not stand for a cheating prick motherfucker! Just get him out of the house! Even if you end up in jail for killing someone. Ahem! Sorry about that. I say when you go to college and keep in contact with your mom NEVER text your stepdad. Don't even LOOK at his contact. Forget he exists.
Sooo...this is gonna be a storytime type thing bc it's pretty l o n g... So basically I was sleeping and then I woke up out of my sleep. My mother was yelling, she was yelling at my oldest sister..
My older sister and a guy were doing adulty stuff and then ig she was asking him questions and then he got angry and threw her out the car and busted her car window..
very good guess, you've won 10000000000 dollars. Basically I thought it was time to go to school so I got up and out of my bed for nothing- so anyway my sister was screaming and crying mind you she drinks,smokes, and isn't even 21 yet. So anyway she was saying how she was gonna go stay with one of our cousins houses. My mother was yelling and crying. This is why I disowned two of my sisters and I only have the one left and she's going away to a different state for college
dayumm. So your mother disowned your siblings because they were shit. And you're the only 1 left. And you're gonna leave for college leaving your mom behind. That is sad.
AN ACTUAL VENT BC I AM KINDA PISSED! SO BASICALLY I WAS IN CLASS AND WE ARE PLAYING HANG MAN AND EVERYONE WAS SAYING MICKEY MOUSE BUT I SAID MIGHTY MOUSE AND THIS SKIN BONE DIP TONE CHIN PHONE GUY SAID "oh I think it's mighty mouse" I SAID IT T W I C E BUT HE JUST HAPPENED TO KNOW WHO MIGHTY MOUSE WAS AFTER I SAID IT!!
Idk if this is venting or not but...uh..yeah..my friend keeps shipping me with people and one time she went a little harder(?) With the ships and she kept making jokes like "you and *person she's shipping me with lets call him Kevin*'s love story is explicit-" but it started bc she said "I think Kevin likes u" and then he sent a blushing emoji and left then came back..blah..blah..blah so then I started joking and giving him a nickname and stuff but then one of my other friends lets call her h a t, was like "so do you like him, I'm confused sjaksval-" so I said "maybe if he had some darn personality and some good looks maybe I'd consider" so then he said "o u c h" and I started to hype him up and stuff and I am getting him a maid outfit one day- but me and him are gonna prank my friend (me and him are gonna pretend to d8)
RIP... imagine taking a bunch of water bottles and laying them all around the bathroom. Calling your mom telling her "mom the bathroom is filled with water" and she comes in a panic then realises that it's a joke. Ha! She'd probably slap me 😧
When I came out to my friend she said "you don't look pan-" and sometimes I would be sick and my mum would be like "you don't look sick"
MA'AM! JUST BECAUSE I'M NOT DOUSED IN CHICKEN POCKS WITH BAGS UNDER MY EYES AND TEARS FALLING DOWN DOESNT MEAN I DON'T HAVE A STOMACH BUG OR A HEADACHE
Dear teacher,I don't know if you know this or not but I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE MY FACE THAT'S WHY YOU CAN SEE MY DARN CEILING,IF YOU DON'T WANNA SEE MY CEILING THEN STOP LOOKING AT MY SCREEN!!!!!!
like sleeping or something, in my neighborhood theres this guy thats in his car and rolls all his windows down blasting WAP or Body and speeds then slams on his breaks making annoying noises, keep in mind theres six babies who go to bed at. 7:0p and he does this at 7:30.
I've recently been in a weight loss thingy and in some sports and everytime I go around my mom's side of the family they're always like "what's it like being skinny" and things like that,like what? You're making me feel insecure by making comments like that...Another reason why I like my dads side more than my mom's side
its fine. You do you. Do whatever you want as long as it doesnt harm you or the people you love. People always talk about how skinny i am but i dont see it. So like do whatever you want just dont starve. EAT OR ELSE. Other than that you go on your weight loss thingy.
My friend keeps calling herself fat but she's really not! She says it because she has "big thighs" but that's a good thing! I've told her how that makes me feel before and she said she understood but I guess she doesn't...
I- I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! MY FRIEND DOES THAT TOO AND I FEEL LIKE ME TRYING TO COMPLIMENT HER SAYING SHE LOOKS VERY BEAUTIFUL IT JUST MAKES IT WORSE. I THINK SHE'S DEPRESSED BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BRING IT UP WITHOUT HERE THINKING I'M WEIRD.
NO! YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING! There was a guy. He was on stage. He pulled out a 1 dollar bill and sked "how much does this cost?" everyone answered "1 dollar." he then crumpled it up and asked "how much does it cost now?" everyone again answered "1 dollar" he threw it on the floor and stepped on it. "How much does it cost now?" again "1 dollar" they said. He the it in the trash and took it out. He ripped the corner off and asked again. "How much does it cost now?" they all said "1 dollar. You can tape it back together." he then looked at the crowd and said "if this dollar. Doesn't lose it's worth. Even after I ripped it and throw it and stepped on it. Then why should you? You are born with a great worth. And you can't lose your worth. No matter what they do. But you believe you can. Stop believing. Instead believe: you are this dollar bill. You cannot lose your worth from the day you are born til the day you die. You were meant for something great and you will continue to be meant for something great. Remember that everytime someone says you are nothing. Cause there is no such thing as a 0 dollar bill..."
even if you don't believe any of what I just said. You're still worth something to me. I don't know if that means anything but you still are.
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I’m sorry. I was angry. Please excuse my behavior. I’ll try to be better in the future.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck-
I’m in pain. No it’s not my period. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.
Look I know I said I would leave but… I kinda need to tell someone rn then I’ll be out the door never to return okay? Okay. So I was busy, getting my life together as I said I would. And I started thinking about some drawing ideas I really wanna do. For context I’m currently on vacation with a small portion of my family. No one my age there though. None of my friends either. Our favorite cafe got changed into a sushi place. The best place to go for pizza or a calzone had hired a new chef who had no idea what they were doing unlike the very professional old chef. Since there’s none of my friends I can’t go have fun or whatever because it’s more fun with someone else but everyone just wants to sit down and do jack sh1t. Now the best thing ever happened. I wake up at midnight and my underwear feels wet… “god fucking damn it.” I got my period. To add some ✨D E P R E S S E D✨ fondant on the cake of 💀B O R E D O M💀 iced with a big layer of 👽A N X I E T Y👽 here’s a fake convo and then thought process that actually happened for fuck’s sake 👹
“Do you remember when your grandma died.”
“Yes. I also remember my grandpa, my favorite uncle and my favorite aunt.”
“So every death that happened in your family since you were born correct?”
“Yes.”
“Can you explain them in detail?”
~short silence~
“…Yes.”
“Ok start with your grandma.”
“Well when I heard the news my mom was leaving because my grandma had died me and my sisters couldn’t keep it together at all. So we stayed together. I copied one of them thinking it could make me feel better… that plan backfired.”
“How so?”
“Well she ran into a room then ran out so I did too. Before I left the room I heard her talking about how I was annoying and how she… didn't like me.”
“Ok. I see and how did you react when your grandpa died?”
~silence~
“…I didn’t. I kinda… sat there. Same with my uncle. I just sat there feeling sorry for myself like some loser. I was heart broken of course but there was no actual reaction. When my aunt died I was just… angry.”
“Ok thank you that’s all.”
(Btw this all sounded like a tape recording in my head so ye and I was boutta go out with my sisters so they get up whisper a bit then walk out forgetting I exist. Here comes the thought process.)
Oh. I guess they forgot about me x4
I can still catch up with them if I go now and ask why they left. If they say I looked sad just roll your eyes at them. Whatever you do don’t mention anything.
(Insert me getting up and looking around)
What direction did they go? Doesn’t matter. i know their meeting place. There’s no one here they must have gone to do something… without me. I think my sister said she wanted a bagel earlier. Maybe they’re there.”
(Goes to bagel place)
Who am I kidding. They’re not coming. I should just go home. Don’t cry stop being a baby you're in public.
(Insert me going home laying on the bed and somehow not crying even though I really fricking wanted too.)
-and scene-
So there’s the context. And I’m thinking of drawing ideas so I can feel better.
not a vent but since it’s summer and the average temperature here is 50 degrees Celsius and my anxiety isn’t doing me any favors. I’m not feeling too hot. Well I am hot but I mean hot as in… you get what I mean. I feel like I’m gonna barf my whole lunch out and my messed up nerves keep coming back to haunt me giving me random pain at random moments. I have a headache and a crushing feeling in my chest. It’s kinda difficult to breathe but I’m okay. I know I don’t have covid cause my test came negative. I’m sweating grenades not bullets and I’m really itchy. I know I’m not sick cause this has happened before. I’m not sure how to explain it.
hello you reader! I haven’t actually done any venting here for a while! And this isn’t really a vent more of a “this happened” kind of situation. I was tasked with cleaning me and my sisters’ room and incase you didn’t know, that place is a dump. So I was looking through the stuff and I just started crying. No context I just sat kn the floor as tears started rolling down my face. Then my sister came in and here’s the part that really bothers me, I just stopped crying, rubbed my tears away and smiled… what the fuck. I mean I’d get it if I were younger and more naive but now… I went to therapy and I talked to people about my problems only to end up in the same place I was 2 years ago. I oh don’t get it. I just don’t understand why. I went through so much to be better only to end up worse. Isn’t that fucking great. What is wrong with me?
Nothing is wrong with you, its fine sometimes emotions will come in an overwhelming rate and that's fine! Queenie (can I call you queenie?) Sometimes therapy doesn't work. You might have just been overwhelmed at the time with the dump you where supposed to clean. Did you remember a sad memory or something?
I wasn’t overwhelmed in fact I was happy to clean the place. I just… I saw my old bracelet my sister bought for me. And then I saw a coaster J made with my other sister. And I think it was partly because I had “Night Changes” open and I guess I was kind of sad. I miss it back then. I never really noticed but I just wish I could change everything. Back then. My art was absolute trash. But I didn’t care and I loved it so much and now when I look at it all I see is mistakes and how it could be better. And I look at everyone else’s drawings and I think “why can’t my art be as good as that” and I wish I could change it to make me more confident in my art. Like I was before. And despite what most people think that being the youngest is so easy but it isn’t. I remember how back then me and my sisters were so close and we would always be together but after a while they became so uninterested and I was left alone while they were off with their friends or on their phones or doing literally anything else. It wasn’t as fun without them and being a highly impressionable child I thought they didn’t like me. I wish we could be closer again. Gosh this is long. I better leave everyone is getting worried cause I’m “acting weird” and I don’t want to make them worry too much. GOSH IM DOING IT AGAIN FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE CANT I JUST TELL THEM WHATS WRONG!
... why dont you try and talk with your sisters..? you could tell them that you miss what you guys did when you were kids. And for the drawings, thats just growing up i guess. You can keep them and look back on how you've grown in art, and everyone has their own art style as well.
please. They’d call me stupid.
ok- well- um- ummmm- idk what to say-
I was walking to the chalkboard and my friend saw me and said "move move move move" and started writing on the chalk board and I went back to my seat, for a couple of minutes I couldn't really breathe and I just started crying.
that's terrible! I know what happened but it's kind of difficult to explain.
This person on itch always says they wanna rp with me and then don't
tell them if they’re going to rp with they then actually do it instead of just leaving
alr ty
I hate this. I hate all of this. I’m tired. And depressed. And I’m on my couch crying. And no one gives a shit. No one cares that I even left. It’s like I never existed. I’m done. I can’t take it. I try everyday to make others feel liked. But no one ever makes me feel liked. I feel like that’s all I am to everyone. Just an object. No feelings or emotions. Something no one could care less about. And I’ve had it. I never want to come back to mgm ever.
I care about you and so do many other people, I didn't notice that you left, I do care about you though.
Thank you. So much.
i think the reason that we dont reply when someone leaves or hasn't talked in a while is because we get that something might have happened so we respect their space- we dont mean in that way at all- it might annoy them
it wasn't just me leaving. It was everything else as well.
im confused
the only time people talked to me was once in a blue moon.
oh well i just reply to random things if i have response to it-
I’ve poured out my heart and soul to help others but no one seems to want to help me.
My friend is lowk a pickme and I have been sad and crying lately for no reason at all.
Either it's just to let emotion out for no reason or there actually is a reason. And the solution to anything starts with the reason. So if it's the first thing I said then give it some time and it'll go away or if there's anything you suspect might be causing it feel free to say so.
I guess it could be my mother or me having one friend and she's kinda a pick me
I was friends with a pick me girl. They’re actually not that bad. Well at least the one I was friends with wasn’t. Try making more friends or if you can’t then talk it over with someone and as for your mom, what’s been upsetting you with her?
she signs me up for a bunch of stuff I don't wanna do, she doesn't listen, and she denies almost everything and as far as my pick-me girl friend well uh...whenever I say I wasn't okay or I was sad or anything else she would be like omg me too and I once JOKINGLY was like "omg I'm so ugly-" and she said "Me too that's why we're besties 😍"
Ok as for your mom the things she’s signing you up for are probably just to keep you active as for the rest seriously try and talk to her, if it doesn’t work then seriously just be colder toward her. Unless you get slapped. Then I really don’t know what to do. As for the pick me girl, you walk up to her and tell her that she is actually being downright annoying and rude
Like if someone says they’re sad console them not “mee too” also if someone says they’re ugly say theyre Not, don’t call them ugly while calling yourself ugly as well then say that’s why you’re besties.
well I feel like shit.
Hello if you scroll down you will see a bunch of deleted posts all from Me :D
uHhh, pretty short but still
I hate my stepdad, I wish my mom never met him, he cheats on her, and yet she still lets him live with her, she also knows that he’s cheating, he’s also strict af-
I also hate myself for being a crybaby, I wouldn’t hate myself if it wasn’t for him, he points it out so much to the point that i want him to fucking die.
And I’m done with that-
sounds like a shitty stepdad.
h e i s
if I were you- I'd move out as soon as I can. I'm not staying with a hoe inside of my house.
thing is
i love my mom, and I still want to live with her-
well find a way- any way to make them get a divorce! I will not stand for a cheating prick motherfucker! Just get him out of the house! Even if you end up in jail for killing someone. Ahem! Sorry about that. I say when you go to college and keep in contact with your mom NEVER text your stepdad. Don't even LOOK at his contact. Forget he exists.
Sooo...this is gonna be a storytime type thing bc it's pretty l o n g... So basically I was sleeping and then I woke up out of my sleep. My mother was yelling, she was yelling at my oldest sister..
My older sister and a guy were doing adulty stuff and then ig she was asking him questions and then he got angry and threw her out the car and busted her car window..
Imma jusst say. Your older sister sounds like shit.
very good guess, you've won 10000000000 dollars. Basically I thought it was time to go to school so I got up and out of my bed for nothing- so anyway my sister was screaming and crying mind you she drinks,smokes, and isn't even 21 yet. So anyway she was saying how she was gonna go stay with one of our cousins houses. My mother was yelling and crying. This is why I disowned two of my sisters and I only have the one left and she's going away to a different state for college
dayumm. So your mother disowned your siblings because they were shit. And you're the only 1 left. And you're gonna leave for college leaving your mom behind. That is sad.
oh n-no I just don't see the two as my sisters anymore. I'm just hella mad bc I had to wake up at 1:00am bc of my reckless, promiscuous, "sister"
I think Auntie has something against me...
I don't
mk.
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AN ACTUAL VENT BC I AM KINDA PISSED! SO BASICALLY I WAS IN CLASS AND WE ARE PLAYING HANG MAN AND EVERYONE WAS SAYING MICKEY MOUSE BUT I SAID MIGHTY MOUSE AND THIS SKIN BONE DIP TONE CHIN PHONE GUY SAID "oh I think it's mighty mouse" I SAID IT T W I C E BUT HE JUST HAPPENED TO KNOW WHO MIGHTY MOUSE WAS AFTER I SAID IT!!
what the! NO! YOU CAN'T DO THAT!
LIKE HE IS VERY STUPID SO Obviously HE WOULDN'T KNOW AND I'M VERY MAD AND IDK WHY I'M SO MAD AT IT
Idk if this is venting or not but...uh..yeah..my friend keeps shipping me with people and one time she went a little harder(?) With the ships and she kept making jokes like "you and *person she's shipping me with lets call him Kevin*'s love story is explicit-" but it started bc she said "I think Kevin likes u" and then he sent a blushing emoji and left then came back..blah..blah..blah so then I started joking and giving him a nickname and stuff but then one of my other friends lets call her h a t, was like "so do you like him, I'm confused sjaksval-" so I said "maybe if he had some darn personality and some good looks maybe I'd consider" so then he said "o u c h" and I started to hype him up and stuff and I am getting him a maid outfit one day- but me and him are gonna prank my friend (me and him are gonna pretend to d8)
dam-
yes
I JUST PRACTICALLY FLOoDED MY WHOLE BATHROOM! 😀👍🏽
RIP... imagine taking a bunch of water bottles and laying them all around the bathroom. Calling your mom telling her "mom the bathroom is filled with water" and she comes in a panic then realises that it's a joke. Ha! She'd probably slap me 😧
I love this song.
!Swear warning in some of the songs!
Oreo (Shotgun Willy): https://youtu.be/10S4sBSZnGA
Truth Hurts (Lizzo): https://youtu.be/P00HMxdsVZI
City of Angels (24KGoldn): https://youtu.be/aV_Vho80lOQ
3 Musketeers (ppcocaine): https://youtu.be/8dGzVFmh_dE
SugarCrash! (EllyOtto): https://youtu.be/bWLgA4jUkuw
Thats it for now lol
oh boy do I have a great song (underrated very.)
Hate Myself -by NF:
oo shall listen to it
SUGARCRASH! IS BEST. YOU CANT CHANGE MY MIND JSJSJSJSJSJSJS
LOL
YOU. CANT.
WHAT
CHANGE MY MIND
I hate it when I tell someone I'm Chinese and they say "you don't look like it" or "really????"
And sometimes it's "no you're not"
WHY WOULD I LIE ABOUT BEING A RACE?!
I'M JUST TIRED OF PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONES BRINGING UP RACE
"What are you?'
AAAAAUGHHH
IKR! I tell people "I'm from africa." and they like "What? You're so pale and blah blah this that. You look lebanese. " Like bro wtf.
YES! How does the way I look effect my race/sexuality AND SOMETIMES EVEN GENDER
EXACTLY
When I came out to my friend she said "you don't look pan-" and sometimes I would be sick and my mum would be like "you don't look sick"
MA'AM! JUST BECAUSE I'M NOT DOUSED IN CHICKEN POCKS WITH BAGS UNDER MY EYES AND TEARS FALLING DOWN DOESNT MEAN I DON'T HAVE A STOMACH BUG OR A HEADACHE
People who do that just dont understand life and need to be sent to “I Dont Understand Life” jail :)
Dear teacher,I don't know if you know this or not but I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE MY FACE THAT'S WHY YOU CAN SEE MY DARN CEILING,IF YOU DON'T WANNA SEE MY CEILING THEN STOP LOOKING AT MY SCREEN!!!!!!
I hate it when people come rolling into the apartment complex BLASTING music, like bruh, I'm trying to do something and that music is distracting!
oof. yeah.
like sleeping or something, in my neighborhood theres this guy thats in his car and rolls all his windows down blasting WAP or Body and speeds then slams on his breaks making annoying noises, keep in mind theres six babies who go to bed at. 7:0p and he does this at 7:30.
I feel like "Mr.smile" has something against me
me too...
same...
nah i just have undying hate for everything
nah i just have undying hate for everything
nah i just have undying hate for everything
I talked to my mom and it went great. She understood and we've been talking about it more and stuff. THANKS CLOUDYTHOUGHTS.
Yay!!!!
Is it wrong to like anime? My so-called "bestie" said that it was weird for me to like anime...
no. I like anime. Anime is cool. You can like whatever you want.
being called skinny is just as much of an insult as being called fat :D Uneducated simpletons.
Whenever someone calls you skinny tell them that.
I've recently been in a weight loss thingy and in some sports and everytime I go around my mom's side of the family they're always like "what's it like being skinny" and things like that,like what? You're making me feel insecure by making comments like that...Another reason why I like my dads side more than my mom's side
its fine. You do you. Do whatever you want as long as it doesnt harm you or the people you love. People always talk about how skinny i am but i dont see it. So like do whatever you want just dont starve. EAT OR ELSE. Other than that you go on your weight loss thingy.
My friend keeps calling herself fat but she's really not! She says it because she has "big thighs" but that's a good thing! I've told her how that makes me feel before and she said she understood but I guess she doesn't...
I- I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! MY FRIEND DOES THAT TOO AND I FEEL LIKE ME TRYING TO COMPLIMENT HER SAYING SHE LOOKS VERY BEAUTIFUL IT JUST MAKES IT WORSE. I THINK SHE'S DEPRESSED BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BRING IT UP WITHOUT HERE THINKING I'M WEIRD.
WE BOTH NEED HELP WITH THIS-
Could be fake. try talking to her/him about it, if she over-reacts to dramatically, you know she faking it.
ok.
Same with my Bff, i have to keep on telling her its not true and that her body is beautiful no matter what.
My- my parents said today that I was worth nothing...
NO! YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING! There was a guy. He was on stage. He pulled out a 1 dollar bill and sked "how much does this cost?" everyone answered "1 dollar." he then crumpled it up and asked "how much does it cost now?" everyone again answered "1 dollar" he threw it on the floor and stepped on it. "How much does it cost now?" again "1 dollar" they said. He the it in the trash and took it out. He ripped the corner off and asked again. "How much does it cost now?" they all said "1 dollar. You can tape it back together." he then looked at the crowd and said "if this dollar. Doesn't lose it's worth. Even after I ripped it and throw it and stepped on it. Then why should you? You are born with a great worth. And you can't lose your worth. No matter what they do. But you believe you can. Stop believing. Instead believe: you are this dollar bill. You cannot lose your worth from the day you are born til the day you die. You were meant for something great and you will continue to be meant for something great. Remember that everytime someone says you are nothing. Cause there is no such thing as a 0 dollar bill..."
even if you don't believe any of what I just said. You're still worth something to me. I don't know if that means anything but you still are.
That really helped. thanks! :)
anytime :)